All posts by Kanmani Hari

I’m convinced different people can awaken different beasts inside of you.

I love surrounding myself with creative people, people who yearn for incredible things, people who I can relate with and dream with as well. They give of such an amazing vibe and they give of an energy that can really tell you that they love life in such a contagious way. It can’t be put into words. I like people who can say that art is freedom. I like people who can bend things that most people just see as straight lines. I like people that can make my cheeks hurt by the end of the day from laughing to much, my sides hurt from giggling so much,  my soul burn with an unstoppable fire. I like people that can make me feel like I wasn’t put on this planet only to live and be a person of mediocrity.

The reason I’m talking about this( and probably legitimately wasting your time) is because school had recently just ended. The ninth of June to be exact. I met so many people, I made new friends and met so many incredible people. I experienced so many things and learned so many lessons about life that I didn’t take faith into until now.

But I met one person. And she gave me such a different perspective in life. She always made me feel like I could me more than just another person on this planet. But then one day just before the period ended she whispered in my ear “Our laughs are limitless. Our memories are countless. Our friendship is endless.” Before I was able to even say anything the bell rang and all I saw was her dark brown locks swishing behind her like wings. The next day her sister told me during lunch that my friend was having kidney surgery. For two weeks I waited for any news but her sister didn’t come because she needed to stay with her sister while she recovered. But then one day on February 17, 2017. Her sister came back. As she walked closer and closer to me tears began to fall. As soon as she reached me she started sobbing. I asked her endlessly what was wrong and then she whispered to me in a voice that could barely be heard, “Sh-she’s -g-gone.”

She looked up at me with eyes that looked exactly like my friend’s. Her naturally burnt sienna eyes almost looked black, flooding with tears. She then ran away to the girls bathroom. I wanted to follow but my body said otherwise. My feet were paralyzed on the ground. The more I wanted to move the more I wanted to curl up into a little ball and cry in a corner and never ever come out into the light. I eventually slowly slid down against the beam I was leaning on and sat on the floor.  I curled into a little ball until the bell rang. Instead of answering questions in class or consulting with other students. Or even acknowledge the presence of my other friends… I just sat there quietly for every period for a few days until I couldn’t take it anymore. I hid my sadness for a long time. Pretending to be my normal self. But then one night I couldn’t stand holding the tears that kept building up inside me. I told everything to my mom. How she had kidney surgery, how she died from heart failure. My lip quivered with each sentence, each word, each letter, each breath. My breath was rough and course. Tears welled in my eyes and soon spilled out. Being the amazing mother she was, my mom wrapped me in her arms. I felt safe and the warmth radiating from her body was so soothing. I sounded terrible while I cried. Like I was having a seizure. But I didn’t care. My friend. She was gone. And I can’t do anything about it. I’m holding back tears as I write this.

But as I  think about this. I realize that if she was still alive right now. Right this minute, she would’ve been trying to withstand searing pain.  She is now freed from every moment of pain. And I’m glad that she is now in a much better place. If I were able to speak to her. Right this second I would say: Hello friend. i just wanted to say. Thank you. You were able to bend the things that people saw as straight lines. You shared your dreams with me. You unleashed your creativity and showed me incredible things. I miss you. But I’m better now. I will never ever forget you. From the day that I met you I new I was in for a bewitching ride. Thanks for hexing me friend.

That was probably the most important thing that happened to me this school year. I don’t know if I really have changed. I don’t know if I have achieved anything but all I know is that this school year has been really important to me. I mean I met so many people that changed me. I learned lessons that shaped me. I learned things about myself that will now and forever change me.

I wanted to write this post because each one of us needs a person that can hex you. Bewitch you. Just be the kinda person that can just change your life. Now I don’t now if I’m that person for someone or multiple people. But what I do know is that I can go on all day explaining how many people really are that influence for me.

Let me touch it. Let me touch the space between us.

About 4.6 billion years ago, miscellaneous materials drew together, gravity causing it all to spin, causing the cloud flatten like into a disc like shape. The material in the center clumped together to soon form a protostar that would soon become the sun. The young protostar was made up of hydrogen and helium but not yet powered by any fusion. Without the process that took place we would never be able to survive here:

The sun. I like to think of like a mother to all of the planets. As if it’s heat and radiation is like a warm embrace( although, to all the youngsters out there, I do not recommend hugging the sun. No, just, no. You’ll learn soon enough kids. You’ll learn soon enough.) For decades scientists and researchers have been studying the sun like hawks watching their own prey. And I am so so grateful that i have so many people I can consult with about these things. In fact I have a bit of a story to tell you:

A few days ago I was talking with my partner in science class about NASA’s latest missions and what they were coming up with next. The only reason we were partners was because my original partner was sick. Therefore I was stuck with the “popular” girl. Now I don’t mean to be rude or anything but she obnoxiously then said the following few comments as I talked: “Oh, MY god Kanmani, when are you ever gonna let go of all this geeky science stuff. I mean c’mon I wanna have a decent conversation that doesn’t include you rambling on and on and on about stupid things.” Well EXCUSE ME, but WHO did ALL of the actual WORK. WHO was writing endlessly while YOU blabbed on and on about makeup and social media. I HAVE A LIFE. WHO got us finished in the first place? WHO was able to make this conversation happen? She then complained about the following things: “Uh, my nail keeps chipping and now it’s getting all over my dress! Oh my gosh, I HATE science class. It’s SoOoOo boring.” Her bright hot pink dress, leggings, cardigan, and shoes made me blind for the whole period. Then I asked her if she heard of the Juno mission( ignoring every single snobby remark by her) “You’re seriously impressed by that? My dad told me about that and honestly I just think it’s a waste of money. Those idiot “scientists” predicted the time wrong by a second. And the mission was just plain stupid.” I stared at her trying to process the words she shot at me.” Then I said something that finally shut her up: “We live in a blue planet that circles around a ball of fire next to a moon that moves the sea. Do you think that’s stupid?” Science. Space. The Universe. The Galaxy. All things that will never ever be called something they don’t deserve to be called. Not when I’m around. Some people just don’t understand what these people are doing. I think it’s revolutionary. But I recently heard something that most people think is really stupid but it’s time that those renegade scientists proved them wrong.

