“Isn’t Christmas essentially a personified form of cavities?”- said no one ever(except maybe my dad)

When I was in preschool, I was a wee little bean of confusion who would make questionable decisions once in a while. Wandering around the play structure with a dinky little red trike being my steed in the journey through the play structure(which didn’t take more than two or three minutes give or take). I would come home from school either recalling every single detail of the handful of hours that I was away from home:

“Amma, todayIwalkedthroughtheschooldoorsthenItookthismanystepstothe middleoftheroomthenIputmybackpackawayandthenitwascircletimeandthenI atemysnackwhichwasGoldfishandappleslicesandthenIplayedintheplayground witharedtricyclebutthewheelwasbrokensoIcouldn’tplaywithitanymorebut that’sokay.”

Or I would just silently eat my squishy, pink and purple vitamin gummies(because I absolutely r e f u s e d to eat the disgusting orange flavored ones that tasted like fever medicine and cough drops had a baby).

But aside from my exceptionally peculiar childhood habits(that I sometimes conduct now)preschool had introduced many new things that I wasn’t familiar with.

Like Christmas.

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Now I don’t personally remember this at all, but my parents told me on multiple occasions that we started celebrating Christmas because I came out of preschool one day asking, “What will we do for Christmas?” Which ended up with a little Christmas tree in our apartment and me obviously not remembering the rest of it. But I do really appreciate my parents continuing our own little Christmas traditions, and even expanding it for my two younger siblings.

And to be honest, as a big sister I finally understand why they did that. And it’s to see the joy on their little faces when witnessing the lighting of a hand decorated tree, eating a Christmas cookie, and opening gifts that were placed under the tree.

With that said, Christmas is tomorrow, and I’m pretty excited. But everyone celebrates the holiday differently, or doesn’t celebrate at all which is perfectly acceptable. But today I was set to work delivering little gifts to each of our neighbors and honestly, the overall experience was just so heartwarming and felt like being wrapped in a warm hug.

My favorite part of birthdays and holidays overall, are giving little things to the people I’m close to. I particularly enjoy making and putting everything together, and delivering them to whoever they are set to. And it’s the best feeling in the world to give that happiness from your own heart to someone else.

In that case, I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday, and spends this precious time with the ones you cherish most. And give them an extra loving hug. On my order. Cause with this season, everyone needs just a pinch more sugar and spice, and a heaping of everything nice.

What does, “Thank you” mean to you?

The phrase “thank you” is a term used constantly by nearly everyone around the globe. And if you go to think about it(don’t worry I’ll do the thinking for you)we can probably go back to a conversation and catch ourselves saying that word a handful of times.

And in my opinion, that isn’t necessarily a bad thing.

Human beings have done a multitude of things in the very short period of time that modern humans have existed(200,000 years). We’ve weaved sounds made just from our chords in our throats, mouths, and lips, and symbols scratched on stone, into languages. Sometimes, while I’m writing, I think about what would happen if we didn’t create

One of my favorite things about language itself, is that no matter which one you speak, how many you speak, or who speaks it, nearly every single language has an exact or vague phrase for “thank you” and “I love you” And you can banter with me all you want, but that’s my logic so I’m stickin’ to it.


In regards to the present day, the windows are painted grey from the sky, orange from the trees, and some stray rain droplets sitting stubbornly in the edge. I honestly feel like I’m living in those classic seasonal holiday calendars, and there’s an illustration for each season; and we’re all wandering in the depths of a watercolor painting.

It’s been raining on and off for the past couple of days, my family and I are all wearing sweaters and thick pants, I’ve got some incredibly soft, knit stockings on my feet(I feel like my feet will freeze to the point of pneumonia without them)My fingers are very very cold so it’s fabulously hard to type this right now. But I’m managing.

Kind of.

It’s funny to imagine that just last week, the weather was nice and sunny. Sure it was still very cold, and the wind is relentless, but autumn was slowly easing in. But then, just a day later, it was raining. And it was raining very hard. The wind started creating little storms in the leaves, and just walking outside was physically painful if you weren’t properly dressed. Man, I can’t even imagine what it’s like to live in places that experience below 20 degree weather when I can barely handle 50 degrees without wanting to cry.

Now, today is Thanksgiving. And I wish you all a wonderful Thanksgiving with your family and friends, and eat lots of yummy food! And do all of your Black Friday and Cyber Monday shopping. But do so wisely! Think with your head, not your money. But instead of anticipating all the shopping you’re going to be doing(which I highly doubt you won’t be)let’s take a second to think about all the things that have helped you this year, have given you hope, and just made you happy.

Today I want you all to just think about that question, and enjoy the time you are spending with the people you adore the most.


Have a lovely Thanksgiving!

Candy, Ghouls, Skeletons, Costumes, and- ohgodIthinkIhaveacramp.

Happy Halloween everyone!

I hope everyone is having a wonderful Halloween! And if you don’t participate in the Halloween festivities(there is absolutely no shame in that); then I hope you’ve been having a wonderful day you lovely human being!

Now I, nor the rest of my family, are avid participators in the holiday that is so vivaciously celebrated in the United States. Which is all Hallows Eve, or Halloween. The day for dressing up, and obtaining a massive amount of cavities in an obscenely short amount of time. I’m not really into the horrific, bloody, gory, vibe. I don’t like being jumped or scared, or the dim colours that the holiday seems to wrap itself in. And the weeks leading up to Halloween has everyone anticipating the fun and the scares.

Of course, that doesn’t mean that I don’t try to at least dress up. Trust me I do, and my parents have both have their fair share of suffering because of my exponentially irritating antics. So this year, the night before Halloween, I simply rummaged through my dresser drawers and pulled out a casual Indian skirt and top, then going into my mother’s old clothing from India and pulling out a large(quite massive considering that it covered me like a blanket)purple scarf.

And BAM

The next morning, with some bangles jingling against my wrists as I walked along with my shoulders hunched together in the freezing cold of the morning. I was a gypsy.

A very cold.

Very sleepy.

Gypsy.

As the day progressed, I started loving the swish of the skirt, and the way the shawl billowed around my shoulders like a half-cape. And the feedback I had gotten from others about my outfit didn’t hurt either.

“Oh my gosh that is so flattering on you! Love the look girl!”

“That skirt is hella cute, where did you get it?”

“Rocking the eighteenth-century vibe! Slayin’!”

Through the course of the day, I had made encounters with princesses, superheros and villains, couple costumes, inflatable bananas and dinosaurs, an army of guys in Pikachu onesies, a few girls dressed up like boys(don’t ask)and a bunch of guys dressing up in the latest trends that girls follow(again, don’t ask, high school is weird).

My math teacher was dressed as a minion, my study hall teacher was dressed as a male character from a famous movie, since he was matching with his wife, which was extremely sweet, and when he mentioned it in class, nearly all the girls cooed, (and all the guys looked at each other, like they were being one-upped. )

My brother, despite all of my jealous side glances and ogling, was dressed as Harry Potter, and my sister was adorable as she bounced about in her bee costume. Needless to say, we all got out fair share of candy tonight, and laughed ourselves silly as each of us tried on the round glasses that came with my brother’s costume. He even said that I could keep the costume and the accessories to wear next Halloween. I was ecstatic of course, and thanked him. (Though I had the slight suspicion that he had quickly lost interest in dressing up as a book character that only I had found a love with.)

My siblings are currently fast asleep, quickly from a sugar crash and exhaustion from the pace of the day. My own eyes are drooping as I write this at a hair’s breath shy of ten o’clock.

தீபாவளி

Happy Deepavali everyone!

I hope everyone who celebrates it has been having a wonderful time with family and friends. And eating lots of food and sweets! And for those of you out there who are scratching their heads wondering,

“What in the world is Deepavali? Is this some second Christmas I’ve never heard of?”

Deepavali is one of the multitude of major Indian holidays, celebrated by Hindus all around the globe. Including my own family in California. Essentially, Deepavali symbolizes the power of light over darkness, like good over evil. That’s why little clay oil lamps are often lit to represent that light, to engulf the darkness that’s it’s stark against.

Personally, Deepavali is my favorite holiday ever. Not just Indian holiday, but favorite holiday in general. It’s so bright, and has such a beautiful, symbolic meaning, not to mention that you get lots and lots food. But shhh, that’s our lil’ secret.

I also love how warm the atmosphere gets, because everyone is excited and looking forward to this holiday that’s celebrated in our home country, and we get to follow along with centuries upon centuries of intricate tradition. And when my siblings and I are older, we can learn from what our parents do, and do that ourselves.

But can I just take a moment to talk about my extremely dedicated(to the point where my father and I are silently panicking in the background)mother?

When it comes to cooking she excels at it. Like, she could create a couple dozen books, that have like, an 85% chance of becoming bestsellers. And I’m not saying this to brag. But I’m saying this so you guys can realize just how much leverage my mom has as a cook, and you would expect that from her daughter too wouldn’t you? Well surprise surprise, I’m as bad in the kitchen as she is good at whipping up a three-course meal in roughly thirty minutes flat. Want proof?

Well, it was a couple months ago, when I wanted to make chocolate-covered strawberries. Just for the fun of it. But I obviously had never made chocolate covered strawberries in the entirety of my existence. So I was left in the dust there. I tried looking on the internet for some pointers on the best and easiest way to make them, which I tried following.

And failed miserably.

So I tried melting the chocolate in the microwave for a few minutes, in different intervals to melt it into a smooth liquid to easily dip the strawberries into. And I bet you’re thinking,

“Wow, that’s ridiculously easy, I would really be surprised if anybody could screw up with something as simple as melting chocolate. And if there is someone out there who can mess that up, well they’re an idiot.”

Yeah, well guess what.

I’m that idiot.

You know I didn’t think that it was possible for me to mess up that badly with chocolate chips for goodness sake. But apparently I had proven myself wrong and had the full capability to do so! By the time I swung by to check on the bowl of chocolate chips, there was smoke coming out of the microwave! And I frantically pushed the button to upon the microwave, and was met face to face with a bowl of smoldering, burned, chocolate chips.

May they rest in peace(es).

I blame the fact that I have a serious love for strawberries and chocolate.

Anyway, the point I’m trying to make is that, my mom is an incredible cook. And I am not. But the thing is, my mom is an incredible cook, who doesn’t know her boundaries.

In the past forty-eight hours, I’m pretty sure she’s only gotten about eight hours of sleep. She had been spending every minute of the waking hours, in the kitchen, working through nearly every typical traditional South Indian sweet that she normally made for Deepavali. And the end product resulting with our refrigerator, oven, and pantry, stuffed with all the goods that she had made.

Also here’s a picture.

Yay.

Is it summer break yet?

So I don’t know what’s wrong with my current dashboard, but when I was writing this post, the format of the entire script was fine. But once I put this on the official interface; the format looks all screwed up in the reading preview. So I’m really sorry if the paragraphs and the general text looks really weird. I seriously don’t know what happened, but I’m trying my best to fix it as quick as I can. So fingers crossed that this cursed formatting comes to an end!


Ever since high school started, my usual everyday school routine completely transformed, from scrambling around the house trying to find my other shoe or phone or whatever, skidding around the house, while simultaneously eating whatever breakfast that was shoved into my mouth in my manic to get out everything I need for school; in one piece.

 Including myself.
 
 
Because there have been multiple occasions where I almost ended up in the ER because of how reckless and clumsy my minstrations can be.
 
 
But nowadays, I wake up at the literal crack of dawn, and sometimes, it’s still pretty darn dark outside.
 
Like, I can see the stars and the moon dark.
 
My mental monologue itself is just extremely passive aggressive in the wee hours of the morning, as I try to get my clothes, toothbrush, hairbrush, my sanity, and toddle into the shower. And I also wonder naively as to why I decided to choose a zero period class.
 
 
Freshmen. Year.
 
If you ask me at 5:45 in morning if I like this particular change in the everyday, I would be tempted to ask if you would like to go take an illegal visit to the nearest group of Californian grizzly bears and try to make friends with them.
 
 
I’m sure it would be a lovely visit.
 
 
Especially if said person was doused in fresh honey.
 
 
To make matters worse, it’s only been a couple weeks since summer ended and fall started, and I assumed the weather would whip itself into shape at any given time, gradually and slowly.
 
 
But instead, it just went N Y O O M  and B A M.
 
 
We went from sitting out suffering in the heat of the beating sun like baked potatoes, to bundling up in scarves, thick sweaters and jackets, and booties and walking around wishing fire is one of the elements we could actually posses in our hands. Or at least have some way to make ourselves and others warm. And it’s only been at least a week. And we are in the low sixties to fifties. I’m not an avid Game of Thrones viewer or anything, but I never thought I could sympathize with the phrase, “Winter is coming.”As much as I do now.
 
 
 
Don’t get me wrong, I love autumn and winter. Both of which are my favorite seasons. But it’s kinda irritating when my fuzzy socks slip just a little under my heel and the cold starts biting at the exposed skin, and I’m tempted to call Life Alert, to inform them that I’ve been overexposed to temperatures under sixty degrees.
 
 
But I somehow manage to get by, grudging yes, without turning into a popsicle in the process.
 
 
Most of the time.
 
 
But it does take me about five or ten minutes to revive my fingers from their numb state, and are completely dead to the world. And ironically, on most days I have Jazz Band right in the morning. Which requires me to play my saxophone. Which requires me to vigorously move my fingers. And  if I don’t have Jazz class to help me warm up my otherwise rigid fingers, I’ll have to walk into English class without the ability to write anything for a solid couple minutes.
 
Which is essentially like telling a yogi to break their meditation session to go an binge-watch Netflix for an extremely unhealthy(but totally worth it) seven to eight hours of their day.
 
 
Anyway, since my dad usually has to go to work at 6:30 in the morning, and I have 0 period at 7, we both leave the house together; only taking a little over five minutes before we arrive at my school, before my dad drives off to work.
 
 
With that said, my dear readers, wherever in the world you are, here is the everyday life of a freshmen high school student in the United States.
 
*jazz hands*
 
 
7:00: 0 Period Jazz Band
 
So, if we’re going by traditional standards, our band is pretty big compared to how conventional jazz groups actually are. With forty-eight students in the group, from all grades, ranging from clusters of freshmen to a sprinkle of juniors and seniors, our band is legitimately diverse too.
 
 
Our teacher is an exuberant, kind women; and I have a lot of respect for her because she actually takes her students emotions and struggles into account. Rather than brushing them off as a burden. And I’ve learned that in high school, having a person like that, is something of a blessing.
 
 
But large band or not, you can’t expect us to nail down a 12 bar blues scale, and two, two to three page songs in the span of 45 minutes, when it’s 7:00 in the morning and no one is a morning person.
 
 
But luckily, I love jazz. It’s one of my favorite musical genres out there and I find it to be rich with so many different branches attached to various parts of the world. I grew up listening to it as a kid, and I have my dad to thank for exposing me to smooth jazz and such. I like listening to jazz or soft piano or orchestral music when I’m doing homework or when I’m studying for an exam. So it was only right that I randomly decided to play the saxophone in a whim of determination last year and joined Jazz Band.
 
 
I’ve also made a numerous amount of new friends in each of my classes, Jazz Band included. I befriended two girls who also played alto sax, one who is also in my P.E. class, and the other in my English class. Both girls and I have quickly become friends, which make the early morning screeching of trombones and various mixes of instruments, just a little more bearable.
 
Plus, our first performance is coming up in the next week, and it’s even more exciting because it’s also going to be our fanciest one too! Instead of polos with our school’s name and what ensemble we’re in, we ladies dress in custom, black, floor length dresses, and the gentlemen in fitted tuxedos. The theme of the event is Latin American culture and style, so the music we play are going to be like mambos and stuff.
 
7:50- 8:45 AM: English 1
 
After frantically putting away my saxophone and sheet music, and tucking them away into their designated shelves. I walk out of the music(room, hall? I don’t know it’s too big for me to designate properly). Then I break into a spazzed walk since my next class is literally on the other side of the campus.  So I make I mad dash for it just before the the five minute bell rings. Disheveled and already wanting to go home, I scramble quickly to my seat,  giving the teacher an acknowledging nod and smile as she greets me with a “Hello” and continues prepping her desk and classroom.
 
 
I set my backpack down and grab my English Binder, a copy of To Kill a Mockingbird(Since we’re reading it in class for the rest of the semester)a book I brought to read throughout the day and in between passing periods, and my fuzzy grey kitten pencil case with two equally as squishy and soft keychains, one is an adorable little round shaped penguin I got from the Monterey Bay aquarium in the summer that just passed, and a little dinosaur from the popular Japanese cartoon character group “Sumikko Gurashi” From a Japanese dollar store that I recently discovered, (and come to obsess over)Having these little plushies just makes my day a bit happier and makes me smile every time I pull them out for each of my classes. And it also reminds me to never forget my MUCH NEEDED pencil case to each and everyone one of my classes.
 
 
To nearly no one’s surprise, English is one of my favorite subjects, and I love explaining and teaching it to other people; and with this blog archive, I’ve been able to grow a little stronger with my writing and understanding of storytelling, and how to stand for whatever point you’re trying to make clear, and try to improve the aspects of writing I was weak in. Like poetry.
 

Equinox

Take your mask off when you speak to me. 

Take in my confession, 

Take the masks of your norm

And crush them. 

I knew someone once.

A heart of fire.

Each step like a cannon

 of in the distance

Hair resembling thorns and briar.

Eyes playful and mysterious.

Deep and radiant with just a hint of cacao. 

Always deep, yet never serious.

And they said, with a voice like    

“My dreams reach the stars, daring to touch them. 

Radiate their light. 

Can you see them?”

And I said, I knew.

I agreed, I screamed, I cried out.

No one spoke to me in this way before.

In fact,

 it left me with doubts.

Dreams are the afterthoughts of my loves.

They keep me going when the world isn’t enough.

All of my outlandish thoughts soaring like doves,

As each day passes without a single stop.

But they didn’t stop there.

They said 

“When we grow older,

 we fear the stars. 

Burrowing ourselves into a normalcy 

that can let our dreams bleed.

And then leave dead scars.”

The world now embodies the dark side of my dreams,

Your lies aren’t needed to ease these pains. 

I know what’s going on,

I know what will come.

I know I know I know.

These inner pains, 

the world’s scars 

They tie together in an equinox. 

The moon, the stars.

Thousands of questions,

No answers.

With each day passing, life will never stop. 

It stops for no one 

even when the world is still.  

The stains of our sins staying like coffee on a napkin

Each minute the pressure of the atmosphere 

Drops.

But there will always be a light, 

Of hope, of determination, 

The maps of our lives are now blank and white.

Our goals taking on their own destination.

Take your mask off when you speak to me. 

Take in my confession, 

Take the shattered pieces of your norm

And eradicate them.

I’m not especially proud of this poem, I mean I wrote it last year and we were given a strict set of rules to follow with this project and I did try my best. But looking back at this piece, I kinda wanna hide away in embarrassment. I mean, it’s not my best work, but I guess it kinda proves to myself that I kinda improved with my poetry skills in the process of suffering through this project.

But improvement or not, high school just sets the bar higher for what society actually expects from you, especially when you graduate from high school and onto to college. Because each year of high school English, whether it being a general, AP, or Honors class; each is designed for you to succeed in writing essays, thesis’s, analyzing text and extracting information, etc.

 
And if this year’s English class has taught me anything so far,
 
 
It’s that, you will be taught how to read and write.
 
 
But it’s you who decides what you’re actually gonna do about it.
 
I know,
 
It’s very spooky stuff.
 

8:53-9:48 AM: Photo Arts 1
 
So, obviously I’m not as tech-savvy as my dad. I just know the basics, like the general elements of coding; and a touch of graphic design,
 
 
( I don’t know if anyone else would include that as a part of general technological knowledge,
 
 
But I am so deal with it.)
 
 
I’m definitely fascinated by computer engineering and how everything
works, but I also like the artistic aspects of technology. Like how we can use it to make things. Like music or even actual art. With technological advances, more inventions open up, and with more inventions, more people who need to use and operate them. Isn’t cool how just a couple simple commands can make a little box do something so simple, yet intricately complicated?
 
 
A regular day in my photography class mainly consists of everyone just chilling while listening to music and editing the photos we took in Lightroom or Photoshop. At the start of the school year, we were assigned either a Mac desktop or a Macbook, and we got to choose which one was more of our preference. Since the Mac is more my zone, I chose to use that, rather than a laptop; since I was more prone to dropping a laptop, than a 12.5 pound desktop monitor. And I feel like I’m more comfortable with an Apple desktop since that’s what I use at home to do homework, projects, and obviously blog.
 
I’d be really disappointed if you didn’t manage to figure that bit out.
 
In regards to the photographic part of the class itself, I’ve learned quite about a lot of things that I didn’t even know had so much value in the artistic world. And I finally got to learn how to properly set a camera to the settings needed for whatever situation we’re in; as well as how to really take good shots of your subjects and the differences between all the different angles and ways you can actually shoot a picture. Here is my first set of pictures from earlier this semester, all of which edited in Lightroom, this piece can also be interpreted as, my first on campus photo shoot with me nearly screwing up and not knowing half of what to do until later.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
They aren’t the best pictures, and while I was shooting these, I was clueless most of the time. But I can’t deny that it was highly amusing to take these pictures and edit them in digital programs used by so many people out there.
 
 9:48-9:58 AM: Brunch
 
Walking to each of my classes between passing periods at school is a spectacle in itself. My books in hand as I mentally do a once over to make sure I haven’t lost anything thing important, like a textbook or notebook. Checking the watch on my left wrist, tracking the time, and texting my parents a quick message or sending a pic of the homework or review to one of my friends who might’ve forgotten to write it down. In these little time increments; my mind is full, and yet so empty at the same time.
 
Because I probably lost something or left a book behind and my brain capacity is still dangerously low when I wake up at crack of dawn everyday.
 
During brunch, I usually just sit on a bench near my next class and munch on a nut bar while scrolling through my phone and checking emails, or texting my parents or a friend.
 
10:06-11:01 AM: Biology
 
Science is a favorite subject of mine, and I love the multiple branches it has, how everything has a purpose and when one thing happens, it triggers a multitude of other things to occur as well. Science also gives explanation to things that we ourselves couldn’t figure out on our own, like gravity for instance.
 
How is it that everything has matter, and mass, and yet we don’t float off into space but stay put?
 
Well, Isaac Newton had an apple fall on top of his head(I pity the poor apple, and his head)Mr. Newton, after nearly having the daylights knocked out of him by a fruit seemed to suddenly have acquired a revelation for the laws of physics.
 
And why do we not float away into space?
 
Because of gravity.
 

乁( ⏒ ͜ʖ ⏒ )ㄏ

 
A natural phenomenon in which anything with mass or energy automatically gravitate towards each other.
 
Like, um, hypothetical anchors!
 
We just finished learning the basics about population and the different parts of it, like population density, population growth, etc. And how to properly observe data and physically make a graph to compliment the data.
 
Which ironically coincided with my math lessons on graphs and curves a few weeks past.
 
Biology, Math,  and English, are the three classes that are required for us to graduate, and if you fail one of these class your first year, you gotta retake it sophomore year. Which happens a lot, but that doesn’t mean I want to so that’s that.
 
 
1:09 – 12:04 AM: Algebra 1
 
So, I’m not really a math girl. I mean, I can do it; and go one with a passing grade. But it always takes me a longer time than others to interpret all those numbers and questions and formulas like other people can. And I think my math skills certainly have gotten better over the years. While I used to struggle to get a solid grade that could at least pass the general requirements; now I can take a quarterfinal test and ace it.
 
With a few mistakes here or there.
 
But I still pass!
 
I really like my algebra teacher; she’s funny, engaging, and actually teaches us math in a way that isn’t confusing. I never thought I would be able to understand Mean Absolute Deviation as much as I do now. And actually be able to do it.  And so far we’ve only hand three our four tests, and they weren’t very major either, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t expect some bigger exams coming up in the near future; that of course we all need to prepare for.

All in all, I think Algebra is currently one of the only classes I have that doesn’t make me want to throw my textbook at my other classmates in pure rage and detestation.

Not that I have temper tantrums in my other classes of course.

But trust me I have been a hairs-width away from doing so.


12:04 – 12:34: Lunch 

I don’t have to describe lunch do I?

12:42 – 1:37: Spanish 2

Okay, so by default I would’ve been put into Spanish 1 like the majority of the other freshmen study body. But since I took Spanish for two years in middle school, I had the decision of advancing to the second year of high school Spanish, since we need a total of four years of high school Spanish; and I’ve gone to the second year; I only need two more years(I think. My knowledge of the Spanish programs and it’s requirements and stored somewhere else in my brain right now) and I can graduate with the bi-literacy seal under my belt. And colleges can swoop in and see that and consider me to be a part of their school. Which is great.

If I pass all those years of Spanish.

●  ﹏  ●

yippee.

Currently, with my two and a half years of Spanish, I’ve attained enough to be able to hold a conversation with someone who can speak Spanish, or learned it fully. But just like when I speak Tamil and Japanese, it’s very choppy at first when I start talking, and it takes me a while to warm up with the words. And it can go very similarly to this:

“Buenas Dias! Estoy bien! Como estás tu? Bueno! Como está tu familia? Eso es genial! Ay no! Yo tiene que ir! Adios! Nos vamos más tarde!”

Which literally translates to,

“Good morning! I’m good! How are you? Good! How is your family? That’s great! Oh no! I have to go! Goodbye! I’ll see you later!”

As you can see, the intention behind what I have to say makes sense, but when you take the literal context of it in English, it makes me sound illiterate. But what’s great, is that since I already kinda speak another language on my own at home with my family, which is Tamil. So I know how to accent my speech and roll my r’s. So when I speak Spanish out loud in class, I can properly pronounce everything the ways it’s actually supposed to sound, rather than a robotic, voice, that sounds computer generated.

But half the time I don’t know if I’m even pronouncing anything correctly and half the time while I say anything in class I glance at the teacher to see if I’m saying it right and I have no idea what I’m doing but you know it’s the effort right.

All, in all, it’s a good class. Great on college applications. All said an done.

1:45 – 2:40: Physical Education( P.E)(#-.-)

So I usually end the day with P.E. except on one block day(the back to back days where we only have half of our class each day but they’re twice as long.) And P.E. is pretty fun, and I enjoy running on the track and talking with the other athletes on campus. I also have a bushel of friends in the class that I usually stick with, so we can protect each other from flying projectiles that end with the word -ball. You know, basketball, baseball, tennis ball, football, soccer ball, dodgeball, cheese ball; you know, the usual. It’s also required to take P.E. for two years in high school in order to graduate.


After sixth period, the school days ends with a large heaving breathe. And we all go home. After PE. I drag my feet to the music room to grab my saxophone and then wait at the front of the school for my dad to pick me up. And when he finally swings by, I hop toss my stuff into the back seat and plop myself down, then melt into the seat of the car as my dad starts driving us home. 

Yosemite(again)

High school started last month and;

I don’t really know what to make of it.

It isn’t necessarily that I can’t handle it, I’ve learned far more about self perseverance and it’s grown. But it’s just taken me some time to get used to it all. To get used to the prospect of the next four years of my life. And it hasn’t been all that bad, except for one or two times where I’ve been tempted to

cry. 

But nothing a little perseverance can’t undo!

I’ve already been swamped with homework but I usually try to complete it right away. And sitting through lectures is something I’ve become to excel at. But, middle school and high school really doesn’t have a smooth in-between. And sure you get equipped for the main subjects and cycle of classes, but it doesn’t prepare you for the completely different vibes you get from high school itself.

So for the past couple weeks(after recovering from the slight mental shock)I’ve kept my head high and my self esteem a bit low. My current goal is to take college coarses throughout high school for college credit, study early for the SAT tests and CAT test, take AP and Honours class in the coming years; and try not to break under the pressure of it all. And it’s now my main focus. But I won’t study myself to the point where I have a severe burn out. No way, that’s not my vibe. But I’m going to try my hardest, push myself to do more, and reach my goals and my dream.

Ever since I’ve stepped foot on my high school campus, I already knew in my heart that everyone would go there separate ways pursuing their own goals. My friends, classmates I’ve known since kindergarten. We’re growing up and stopped clinging to the haze of middle school, to the clear path we have to pave for ourselves in high school and beyond.

I’m being kept very busy by school work and such, so my blogging seems to have come to multiple halts which I’m trying to mend. So, if you’re wondering about the significant lack of content, it’s probably because I’m writing an essay for English, solving equations for Algebra, studying DNA for biology, conjugating verbs in Spanish, practicing my saxophone for Jazz Band, or snapping pictures and editing them for Photography Arts class.

Or all of the above.

So here it is everyone!

Yosemite, once again.


Ever since I was little, I had this fascination with things that were near myths; stories that were used to meddle with a child’s view of the world. Perceived as fiction, but is it really?

Throughout childhood, mermaids would flick their periwinkle tails on the dozens of sheets of paper littering my portion of the desk of my first grade classroom, inky hair flowing behind them. I would imagine the glittering jewels of the unknown see, palaces rising out from the sea floor as it’s citizens went about. Fairies wings glistened as I ran a graphite pencil along their gossamer ailerons. Dressed in downturned flowers and wearing hats with acorn shells and strings of lavender us to tuck their hair behind their prolix ears. Dragons would bear their articulate teeth on thick sketchbook paper as I waited for passing periods to end between classes in the sixth grade. Eyes unrelenting and boar into it’s viewer, I would spend hours just perfecting the smallest details rather than the overall picture but I still felt proud after finishing each piece. Even if they looked like demonetized pool noodles with wings.

Magic has always been something that I believed in, from childhood to now; I find myself longing to soar above the clouds, mounted onto the back of a pegasi, to have sword in hand as I leap from mast to star board as I fight side by side with Peter Pan. Sometimes, I even wish that the ceilings of my bedroom were made of glass rather than hard wood; so I can gaze up into the night sky until my eyes become heavy. Lulling to sleep from the pounding of the rains in the fall and spring. Because when I look at the night sky, just before I go to sleep; I feel light and content. Even though it isn’t like a storybook or a fable, it feels close enough that I can let all of reality melt away.

But looking at mountains and trees that brush the sky, turquoise waters that pool around massive boulders, tortoises that could just as well be dinosaurs. This is all elemental augury that we can’t compare to anything else. And it all seems normal because we’ve seem them, heard of them, know they exist. And that’s why none of us seem to accept the fact that it is in fact, “real” magic.

And you know what?

Real magic is walking alone on a wooden path as the sky turns from purple to blue. Real magic is digging your fingers into fine sand as the sun sets over the sea. Real magic is climbing into the warm covers as rain pounds outside, kissing the roofs with a constant pitter patter. Real magic is sitting quietly, watching the stars twinkle their hellos into the night.

Real magic is already grounded for us on the earth, celestial or not, whether you believe it or not. It’s there.

But, nowadays, it’s hard to do that when all the people around you are two busy trying to capture each of these elements on their phones, rather than with their eyes.

It’s funny; when people are given access to a smartphone of some kind, everyone seems to think that every little thing they are doing undoubtedly needs to be shown to the rest of their world. I say “their” world instead of “the” because, we send it to the people who we know, who we think that care. Friends, family, close acquaintances.

Sending these are much different from sending an article, a piece of art, real time photography/videography. Sharing those just make the people around you more aware of the fact that incredible things like this exist, or it might be something helpful to someone’s health or gives useful knowledge to the foreholder. That kind of sharing is okay for anybody.

But there’s a very clear line between sharing and oversharing. 

Sharing is as simple as a couple pictures and videos in a one or two week time frame. Not too much, not too little, but just enough to let the person on the receiving end knows your constant, and you won’t come off as too clingy; which is definitely a plus.

But if your basically broadcasting your entire life to everyone, every couple of minutes on social media, your text archives, to hundreds of people you don’t even know in the real world; then sorry to tell ya buddy but you’re a little wishy-washy.

Whatever we send, a picture or video from a recent roadtrip, a morning selfie under the sunlight, a quick snap of your breakfast, a black cat sitting under the windowsill, a group shot under a sign, or a silly selfie complete with peace signs and smiling faces. These little moments are what ground us to who we are, what we love, and are what we always look forward to seeing the moment you realize that it’s there, it happened, and it’s yours. 

Sometimes, I sit straight up in bed, awake before anyone else, completely still, just watching little specks of dust dance in the air near the window. The rest of the neighborhood breathing a sigh of relief, once the constrains of a busy week has finally let go. To let us catch our breath, wipe away the work we had endured as we bathe into the warm embrace of our free days. It’ll usually be seven or eight o’clock in the morning, and I revel in the fact that I had the capability to wake up early on the days when the busy schedule school day doesn’t need to be applied. My mom would find it a shock to have found me awake before eight in the morning, on my own without fuss. It’s one those rare moments when I awake with a sense of eagerness rather than the urge to smack my head down onto my pillow again.

It’s little moments like that, that can make you whole and happy. No matter how flamboyant, adventurous, or headstrong. We all need a little escape, a little window we can slip into when stressed or in a dark place. It makes wherever you experienced it, like home. And the fact that we have lived long enough to understand just that, is a feat in itself.

Even though I usually have the brain capacity of a peanut, it’s good to know that you have boundaries when it comes to getting personal with people. Especially considering that in this day and age, some random person could send a meme to the Queen of England if they wanted to(for the sake of keeping our countries at mutual respect for each other, lets purge that idea from our heads)

Sure that picture of your morning avocado toast is cute, and that shot of your new designer shoes is somewhat aesthetically pleasing. But at the end of the day, it’s just like the hundreds of pieces of toast and designer shoes posted by others on social media. Nowadays, a lot of people will go out of their way to take just one shot to post and share with other people. Situations like that have led to terrible accidents and tragedy that could’ve been prevented.

All in all, I think we should consider our safety rather than the irrational need to show the world that you went to this place, ate this food, met this person, or did this thing; just to photograph it happening rather than enjoy it while it lasted.


Thinking back, it’s crazy that it was just a month or two since my uncle and his family went back to India, our summer days left with laying out on our deck watching the birds, sipping fresh smoothies while chatting, the air conditioning running. Sitting in the library reading alone, while my brother finishes reading lessons with his tutor. The days went on almost idly, preferable to the frenzied days where my dad has work, my brother and I have school, and my sister, well; she spends her days picking through stuff in my bedroom, or in the kitchen; finding what she likes and carry it around with her for the majority of the day. And quite frequently, using it as a projectile when something of a nuisance is near her(insects, food, me, etc). I say that there’s no difference in her summer schedule and the rest of the year.

I think our summer was less productively spent. But rather, used as a well deserved time to relax, not having to worry about projects, essays, concerts, or lectures.

My family doesn’t go out often, most of our days usually spent at home enjoying each other’s company and just doing work or hanging around(apart from my parents; my dad who has work throughout the week, and my mom who’s constantly doing something around the house and keeping all of us in check)And it’s always like that, school time or not; and I like it. Course we still go out throughout the week, I mean we’re not complete hermits okay? Like little shopping trips, everyday workouts in the gym, shorts walks in the nearby school grounds, or trips to the nearby department store; like any normal person. And obviously the library is a constant in our routine throughout the week no matter what time of year.

The farthest we had gone this summer was Lake Tahoe, and we still hadn’t gone on our yearly Yosemite trip, so lo and behold; just a couple days later we had a room booked and our clothes packed and ready.

From hindsight, it would’ve looked like we were going on a cross-country road trip, not an overnight stay. My mom went all out with the packing, just like our trip to Lake Tahoe. She thought over every single possible situation too;

Stomachache? Here’s some castor oil.

Need to keep the baby entertained? Here’s a couple books and toys to keep the kid quiet and without fussing for a couple moments.

Want a snack? Here’s a massive stock of chips and edibles from Costco, so you aren’t allowed to starve.

Want a specific type of food? I brought the rice cooker, an electric stove, and(almost)every possible cooking utensil in existence.

Injured? Here, bandages, Neosporin, and a hug.

Bored? Here’s some books on the Kindle and a couple toys.

Want something cooled? Stick it in the ice chest.

Need your phone charged? Here’s, like, five charging cables, a power bank, and a couple adapters.

Feeling nauseous?  Some small trash bags that smell like baby powder, nausea relief pills, and a lemon should do the trick.

Need hygiene products? I’ve brought sanitary pads, small tubes of shampoo, moisturizer, and body wash, Chapstick, floss, deodorant, and everything you could possibly need to keep your body clean.

To be completely honest with you, without my mom’s antics and packing perks, I don’t think our traveling would be nearly as smooth. And yes, in the days before travel, our house is always a bit hectic. But it’s was all worth it while we peacefully drove along the freeway listening to old Tamil songs and praying that one of the two smaller children wouldn’t throw up from motion sickness.

My mom had spent the night before preparing savory puff pastries the night before, a favorite amongst our family. And it was only fitting that we brought some along to eat on our trip. We all munched on our snacks while driving further towards our destination. Flakes from the puffs were falling into our laps and stuck to the seats. My sister was in a funky mood from having woken up so early into the morning and I sympathized. I poked her cheek with a fresh pastry but that probably wasn’t the best approach since she looked like she wanted to push me out through the window.

So I took back the pastry and bit into myself all the while trying to keep my little sister from deciding that she wanted to disown her big sister. Which, considering the direction I took to get her to eat; wasn’t necessarily going well. The drive itself to Yosemite is generally about three to four hours long, give or take. So I came prepared with earbuds and a sick playlist to boot. I also get really tired very easily when driving in a car; and the prospect of having to sit for three to four hours in the same spot was all that appealing. And I probably had the worst seat in the car too. Which was smack in between my sister’s car seat, and my brother.

So there I was, the oldest sibling sandwiched between the munchkins who had the advantage of being able to comfortably lean onto one side or the other if they needed to if they got tired. While I couldn’t lean onto my sister’s car seat without feeling like I was going to dislocate my shoulder. And mind you I like my shoulder and I intend to keep it attached to it’s socket thank you very much.

I looked at my sister in envy as she sat primly in her plush car seat, cushioning on every side and a seat belt that didn’t dig into her neck and chin. But this seating arrangement has become customary ever since my little sister was born, so until she grows out of her car seat(I’ll probably be graduating from high school or entering college by then)this was how it was going to be for a while until that time comes. So I sucked it up and listened to my playlist while praying one or both of my siblings didn’t have any gastrointestinal troubles throughout the trip.

But I wasn’t feeling that good myself, since I had just hit my monthlies(ladies you know what I’m talking about)so very subtle waves of nausea and fatigue would creep up at me and make the car ride all the while worse. Thankfully, my parents said they wanted to stop at a nearby Subway sand which shop to grab a bit of lunch to eat when we arrived. I used the restroom and before we exited the shop, my dad said he was gonna go to the convenience store that was nearby to grab some lemonade for me. He must’ve heard me tell my mom because even through my thorough protests he went out a grudgingly bought an canteen of lemonade. I was really grateful though, because the sour taste splashed onto my tongue and immediately felt refreshing.

I have a bit of a sweet and sour tooth if that makes sense. I have a soft spot for a lot of little confections like mochi and strawberry filled, well, anything. I usually try to keep my sweet tooth down but still can’t resist little bites here and there. But my attraction to sour things is completely different and a little, I guess, bizarre now that I think about it.

You see, when I was probably three years old, it was one of my first trips in to India. And my grandmother and grandfather had a lime tree right outside the front of their house, that still thrives today. Standing proudly while distributing lemons to the birds and squirrels, and, well, the ground.

My mom said that I was tailing my grandmother in the kitchen-as children do-and being the sweet women she is,  I guess she decided to give me something to eat to sate me over. That little edible ended up being a lemon. My mom said that I had taken a bite, but instead of scrunching up my face and being traumatized for life with a fear of citral acidic chemical reactions mixing within my saliva; I loved it(God that sounded better in my head)And I still do today! I like that zing you get once you bite into something sour, the tasting lingers in your mouth for a while rather than fading away. And when it’s a fresh fruit, it feels refreshing and makes your mouth feel cleansed and detoxified. Not to mention that the citric acid can help clear up light nausea. With those acidic properties, it also manages to attack the dirty germs that linger in your mouth and teeth.

When I tell my friends this, I get one of three reactions:

  1. “Oh you too? I love sour things! But only candy not actual-like-fruits.Then they proceed to almost choke as they attempt to eat a Sourpatch Kids candy.

  2. “Man, I just love eating a refreshing lemon on a hot day. It really hits the spot doesn’t it? No one else really gets that feel do they?”

  3. Proceed to back away in muted terror


Since we had left so early into the morning, we had reached Mariposa County around midday, the rolling hills glowed under the sunlight, our eyes scanning the view outside. The windows were rolled down all the way, wind whipped our hair and whistled in our ears and we raised our voices just to talk to each other. However, the winding road didn’t seem that good for my sister though, because by the time we decided to take a little break from all the driving(well specifically my dad since he’s had to keep his foot on the gas pedal almost constantly since we left.


. . .

So, that’s a wrap on the first part of Yosemite, and in all honesty, I’m a little disappointed I couldn’t write more but it’s nearly 11:00 and I’ve got school tomorrow. I decided to focus more on the philosophical details of this post, mainly because a lot of us don’t really decide on our own to pay attention to details like that anymore. And I wanted to emphasize the fact that living in the moment is what the real reward is, rather than a couple likes on your archive. And in this day and age it’s nearly impossible to control, but it doesn’t hurt to try.

Well, I’ve already got a lot of content drafted for you guys which are certainly on the way.

Stay happy, stay eternal.

An’ G’night!

 

 

Isaac Newton, procrastinated packing, jump starting cars 101 and how to fail at it., silent road rage, Mother nature’s Styrofoam(aka Snow), and starting wars with bears.

Day 3

According to Newton’s Third Law of Motion,

“Every action has it’s equal opposite reaction.”

For example ,when bouncing in one place on solid ground, you apply force onto the ground with your legs, the ground creates an equal opposite force counteracting the pressure put onto the ground, this force from the ground now propelling you upwards. Newton’s laws of physics have gone to determine the many breakthrough’s in science, and help us answer everyday questions about speed, velocity, and several other branches involving movement and gravity.

Newton’s Third Law of Physics can also give you a sense of how much of a massive idiot you are, and your past decisions.

Example?

Nah, it’s part of the whole post.


The night before, my family decided to sleep on the ground, inside the largest room located upstairs. Since the flooring had carpet over it already, it wouldn’t be very uncomfortable, so we tucked ourselves into a bunch of blankets and slept like a bunch of potatoes in a garden bed. It surely wasn’t as hot as the night before in the little room off the hall; since the heater fortunately was off. So the next morning, I woke up alone in a pile full of blanket, pillows, and sheets.I woke up a little later into the morning, remembering that it was our last day in Lake Tahoe, and that we had to pack everything up and out of the house before 2:00 pm,

However, as I was brushing my teeth, I remembered that Surya, Sanjay, Babu peryiappa, and my dad, weren’t in the house; because they decided to go on a long hike early into the morning. Babu peryiappa asked all of us just the day before if we wanted to come too. Sanjay seemed cool with it, Himani was determined to go(but later said that she probably wouldn’t when the time came),

I gave peryiappa a flat out no for an answer. I didn’t say that to be rude, but I was just being honest, I mean I hate waking up early in the morning, especially if it’s before seven o’clock. Yeah, I know, a person my age should break out of that habit; but c’mon, you gotta agree with me that sleep is like the ambrosia and nectar of everyday.

Anyway, I was just tampering to see just how we were going to get all of our stuff packed and out of the house, as well as clean up every room and leave everything just as it was when we came. And we had to do it in a span of a couple hours. Now I’m not saying that complete chaos ensued. But I think it’s safe to say that our action(not pre-packing the night before)got a brutal equal opposite reaction(running around all over the place, shoving clothes into bags, frantically grabbing throw blankets and pillows and putting them in their respective bedrooms, or stowed away in the closets they were originally inside for storage. And consistently checking the time to make sure we didn’t overrun it.)

It sounded easy enough at first. But obviously that wasn’t the case.

There were bags and luggage everywhere by the time we started to get a move on. I was running around all over the place, helping to stow away luggage in the trunks of cars and grabbing whatever object which person needed in their hands right that instant. I also had to make sure my sister didn’t decide to go on a little hike outside herself, or somehow manage to lose her balance on the stairs; so I tried to keep her in check as well. But, compared to the rest of the house, she’s tiny. So while I was carrying piles of pillows, I couldn’t see anything in front of me altogether while the puny little munchkin decided to trot around the house like a pixie.

At around 1:00, we finally got everything outside and into the trunks of the three cars. We still had an hour before we actually had to leave, so there wasn’t much rush after that. My dad wanted to take a big group picture of all of us together in front of the house. All was well and everyone started picking where they wanted to sit for the drive. Himani, Surya and I were kinda the leftovers and ended up in my dad’s car.

Everyone sat down and waited for all the cars to start, everything was going smoothly and nothing was wrong, so my dad started the engine and;

The car didn’t start.


Himani looked at each other in silent alarm, my dad told us to stay inside as he and Surya both got out of the car to see what happened. Opening the hood of the car and inspecting it, my dad told Himani to grab a little black and yellow(nananananananana Batman)case, which held a jump starter. My dad says he always keeps it on hand just in case something happens with the car. So I assumed that the car would be okay in no time. But minutes passed and the car didn’t seem to want to go back on the road.

Jump starting 101, dad, I think I’ll give you a C+

A+ for Effort

D- for actually being able to fix the car by jump starting it.

Finally, Sekar peryiappa came through with a cable or something that he had on hand, since my dad’s Plan A didn’t work. See? The brosketeers got each other’s back(s).

After that minor setback(even though it was anything but minor)we were back on schedule and ready to get back on the road. I didn’t exactly know where we were going, but we definitely were driving, so that was a start.

As I looked about, I noticed that we were going on a winding road that lead to a number of large houses, most likely owned as vacation housing or retirement homes. It was fun to look at the different architectural elements of each house, they were all extremely unique, no two properties alike. We were driving up the side of a mountain of sorts, our view know obscured by spindly treetops, and it was unitary to see houses held up by wooden posts, then a foundation or platform that attaches the house to the solid ground on the land. We stopped the car once we reached a small parking lot that overlooked the woods and the snowy mountains in the distance.

Himani and I got out and stretched while my mom came out with Thulasi from Sekar peryiappa’s car. But in the two minutes that we took our eyes off my dad, he had managed to clamber down the descending slope of the forest and sat himself on boulder. I held back the urge to scream at the man, but instead stood and watched as my mom followed with Thulasi clutching her tightly, as small children do. I gave my parents the, Ohmygodyouguysarecrazywhattheheckdo youthinkyouaredoing, look. It looked pretty steep so I didn’t go down there because I’m clumsy and stupid enough not to catch my own balance.

I kinda just chilled and listened to bits an pieces of what the adults seemed to be planning for the rest of the day, which seemed to be circulating around the fact that some of them wanted to see snow.

In June.

In Cali-freaking-fornia.

But you know, you do you I guess.

So, my dear audience, lets embark on a marvelous journey together, as we traverse the crevices of this land form to witness some full(and quite wily)patches, of what seem to be Mother nature’s styrofoam.

Aka snow.

♪~ ᕕ(ᐛ )ᕗ


So the pursuit was on, to find an area we could all go to so we can enjoy some snow. Sanjay and Himani were a tad bit pissed off, seeing as most of the snow would have melted, since it’s summer. Plus, Sanjay had just finished his freshmen year of college in Massachusetts so I’m pretty he was just done with the idea of involving ourselves with snow. I had experienced snow only once before, and that was one of our day trips in Yosemite a couple years back. So I wasn’t as hyped up to see snow as much as some of our party was. But sitting in the car and just chilling with Himani was enough to hold me over I guess.

We decided to pick up lunch from Subway and than go eat at a beach that was a couple minutes away. Sanjay, Surya, and Sekar peryiappa(sorry if I missed anyone), went in to order, while everyone else just hung out in peryiappa’s car. However, Babu peryiappa and his family had driven off somewhere, most likely to continue searching for snow, or a separate trail or lookout point.So the three broskateers were missing one bro for the time being. So they were temporarily reduced to the two amicable amigos.

My sister started to cry, wanting to get our of the car too, so it took the entire lot of us to attempt to calm her down, and convince her that staying inside the car was just as entertaining as being outside, I personally wouldn’t agree; but I digress. Thulasi’s crying takes on a whole other level of toddler tantrums though. And it’s terrifying.

First it’s a little whimper, then her lips quiver a little before conforming into a pout; her bottom lip jutting out with a respectable amount of purpose behind it. Than it’s a little sob, that quickly turns into a all out Shakespearen soap opera. Her eyes gloss over with her tears, and if she’s feeling really emotional, those tears fall. And when those little tears wet her eyelashes, escaping their ensnarement and travel down the expanse of rounded coffee coloured skin identical to mine and my brother’s; and that little drop makes it’s way down, curving the expanse of her chin, before dropping onto her lap. You know you’re in trouble when that happens. But it’s too late, her face scrunches up and she sings a constant symphony of

“. . . ammaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH”

There you have it folks. My sister,

The rice cooker who had two gallons of helium.

In situations like this, I can relate on another level to side characters in random anime. You know the ones that are the first to notice that there is a monster terrorizing there city/town/house/demonic underworld, and while the main protagonists fight bravely and risk there lives to save every else, every one else just

runs away.

And sure, in retrospect it’s kinda dumb, but that’s honestly the feeling I get every time my sister does a one women

Once the three men came back with bags containing our sandwiches, we set off once again! To the beach!

Again!

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We arrived at the beach, at around 2:00 in the afternoon and set up in an area that seemed mostly empty, with a picnic table to boot. So it was the perfect spot to break in and have lunch and just chill before we leave. All the food we had brought was set onto the picnic table and open, so everything was easily accessible. Sure it was mostly just a lot of chips but we made do.

I grabbed a sandwich and dug into the box of chip bags and pulled a random one out, since I didn’t really have a preference. I sat down at the picnic table for a while before deciding to sit next to my sister on a picnic blanket, tarp, thing that my mom brought. The sand felt a little rough, but it was still fun to dig my fingers into the grains and plow around while I ate. Which probably wasn’t sanitary for the most part, but I haven’t turned into half human-half crab hybrid yet so I think we’re good.

Babu peryiappa and his family arrived about twenty minutes later, peryiappa plopped himself down on a log and started eating a sandwich, while talking with my dad and Sekar peryiappa. Just as I was about to open my mouth to say something however, my mom pointed towards the nearby tree with a quite alarming spout of “Look over there!” to which we all turned to look at the spindly tree, only to find a little chipmunk staring back at us like “Why am I here.” Then it skittered off, like small woodland animals usually do, only to come back and try to terrorize Saran; who was literally just minding his own business at the picnic table.

Personally, I like hanging out with little animals. a lot of them are practically harmless as long as you don’t become a vexation to them. And trying to domesticate them is just as bad so I try not to let my love for animals make the situation itself naive to the fact that animals are also small and fragile, like babies. So just leave them alone, they weren’t born to just be meddled with by crazy humans who are infatuated with anything that can breathe and it’s also super cute(I admit being guilty for representing this stereotype myself, yeah I know, I’m a hypocrite).

By the time we had all finished eating, I was too busy trying to chase down the two younger boys, making sure they didn’t go in too deep in the water. But multiple walks in and out of the sand made it clear that they were fine, and didn’t really care for my presence meandering around them like a shark(pun not intended). Though eventually, we all decided to leave, our final destination being Olympic Valley, where it(supposedly)had snow.

(._.) ( l: ) ( .-. ) ( :l ) (._.) w h y


In our three and a half days at Lake Tahoe, I have never heard once about Olympic Valley. But then again, I had never heard of any of the different places in Lake Tahoe, so, I don’t really have anything to say about that, surprisingly. But as we drove into the valley, I noticed a large sign with circular versions of flags from different countries. And a large symbol with five different coloured circles, intertwined. And I recognized it right away, it being the sign of the Olympics.  It turns out that Lake Tahoe had held the 1960 winter Olympics right there. Which was pretty cool too, ha get it? Cool?

I’m not much for sports, but I do like watching those national swimming relays, or figure skating. But other than that, I’m not a very athletic person myself. So I would really be fawning over sports teams and such. But it’s a thought.

At long last we had all parked in a practically empty lot, which seemed to be a parking lot for an area that was supposed to be used for skiing on the mountains. So I was a little skeptical as to whether or not we were even allowed to be up here with barely anyone there. And, there was snow, but not on the ground. Instead, there were patches of snow-ice rather-that were up in the mountains and hills nearby. With fourteen people, the group of fourteen including two children and one toddler, I thought we would call it a day. But it seemed that the adults had a silent agreement without consulting the rest of us, and told us to start climbing up the steep hill to the nearest patch of snow.

Himani mumbled something about wanting to hit something(I didn’t really blame her), while Surya and Sanjay walked on with disbelief, Himani and I climbed up together, it was steep, and my shoes were slipping on the small chunks of rock that decided to roll on over to where ever I was walking. And it didn’t help that the hill we were walking up was at a 145 degree angle give or take.

There was a moderately large patch of snow a couple feet ahead of us, my parents, sister, and brother already seating them selves on rocks and supporting their own weight, while I stood in a cross fired Spider-man pose, while digging my hands in the snow. But it wasn’t exactly snow. What I had just naively stuck my hand into was ice, and for all I know, I could’ve ended up with every nerve in my hand imploding if I hadn’t pulled back my hand in the passing six seconds. It was freezing, and the stupid idiot side of my brain took over and said,

“Hey, let’s make a snowball! Cause that obviously isn’t gonna be even more damaging for your physical pain tolerance, which was already low to begin with.”

The “snow” was the last of the miscellaneous stretches from the recently(unbearably cold)winter. Obviously the snow all melted in the summer, except of course for the mountain tops caked with them like hastily knit blanket, or a child with a pillow case over it’s head, and of course small carpets of snow -hidden in the forests and on the hills. Scooped up a handful of fine ice, patting to handfuls between my two palms; to make a ball. But calling it a snowball is an excessively nice way of putting. It looked oust as much like a snowball as I’m good at playing hockey without hitting somebody in the shins. Basically, not substantially good.

I threw the crumbling projectile at least a few feet ahead of me, before it hit the ground; chunks of ice rolling down the hill, or stubbornly lying on the hard surface; waiting to melt in the setting sun. I watched everyone else lazily, watching over the

As I was heading down the slope of the mountain with Himani, the boys, my dad, Thulasi, and Sekar Peryiappa, I noticed that it was a little steep going downward, but it wasn’t anything I couldn’t manage. We walked down carefully and back onto the trail. Himani and I stood on the trail and turned to face the mountain when we saw my two aunts, my mom, and Saran, up on the mountain. But not on the spot we left in, but higher. Himani was just about ready to have a panic attack and went to fetch Sanjay, and I could see the horrified, and yet somewhat diverted look on his face.

After on last look, I started my way back to the parking lot when Babu periyappa, walked with me and said

“I was just talking to a security women and she said that there is a hibernating baby bear and its mother nearby.”

He sounded really calm, and had a bit of a smile on his face, as if it was the most normal thing in the world to have a quarter of your family on the same mountain in which to bears are hibernating peacefully. I grew up loving Winnie the Pooh, but I don’t think these bears would be happy if we came knocking with a honeypot as a housewarming gift. At that point I just walked to the car. I knew they would get down safely, since they weren’t close to where the bears were hibernating; but honestly, I didn’t have the mental courage to even think otherwise.

And yes, they did make it down safe and sound, without disturbing our bear friends. But, I do think the hype for snow is a bit too much for my taste.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Beaches, pneumonia, having fun while suffering, restroom socialization, and pizza. Just pizza.

Day 2 cont.

There we were, my dad and I eating yogurt with forks. The height of improvisation if you ask me.

You know, it was funny seeing all of us together in such a conspicuous area, a Safeway parking lot. But you know, ya gotta do what ya gotta do. Sure we were making a big mess in the process, I don’t think anyone cared all that much. Himani and Sanjay attempted to blend into the backs seats(or see if they could get swallowed by it) by sitting in the very back part of their car while eating their boxes of chicken. I tried to coax them out, but as expected, they refused to come out. They said they didn’t want to eat meat in front of the rest of us, who are vegan or vegetarian.

I personally appreciated the thought, but really, we’re not allergic to meat, so they didn’t have to fold themselves away like that. And yet they did, so, um word of advice for those of you out there who do eat meat:

Vegans and vegetarians(I sound like I’m writing the Declaration of Independence, yeah I’m following in the footsteps of my boy Thomas Jefferson)DO NOT CARE. We aren’t gonna shun you or anything, I mean we can’t judge you for your preference in food. There’s no need. That’s just the way you satisfy yourself and that’s perfectly okay! No judgment homies.

Anyway, we all cleaned up a bit and went to our respective cars, with our tummies now able to withstand a couple more hours. Sekar Peryiappa suggested we go to a beach that was a little ways away. Saying it was one they visited when they went a while before. I was pretty excited because I love going to beaches and playing in the sand and dipping my feet in the cool water. And it would be nice to get the fresh sea-like air, especially after sitting in a car and driving around so much. But I’ve never been to the beaches in Lake Tahoe, but I have been to Emerald Bay, but I thinks it’s technically not part of the Lake Tahoe area. But maybe it is, I don’t know.

The internet has betrayed me friends.
(ง’̀-‘́)ง 

 


So Sand Harbor was the first beach we went to, and it was really quite nice. The sun, the breeze, the water, and the fresh air.



Well, to be honest, at first it wasn’t.

So there was a lot of sand, and it was really difficult to walk in since there were so many little dunes; due to many people having walked on the beaches. And my feet are really small, like really small. Like, I-can-fit-in-my-eight-year-old-brother’s-shoes-without-actually-struggling, small. And in my head I’m thinking:

“Well,

This is a problem.”

Babu peryiappa and my dad were walking ahead so I followed them, and it was seriously a struggle with my stubby legs and  incredibly useless feet. Basically, while my dad and Babu peryiappa were peacefully walking along the beach, without a care in the world, walking with absolutely no hassle, probably talking about natural botanicals and how to associate them with your everyday diet or something. Or having a silent brotherly walk along the beach, reminiscence on past memories(and making fun of each other). And there I was,  a couple feet behind them;

Fighting for my  L I F E.

And

AND

It was really really windy too. My hair was flying everywhere so I probably looked like a witch that lost her broom(I wish I had a broom considering the situation)and it was really uncomfortable and it was chilly and there was sand getting in my shoes. The whole walking by the beach while contemplating life really wasn’t the look that nature was going to give me. The two men finally stopped walking and sat down; the sand dipped slightly downwards and into the waters. Soaking up the crystalline of the lake and into the sand.

The rest of our family caught up with us and maneuvered about. Himani, Sanjay, and Surya were off near a group of logs and fallen trees that were near the other entrance/exit. I decided to dip my feet in the water. I rolled up my jeans so the went a little above my ankles and walked out into the edges of the water. What I thought was going to be a nice relaxing soak in the water, ended up with me thinking I was gonna get pneumonia if I didn’t get my feet out of the tortuously freezing water. But after a while I started getting used to the feeling of the blood flow in my feet slowly declining. (I’m kidding)

The water felt refreshing and I wanted to stand there for much longer but I realized that if I didn’t get out soon, I wouldn’t be able to feel my feet for much longer after that. And I wasn’t planning on getting amputated any time soon; so I sat down next to my mom and dug my feet into the sand so they would warm up a bit, the sand stuck in between my toes, and the wind lapped in my hair. The water was clear and a gorgeous turquoise, and the sand was fine and grainy. And man it was just nice to feel the cool breeze and watch the the sun setting against the water. It felt good to stretch out and relax after a long day of just driving around the place.

But then, my dad piped up and said, “Whoever can keep there feet in the water for 30 seconds or more, will get five dollars.”  

My dad couldn’t have made a bigger mistake than that, because when you’ve got a couple kids and teenagers together, that all have a bit of a competitive streak; and there’s money involved, well you’ve either got a peaceful play-by-play between loving cousins, or a nuclear war on your hands..  And thinking back to it now, I’m surprised someone didn’t wage a war, or ended up with pneumonia. The only reason I walked back and dipped my feet in the water again was only really because I wanted to see if I could beat the rest of my cousins.

Sanjay and Himani kinda stood on the sidelines watching us, while Saran, Surya, Vaikunth, Madhvan and I stood in the water. Saran and I both had our phones out, which we set to a stop watch so we could keep track. My brother was the first one to get out(my cousins were keen on who kept still and who didn’t, uh they took it way to seriously geez)It honestly wasn’t really a big deal, until our parents started freaking out that we were in the water for too long. But the younger group of us were being stubborn and refusing to come out. I went back out into the with steady reluctance. It took me a while  to get my feet to function properly again, and I’m pretty sure that my cousin’s feet had turned purple. Finally most of us got out, except Saran and Vaikunth, who, for the sake of having a “winner” I guess.

I’m not a very sporty person, but the last time I checked,

I clearly remember knowing that not a lot of sports will have you sick in bed with pneumonia but your dignity still intact.

Everyone started getting frantic and Himani most of all, chiding her brother for not getting out quickly enough. Babu peryiappa watched on with a smile on his face, all of the women were fussing at the two boys who were still in the water(who looked strangely calm, like dang guys, are you warm blooded or not)I was also getting kind of concerned, because Surya had turned out of the water only a few moments before and his feet were an sickly purple colour. Himani pointed it out and looked like she was close to screaming at her brother, and I’m really surprised she didn’t.

Finally, with clear hesitancy and detestation, the two boys reluctantly removed themselves from there’s wet and sandy prison, while going to their respective mothers and burying their feet in the sand like everyone else who got our of the water. And just as we were dusting of our pants and getting ready to leave, my dad had an idea(which thankfully didn’t involve money), which consisted of all of us squinting our eyes harshly against the bright sunlight, and us ladies trying to keep our hair in one place as my dad attempted to snap photos of our group. My cheeks were starting to hurt from smiling for so long. And it was probably gonna take me an hour to two just to get the tangles out of my hair, thanks to the ruthless wind.

I mean I respect nature and everything, like I won’t abuse anything I see in my path just as long as loving mother nature doesn’t make like a waterfall and drench me with her ever so powerful, well, everything. And I love rain and cold weather. But the sun was directly in our eyes, the wind was coming at us like a tsunami built up nitrogen and oxygen. Sorry Gaea but, I’d prefer if I had my line of vision and my hair intact, thank you very much. My dad took quite a few pictures, and one selfie, which weren’t really that bad considering that weather was clearly against us.

But, a few days after we came back from Lake Tahoe, I was looking at one of the pictures, but as I was observing one of them from the series of photos,  I zoomed in on my face and Himani’s. And you could barely even see our faces, but instead my hair and hers blowing wickedly in front of our eyes and mouths, which made us look more like the Lestrange Sisters come to life rather than perfectly normal people just posing for a picture(I haven’t dared to text her that picture yet, and I don’t think I ever will).

When we went to exit and drive back, we hung around as we waited for some of our party to finish up in the restroom. I turned around and both Surya and Sanjay came to join us. Surya had launched into a story, while Sanjay look positively embarrassed, we were all quite curious as to why my college student cousin, would be so flustered in a matter of a couple minutes.

According to my cousin, Sanjay had opened the door to one of the lavatory stalls, obviously expecting to be empty; but instead found some dude in there trying to do his business. And it must’ve been really awkward, I mean it’s not like you can make small talk with some random stranger that forgot to lock the door to a bathroom stall. You can’t just start a conversation right of the bat like,

“Yo, wassup bro, this beach is sick right?”

And I understand that in some cases, people might actually do that. But I can think of much better ways to socialize, rather than in a public restroom.

Anyway, Sanjay said that it was kind of awkward and that he apologized, and the guy inside was chill and said it was okay. See, that’s one example of how males and females can be slightly different. If two women were in the situation, there’s a likely chance that one of three things will happen:

A) Both women courteously apologize before trying to forget the situation even happened.

B) One, or both of them start screaming bloody murder.

C) The lady inside starts cursing out the other lady.

Trust me, with the ladies, there aren’t gonna be any “Heys,” or “What’s up bros.”

When Surya and Sanjay finished telling there priceless story, it took a while for us to calm down, everyone was laughing and my cheeks hurt from all of it. Sanjay seemed to be a little red in the face and Surya was smirking. The three brosketeers let our roars of laughter that filled the little gazebo like deck.

But if I’m to be completely honest, looking at everyone just smiling and laughing in a circle, was just a really surreal moment for me to see unfold. You see, us three families don’t get to see each other quite as often as one would want. It’s out of our control, but that doesn’t mean that we shouldn’t enjoy the precious moments we have together, before we go one about our usual lives; with work and school, homework and classes, practices and grocery shopping,  and whatever else that usually consumes our time. Nonetheless, just standing around laughing together can make up for all the time that wasn’t there.

As we headed out, Sekar peryiappa said there was another beach that was nearby, that he would take us all to. I forgot the name of the beach that he took us to, but it also was really nice, though we did have to make sure no one decided to take one of the motorboats and go one a lil’ adventure by themselves. There was one bench, and a couple of those plastic beach chairs that you would see in Stock photos(that is literally how I associated common yet subtle things, with Stock photos)My dad said that had a headache, so he went farther back, near this bar style restaurant and sat himself down in a seating area with umbrellas attached to the themselves.

Himani and I kept conversation with Babu peryiappa, who seemed quite interested in what Himani has been wanting to pursue as her career in the future. I’ve known for a while that she’s been wanting to be a doctor for a while. She told me that it interested her because so many other people in our family have or had a variety of diseases. And it made her curious and want to learn more about these inflammations.

The conversation went on until we were talking about how we thought of ourselves philosophically. Himani and I both agreed that we will always be dreamers.

Babu peryiappa said that he’s lazy.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯


After watching the sun set for a bit, we started driving back to the house we were staying. And apparently, just out of the blue, someone decided that we should get pizza for dinner. Himani and I were riding with Babu peryiappa, Surya and Saran, and my dad. So we took a little detour and went through a different route, probably to see if there were any pizza parlors or anything like that nearby. However, as we drove, I couldn’t help but feel like we were driving through an actual town or city. There were fancy looking hotels and restaurants, shops and stores selling skiing gear, clothing stores, and a ton of other stuff. I spent the rest of the ride just looking out the window, until the little shops and buildings were obscured by the trees.

We all made it back to the house without fuss, Sekar peryiappa and Surya announcing they would grab the pizza later for dinner. They headed out and I decided to read for a little bit in the extremely squishy couch-that I almost suffocated in-and reading Sherlock Holmes. It was a little bit cold inside too so I grabbed one of the blankets on the sofa and wrapped myself up like a roll of colored pencils and just walked around the house, popping up behind random people. I also nearly manage to make one or two people pass out by accident, butletsnottalkaboutthat. But hey, everyone wants to be a magicarp once an a while.

Surya and Sekar peryiappa came back with the pizza and we all ate. Before going to our respective sleeping areas and sleeping.

(Sorry I kept this post really short because I want to stretch the time we arrived and the time we left Lake Tahoe as much as possible. So the content may be short but the amount of posts will keep adding on.)

 

 

Space doughnuts, the three brosketeers, itty bitty islands of doom, and grocery shopping gone wrong.

Part 2


I woke up with the sheets bunched up near my feet, and my little sisters little body curled up on the other side of the uncomfortably warm bed. The night was mostly spent with me tossing and turning in bed, trying to find a comfortable position without adding on even more heat emanating from the heater that was linked to the other rooms.My skin felt unnaturally feverish due to all the high temperature from the room and bed. Which didn’t really give me the sense to have a good mood that morning.

I slowly got out of the bed, checking the time on my phone, before lazily making my merry way downstairs, also tempted to ask my mom why the second floor felt like an industrial microwave that wanted to turned me into burnt curry before even brushing my teeth.  Course that was an unlikely output of the situation, but my groggy, sleepy state, would’ve said otherwise. My mom was already busy in the kitchen, as anyone would’ve expected, after I brushed my teeth, I had was having awful cramps(ladies you probably know why)so I had no intention in moving from the spot where I was being devoured by the couch and body pillows. And even if I did move, I probably would’ve been suffocated from the dense factor of that couch.

Surya and my dad had just left to buy donuts for everyone, probably from a nearby shop, my brother and my little cousin went on to take beanbags and start throwing them up and down the stairs, letting them scatter everyone too, which led me to being the one to make sure that nothing that wrecked while they played. Which also resulted with me becoming a target for them to throw bean bags at me as well. Which wasn’t that bad until I got poked in the eye. I blinked my eyes rapidly while they watered profusely and went back upstairs with my crippling pain(haha no I’m just a wimp) and hung out with Himani for a bit, just talking and laughing until our stomachs hurt.

It was nice spending so much time with Himani, we don’t get to see each other as often as we would’ve liked because she and her family live and hour or two away, and both of us and our families can be really busy throughout the year with our own things. So the fact that we could spend time with each other was really a precious thing.

And sure, the time gap between the last time we saw each other, and the present is there, but that doesn’t make us any less entitled to be just as comfortable with each other as we usually would be. No matter how much we grow up. Sure, we don’t necessarily have an obsession with Rapunzel and The Little Mermaid, but we still seek out what interests the other, what’s quintessential for us individually, and honour it, without any interference; without shaming it. Like a silent oath of respect or something. Kinda like those things guys have, like a “bro code”, but deeper I guess. So call us cousins, but I like the term surrogate sisters better.

(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ ✧゚・: *ヽ(◕ヮ◕ヽ)


I went back downstairs since all the showers were taken, and I grabbed a doughnut from the box that Surya and my dad had brought. And the doughnut was this weird, stretched out, hexagon shape. I didn’t know if it was a Lake Tahoe thing to make doughnuts in every shape except a plump circle, or the people who made the doughnuts were an intelligent species from an inter-dimensional galaxy; that wanted to share their breakthrough with the basic structure associated with an edible item that is meant to be eaten with relish. Also, it was a maple doughnut that was too big for me to finish on my own, so I  hung out in the kitchen and ate my interstellar doughnut, before wrapping it up in a napkin for my mum to eat if she wanted it.

By nine or ten in the morning, everyone was just chilling out, and the house looked nicer with the natural sunlight filtering through the windows and the glass sliding door that led out to the small deck in the back.while watching my mom scramble around the place like a cat. Opening bags, taking pans, filling plates; she’s probably one of the only people that I know who can successfully multitask and actually get things done.

And she went all out with the packing too. Like she brought bits of almost everything we have in the kitchen, including ingredients for pancakes, to make from scratch, dosa batter, and every kitchen utensil you could possibly need to make any meal. And sure, I think my mom was just a tad bit extra, but that tad bit of extra can go a long way in this case. My mom had even made tomato chutney and was making dosas on the heavy pan she had brought along, while fixing up different breakfasts for each person who had a preference. And at that moment, I knew she was basically the head of cooking for everyone that moment on, and to the day we leave.

For that day however, we were planning on driving around Lake Tahoe(literally and figuratively)and maybe hitting some spots at on the way, like the beaches or the viewing points around the lake. Himani and I talked about it on the deck in the back, before our dads, and Babu peryiappa joined us out back as well and launched a conversation with the two of us. Babu peryiappa was giving me ideas on how to escalate from beyond writing my blog, and introducing new ways to do that. And I wanted to follow up on some of his ideas too, they were intriguing and I couldn’t deny that.

My mom was bringing hot plates of food out, and it was so nice, to be eating homemade food in a place that technically isn’t home. We sat around eating and talking, my dad deliberately taunting and messing with Babu peryiappa(they’re brothers what do you expect)while I laughed at them.

That sounded way better in my head.

Sorry peryiappa. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

By the time everyone had eaten, showered, and were ready to go, it was probably 12ish in the afternoon.

And just getting all fourteen people in three separate cars?

(¬‿¬) hahaha no. *cries*

The three younger boys wanted to sit together, Thulasi had her own toddler preferences;plus her car seat was something to think about. The three broskateers(that’s gonna be the code name from my two uncles and my dad, you know, like the three musketeers, but bros)were the ones driving, so they don’t have a mandatory preference, my mom would go wherever my sister went, and I had a strange suspicion that Sanjay and Surya would go wherever the little kids weren’t.

And it’s not like I could blame them, I mean usually, driving with children can end up with constant retching(that from gastrointestinal sensitivity, or the fact that the dang kid just wants to get on your nerves)it can be loud, there will be lots of conspicuous giggling(that hopefully isn’t about you). Silence is almost nonexistent, and talking seems to be a constant must on the “How to get on people’s nerves list.” Constant babbling will come from the baby, and mimics of the babbling from said baby, are usually done by the younger boys; who think it’s absolutely hilarious that a human being with a brain could talk such gibberish. And there are also many moments where you wish that the song “Baby Shark” didn’t exist.

Lake Ta-hoe do do do do do do

Lots of dri-ving do do do do do do

So much fun do do do do do do

LAKE TA-HOE  *jazz hands*

Anyway, Himani an I were cool with going in any car, just as long as we could still sit together. Seemingly unlike the rest of our profoundly standing group. The two of us were basically like a pair of extremely well trained cats, that you could place anywhere and they won’t complain unless properly fed.

See, we’re angel children, we’ll do anything you bid us to do.

*cough* yeah right *cough* 

Long story short, everyone was finally seated somewhere inside one of the three cars, but the time it took us to do that had already docked us some time for our sightseeing extravaganza.  I was in a car with my mom, my sister, brother, two little cousin Saran and Vaikunth, Sanjay(with much complaint once he saw the bunch seated inside)and Himani; with her dad driving. Himani, my mom, and I were watching the windows, and pointing things out to each other.

“Wow, look at that house!”

“Ooh the colour on that one is so pretty!”

“The windows are so big in that one!”

“Hey check out the little garden in that house!”

“Look it’s a Hobbit house!”

Guess who said the last one.


Seeing everything in the daylight was so much more overwhelming, because I could finally see how much stuff is in Lake Tahoe. I mean way more than I expected. I just assumed it would like Yosemite, where the nearest store is a couple miles off,  probably one you’ve never heard of in your life. But Lake Tahoe is basically the polar opposite when it comes down to common urban circumstances.

At least from my personal experience, everyone nature reserved area doesn’t have many stores or other extra amenities like that. But I guess since Lake Tahoe is such a popular tourist destination internationally, it’s opened up to having more than one or two stores here and there. And a portion of the money earned most likely goes to the organization(s)that make sure Lake Tahoe is kept thriving.


Here are some facts(that aren’t mine)that I found on rvlove.com.

” The amount of water in Lake Tahoe (39 trillion gallons) is enough to supply each person in the U.S. with 50 gallons of water per day for 5 years.

The amount of water that evaporates from the Lake each day (330 million gallons) could supply a city the size of Los Angeles for 5 years.

The water is 99.994% pure, making it one of the purest large lakes in the world. For comparison, commercially distilled water is 99.998% pure. Lake Tahoe is over 2 million years old. Tahoe is considered an ancient lake and is counted among the 20 oldest lakes in the world.

Year-round resident population is 53,000. Total population can reach 300,000 on peak days. About three million people visit Lake Tahoe each year. This is comparable to the numbers of visitors to Grand Canyon National Park (3.2 million) and Yellowstone National Park (2.7 million). “


We were driving for quite a bit of time before we had stopped at a lookout spot where it was facing the southern part of Lake Tahoe, which meant we could also see the itty bitty little island with itty bitty little boats. Okay, it wasn’t that small, but compared to the rest of the lake, it was puny.

We all stepped out of the car(we were parked right next to a portable lavatory, which was unfortunate)Babu peryiappa had parked somewhere nearby, but my dad was going around in circles trying(and failing)to find a parking spot. And we watched and waited, up until we saw him just take a u-turn and go back onto the road and up, where he seemed to be trying to find a parking spot there. Before leaving, he dropped off the group that was driving with him to the side of the road we were standing on and skedaddled outta there so he could park somewhere else. So there was a cluster of us walking towards the look out area, where we could see the itsy bitsy teeny weeny island.



I found out later on, that it’s called Fannette Island, and it’s said to be haunted. *gasp* More details on that later, but anyway, a light wind was blowing and there were quite a few people looking out at the lake and taking pictures. Now that we had a clear view of the lake, I could finally see its unique blue colour, and how big it actually is. And now that we were closer we could see that there was this small stone castle thing. My mom pointed it out and I was completely convinced that the woodland creatures had built it on their own. But, I did my research after the trip, and it was actually a tea house that a wealthy women had used many many decades before.



My dad finally stalked his way towards wear we were standing, my mom and I were trying to tame the kids, who seemed to have found there way onto a large flat surface rock, and started messing around. We stayed for a little longer, took a couple pictures, before deciding to leave. I say deciding, because we all only shuffled along a few steps before my little cousins skidded and skinned his knees on the rough ground. Blood glistened on the scrapes and threaten to drip down, but Sekar peryiappa was quick to ask for bandages and Neosporin, which my mom whipped out from her backpack.

The three adults fussed over him, while he chided them all with “I’m fines” and “It’s okays” But the serious scrapes on his knees said otherwise. Himani let herself have her own share of scolding her little brother as we started back to the cars. And we all hoped the hasty bandaging would be enough to last through most of the day. And he didn’t seem faltered by that either, and I kind of wanted to pat him on the back and give him chocolate or something because he was pretty chill considering what had just ensued.

Other than that, we were all pretty much happy campers, my sister was giggling most of the time with the boys, Himani and I messed with the filter apps that were on our phones and made funny pictures of each other for a little bit. We were driving for quite some time however, so everyone was getting a little jittery, and the thought of food made me hungrier by the minute. I guess the three brosketeers were feeling it too(or they just had spidey-senses)because, soon we all had pulled up into the parking lot of a Safeway, which looked like a regular old Safeway you would see in city or town, and not some knockoff with off brand items that basically taste worse than the amount you paid for them.

I knew we would have to make exceptions when it came to food, since there were so many of us traveling together. But I found it hilarious that we ended up having to go to a Safeway, in Lake Tahoe. I’m so used to having to rely on whatever my mom brought when we go on road-trips, since there usually aren’t any nearby stores in establishments like natural parks. So I didn’t expect to end up going to a Safeway, with everyone to boot. And I found it utterly hilarious that we had to go to Safeway in order to survive for half the day without passing out from undernourishment. Everyone decided it would be a great idea for all of us to go into the store together and grab food and snacks.

That was horrid idea.

Himani and I maneuvered around, and whisper-hissed-screamed at our brothers to stop going to different aisles without us. But their our brothers, and who in their right mind would decide to listen to their older sisters, even if whatever they’re telling us most likely just them making sure we’re safe. Pfft, why even? I salute all of you out there who listen to their older siblings; and if you don’t. Well, I don’t think ya’ll want a lecture right now, because little siblings seem to underestimate the power of a hard lecture from their older sibling.

The majority of the time, it was me and Himani chasing after our brothers, and then our mothers calling out to us to chase after our brothers; it was just an endless cycle of:

“Can these perfectly capable girls manage to track down their brothers in a store that has more than a dozen aisles in one place?”

Himani and I finally got our brothers and handed them of to the adults, who were still looking for food items that were anything besides chips and cookies. Himani and I decided to do our part and wandered along to the yogurt section, I grabbed the first thing that I saw that looked familiarly edible, which was orange creamsicle flavoured Yoplait. I grabbed four or five and we wandered back to the cash register, where everyone else was crowded. Our purchases we really hasty;

  • A mixed box of bagged chips

  • Yogurt(Provided by Himani and Yours truly)

  • Cookies

  • Pizza flavoured Pringles(that I wasn’t gonna touch)

  • Ice cream(that melted a couple moments later, woops)

  • Baby Carrots

  • Oranges

  • Macaroni Salad

  • Bananas

Not the heartiest things you could eat, but we managed.

We walked back to the parking lot, where everyone hung out and opened the food we bought. I grabbed the yogurt and gave one to my dad, who supposedly decided to pat me on the back for deciding to get something other than chips and cookies. But there weren’t any spoons so we had to compromise with forks.

Eating yogurt with forks, on a sunny day in Lake Tahoe.

Yippee.

 

Abnormal Day in the Life of an Unsuspecting blockhead(me).

I know I said that I would be posting the next bit of our trip to Lake Tahoe, but some things took an unexpected turn. So instead of wallowing in my own self pity and shame, I’ll write why I wasn’t able to post that installment.

“What are you saying Kanmani, aren’t you going to write half a page about how sorry you are and how busy you are even though you probably weren’t and than shower us with a bunch of empty apologies?”

Okay, first of all, my apologies aren’t empty, second of all, no blogger is always consistent and perfectly coordinated with everything. And finally, I’m not going to spend a perfectly good post apologizing, that isn’t gonna do anything now is it? No! Not today, because instead of going along with what I originally planned, we’re gonna splurge a little and take a detour. What is this post gonna consist  of you ask?

Harry Potter, Dumbo, Packages, Banks, Power Tools, and Trolleys of Mass Destruction!

Confused? Yeah well you won’t be for long. Trust me.


9:00 am July 13 (Today)

I woke up tangled in my fuzzy grey bed sheets, the sun streaming through the window, I was struggling to keep my eyes open for more than a few seconds, since I had gone to sleep so late the other night due to some late night Harry Potter binge reading. I curled up into a fetal position. tempted to throw something at whatever decided to cross the imaginary boundary between my bedroom and the open hallway. But then my mom poked her head through my bedroom doorway, technically crossing that “boundary” but I can’t throw pillows at my mom, because, she’s my mom. 

Then she said something along the lines of “wake up” and “book sale.” I was exactly paying attention due to my sleepy stupor but the words book sale caught my attention and I immediately started  up and out of my bed. You see, for the past few days, I had been looking forward to the next premium book sale that our library was having, and since I had gotten a five dollar certificate to use in said book sales, and I was completely intent on using them. So I reluctantly got up, untangled myself from the sheets, and started towards the bathroom to brush my teeth and take a shower.

When it comes to book sales, I usually don’t have my lazy, go-with-the-flow-whatever-idk demeanor. Instead, I’m alert and everything takes a turn to commando, I get ready faster than you can say “Les Miserables” Most people would think that’s selfish, but really I’m just stuck on the fact that I could get almost all the books I could want, for just a couple dollars(depending on the amount of books I intend on buying)and I wouldn’t have to spend a ridiculous amount of money in a popular and expensive book store.

10:00 am

I was dressed and ready to go, sitting on the couch with a tote bag, my wallet, and my phone in my pocket. My dad looked at me and said “Aren’t you coming to the gym?”

what.

I wasn’t aware of this information mind you, so I gave my dad my classic poker face; which led him to go off on me about how he had told me this morning that we would go to the gym and then go to the book sale. I furrowed my eyebrows and was tempted to pout and stomp my foot like a conceited brat. So I did the mature thing(haha yeah right)and retorted right back, which led to my father staring me down like he wanted to the couch to spontaneously combust into a million bits. But he eventually managed to wave it off like it was nothing.

See, in the morning, like the moment I wake, I’m not the best person to hold a conversation with. Unless of course you let me sleep in, barging in at seven or eight in the morning  and then try to get chummy with me is going to result with someone complaining that they got hit in the face with a pillow. I’m not a morning person, and you can’t expect me of all people not to misinterpret anything, absolutely anything the moment I wake up. You could tell me that an orca just became the prime minister of Switzerland and I would go back to bed and start dreaming about killer whales in formal attire eating a platter of assorted cheese.

Moral of the story, if you’re one of those people who think “Sleep is for the weak” and all that foolish expression, than you might as well count me as the weak cause, sleep and I have a pretty good friendship thank you very much.

11:30 am

My dad and I buckled our seat belts in the car and drove to the library. Upon entering, my dad stayed back to read something posted near the library entrance and willed me to go ahead. I obliged wholeheartedly and started towards the back of the library, where a lot of the children and teens books were.

I started looking for a book for my brother before looking for some books for me. There were a lot of books for toddlers and ranged up to teenagers, but I needed to find something in between since my brother is only eight years old. Then a thick red book embossed large gold font caught my eye. And I couldn’t believe my luck, because it just so happened to be “The Dangerous Book for Boys” I plucked it off it’s respectable display and tucked it into my tote bag.

I looked around some more, for a book or two that would serve my tastes. I looked around some more, before I found that there weren’t really any “teen” books that I hadn’t already read or took a liking to. But then I found a Harry Potter book tucked away, to be more specific, it was the last one in the entire series.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows is one of my favorite books out of the whole series, besides The Goblet of Fire, or The Half Blood Prince.  Sure it was a book I already had read loads of times, I tucked that into my bag of books waiting to be purchased. I honestly didn’t really regret that decision, mostly because that book itself has a lot of nostalgia behind it for me, and it was high time I had at least one Harry Potter book in our household.

Afterwards, I headed outside, where the had adult fiction, mysteries, biographies, and loads of other books. My dad and I weaved through the number of categories, I settled on a book on how to give good presentations like Steve Jobs. Since I intend to improve on my presentation skills, and Steve Jobs  is one of my inspirations, I could see nothing wrong in educating myself, so why not. My main goal was to find a Japanese basics language book, with like vocab and stuff, for basic conversation. I’ve learned a few words and phrases so far, but I wanna be able to speak it fluently, more or less. Or at least know at least the same amount of Japanese as I do Spanish.

I searched up and down the small bi literacy section, I found French, Tagalog, and Spanish, but alas, no Japanese. I was a little disappointed, but it’d didn’t get the better of me, since there are plenty of options online with just as much quality and variety. I walked back towards the inside of the library, but instead, I found a shady corner with a table set up with three boxes, which were large sets of books for different subjects, I was interested with the box in the center, which held all kinds of books about space exploration, the universe, and a vast array of the space sciences, which is my favorite branch of scientific study. I tugged my dad over to the little area and showed it to him, though I was a little bit hesitant and I kinda of losing interest quickly, since my dad was giving me the look, before asking “Where you gonna put it?”

My mind went point blank, I didn’t think about where I would put such a massive quantity of books. My interest started degrading so I tried telling my dad, multiple times that he didn’t have to be it. And since it was so quiet outside with so little people, I seriously didn’t  want other people thinking there was a daddy-daughter brawl going on in the middle of a peaceful little book sale. This ended with my dad misinterpreting my intentions, purchasing the books for ten dollars(which actually wasn’t too bad considering the amount of books in the box)and then ridiculing me later on in the evening when we are home. But we’ll get to that later.

Don’t think I’ll forget, dad.


11: something o’clock because I can’t keep track of time.

My dad said we had to run a few errands and go to a couple stores, so I assumed we probably wouldn’t be home for one or two hours.

BUT I DIDN’T THINK WE WOULD BE GOING TO SEVEN DIFFERENT LOCATIONS IN THAT TIME SPAN DAD.

But we did, so here we go:

First: Red box

We went to pick a the movie Dumbo so we could watch it later at home, so that was done. Not much excitement there, sorry fam.

Second: UPS

My dad had to return a package or something(I forge the details cause I don’t even know the details)so that wasn’t a pending errand anymore.

Third: Chase Bank

My dad had some business to take care of in the bank, which consisted of him an I standing around a little screen while my dad touched the screen and printed a thing and then put in a thing and I don’t even know, he was doing adult things that I probably would get confused asking about in the first place.

Fourth: Harbor Freights Tools

So my dad had to get some tools from this tool shop because we need to fix some things up in the house. Now I personally haven’t gone to many tool stores or anything, but my policy is all the same.

N O   T O U C H Y 

When I go to tool stores or something I get bored sometimes, but I also chide myself because when it comes to being at least two feet near power tools, I’d rather be bored than get my fingers clocked off. My dad pointed things out to me that were really cool, like lifts for cars when you have to replace or fix tires. I also saw really, odd things. Like drill bits in every colour of the rainbow, or a dust collector the size of a baby panda, or a concrete mixer that could be the best bird bath ever for any winged creature.

We also passed by this aisle that literally was just a wall with axes, sledgehammers, and other items that smelled of mortal destruction. And it didn’t help my jitteriness every time my dad would point out these insane “tools” that looked weaponry forged by a tame dragon. But it was still cool to see so many robust things that are used normally by construction workers, designers, or just regular ol’ joes who wanna improve their own homes.

My interest however was also quickly deteriorating, seeing as there was nothing I could really explore, without getting some part of my body sawed off, scratched, or worse. And running my hands on every non-sharp object in sight could only do so much to amuse me.

Eventually, my dad and I finally stalked off to the cashier to purchase whatever my dad had decided to buy, and then we headed back to the car and our next destination.

Fifth: Costco

We made it to the entrance of Costco and my dad pushed a cart into my hands, and I instantly knew that this shopping trip was going to be a struggle on my end. You see, from my height and stature, the shopping carts are twice as wide as me, and the handles almost . reach above my sternum. And for obvious reasons, it will get more difficult to steer once it has a number of different items stowed into it.  And it didn’t help that my dad was walking twice as fast as he usually would, and I was wearing sandals that were a little loose on me.

My mom said we had to get fruits, popsicles, bread, a few vegetables, and string cheese. And I knew that the crowded store wouldn’t be in my favor since it was a Saturday and eeeeeveryone thinks it’s a great idea to shop on a Saturday. By the time we reached the fruit area, we already had a majority of the cart filled, with me being the person pushing said cart.

On multiple occasions before we went to the fruits area, I would find myself pushing the cart as fast as I could so I was able to catch up with my dad who would usually be, I don’t know, about two aisles away, give or take. And mind you those Costco aisles, equal to like, two to four of a regular aisle in any other store.

I was extremely tempted to send him a quick little text message on the spot, something along the lines of, “Please take into consideration my tiny legs and the massive cart that I am pushing which is heavy with a considerable amount of produce items, and also the fact that there are at least eight or nine other people with equally large carts, in which I am in the midst of. It would be greatly appreciated if your walking speed was at a slower velocity, than it is currently.

I stood waiting, with the cart in my grasp, as my dad bent down to pick and examine a watermelon, when an older man and my father started talking.

About watermelons.

Now I don’t know how these two men launched into Watermelon Philosophy 101, but I’m pretty sure that fateful encounter had made my dad a watermelon enthusiast.  But I had my own chance meeting just as my dad and Mr. Watermelon Man were talking about direct lighting on watermelons.

An elderly women was pushing a cart, while a Costco employee was helping direct her to wherever she needed to go, I made my best attempt to fold myself and the cart against the watermelon crates so they could pass through, and when the did, the guy who was helping the women took a glance at my watch and said

“Man, I love that watch, it’s beautiful!”

I was wearing a Timex watch that my dad had just gotten me a few months before, it had a retro kinda style to it, and its got a clean, professional look to it, so I wear it alot. So when he said that I was taken aback, because I didn’t expect a compliment launched at my watch at such an unexpected time. But it made me really happy, nonetheless, I thanked him as he turned around and walked away, the elderly women giving me a sweet smile which I returned, before she turned around too.

I turned back around, continuing to wait for my dad, but now with a smile on my face. I told my dad once his watermelon philosophy lesson was over and we were walking towards the kiwis an grapes my encounter. And he just said with a a little bit of hubris “See, my tastes are being appreciated.”

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Well, that’s my dad for you, but that didn’t do anything to dampen or pursuit for fruits and vegetables.

After we had payed for all our items, we waited in line to exit, and I was trying to slowly so I wouldn’t run over someone in front of me. But all the odds were against, and I felt a faint bump from the front of the trolley.

Sweet cheese and crackers I’m screwed.

I immediately stopped and a horrified feeling washed over me as I saw my dad glare at me with a murderous look on his face, and a really tall guy in front of me looking slightly uncomfortable. You see, I couldn’t see over the trolley I was pushing, due to my impractical height(or the fact that I’m blind and stupid)and even with such a slow pace, I still managed to minorly injure someone in the process. I said sorry multiple times and I felt my face burn with embarrassment as the guy waved me off and said it was okay. I really didn’t mean to and I felt really really bad.

But I couldn’t do much about it anyway, except deal with my dad’s lecture about how I should be less reckless(which I wasn’t)and listen to him(which I was).

Sixth: Food Maxx

My dad said we had to make a quick run to Food Maxx to get banana leaves, since we would be having guests the next day. Finding the banana leaves wasn’t a problem, purchasing them however, well, I think this daddy-daughter duo needed a lil’ help.

My dad went to those self check-out machine things and things were going smoothly, all was well, the banana leaves had already accepted it’s fate as a soon-to-be-used disposable utensil. But then, when my dad slid his card onto the monitor-machine-whatever it is, it didn’t accept it, or it kept denying him, saying it couldn’t be purchased or something. My dad tried again and again, until he gave up and slid in a couple bucks into the monitor and it finally accepted it.

For me personally, it was slightly amusing to see my dad like that, all upset and stuff, even though it wasn’t his fault, because I find myself in situations like that all the time, my little Costco experience was a good example of my little oopsies going a little too far. So to see my dad going through that situation made me realize that everyone one of us goes through those little everyday mistakes and obstacles, that frustrate us, or they’re just flat out embarrassing. But in all senses, experiences like that are also fun to account later, and it’s just hilarious to share with other people.

Just as long as you don’t have a serious grudge against self check-out machines or produce trolleys. Yeah I think you’ll be fine.


Welp, this is the short replacement to what I was supposed to be posting on Saturday, but wasn’t able to, due to

A L L  O F  T H I S

But, after staying with my dad for the majority of that day, I realized just how much he does in one day, that including a couple hours of work doing his actual job. I was exhausted after going to everyone one of those places, but he does that most of the time, after work, plus goes to tennis and the gym with ~ yours truly ~ and I’m coming to appreciate him even more. Plus it was fun being dragged to different spots all over the place and hang out with my dad.