NASA has been planning to touch the sun. Yes and I mean planning. In fact by the time I read the article they posted on Popular Science Magazine’s website, they said already that they were planning to send out a probe into space by the summer of 2018. Imagine, designing, researching, finding material, engineering, everything. Creating a probe that will be able to actually kiss the sun. And may I remind you that the sun is a star. And a star is basically a ball of light and heat. And our specific star is made of light, heat, helium, and hydrogen.  Below is a few pieces of text from the Popular Science article I read( some of the paragraphs are written by me as well):

“Our sun might not seem as enigmatic as more exotic, distant stars, but it’s still a marvelously mysterious miasma of incandescent plasma. And it’s certainly worthy of our scientific attention: Curiosity aside, a violent solar event could disrupt satellites and cause $2 trillion in damages for the U.S. alone. Yet, despite living in its atmosphere, we don’t understand some of its defining phenomena. For sixty years, we haven’t understood why the surface is a cozy 5,500 Celsius, while the halo called the corona—several million kilometers away from the star’s surface and 12 orders of magnitude less dense—boasts a positively sizzling 1-2 million Celsius.

To figure out why, NASA needs to fly a little closer to the sun—and touch it.

We know that magnetic reconnection—when magnetic field lines moving in opposite directions intertwine and snap like rubber bands—propels nuclear weapon-like waves of energy away from surface. Meanwhile, magnetohydrodynamic waves—vibrating guitar string-like waves of magnetic force driven by the flow of plasma—transfer energy from the surface into corona. However, without more data, our understanding of phenomena like coronal heating and solar wind acceleration remain largely theoretical…but not for long.

Launching in 2018, NASA’s Solar Probe Plus will travel nearly seven years, setting a new record for fastest moving object as it zips 37.6 million kilometers closer to the sun than any spacecraft that has ever studied our host star. But what manner of sensory equipment does one bring to Dante’s Inferno?

Spacecraft systems engineer Mary Kae Lockwood tells PopSci that the craft will rely on four main instruments. The Solar Wind Electrons Alphas and Protons systems, or SWEAP, will monitor charges created by colliding electrons, protons and helium ions to analyze solar wind—ninety times closer to the sun than previous attempts. Similarly, the ISIS (Integrated Science Investigation of the Sun) employs a state-of-the-art detection system to analyze energetic particles (think: cancer-causing, satellite-disabling particles).

The FIELDS sensor, meanwhile, will analyze electric and magnetic fields, radio emissions, and shock waves—while gathering information on the high-speed dust particles sanding away at the craft using a technique discovered by accident. Lastly, the Wide-field Imager for Solar Probe, or WISPR telescope, will make 3D, cat-scan-like images of solar wind and the sun’s atmosphere.There’s just one problem. Between intense heat, solar radiation, high-energy particles, the fallout of solar storms, dust, and limited communication opportunities at closest approach, all that sensitive equipment is going to an environment that almost makes Juno’s new home look sympathetic by comparison. “One of the things we had to watch out for in the design,” according to Lockwood, was the electrical “charging” of the spacecraft by the solar wind. The probe has to be conductive “so that the instruments that are actually measuring the solar wind don’t have interference.”

To get close enough to worry about that, though, the probe’s has to “lose some energy” says Lockwood, performing several Venus flybys to shrink its orbit “[allowing] us to get . . . closer and closer to the sun.”However, that comes with “interesting design challenges, because you’re not only going into the sun” as heatshield mechanical engineer Beth Congdon tells PopSci. “You get hot on approach, and then come out and get cold,” over and over for 7 flybys and 24 orbits. “You actually need to have it cyclically survive hot and cold temperatures.” And high energy particles. And hypervelocity dust. For that, you need a heat shield “different from any other heat shield that has ever existed.”

The heat shield that they are designing has to support itself to survive hypervelocity space dust, survive hot and cold temperatures, and many more things that can and will be a threat.

But what I really want to see if that probe can break the space between us and the sun.

Let me touch it. Let me touch the space between us.

 

 

 

It’s incredible to watch someone so sensible and coherent be filled with such a yearning and sense of wanderlust.

“See that group of stars over there? That’s The Scorpio. And that one right over there is Orion. That one over there is-” My dad an I were out on the balcony of our apartment, the stars were scattered across the deep blue sky like marbles flush against a pristine floor. I was explaining to my dad about the constellations when I suddenly turned and saw that my dad looked a bit… Bored. To be more specific, bored out of his mind. So I started to explain things a bit more distinctive. “Sometimes it feels as  if each star leads it’s own life. Like it lives and dies just like something here, one this planet..” My dad just stared at me and then said “Yeah, it is kinda like that isn’t it?” I smiled as we continued our journey through the cosmos. In our minds.

That was almost two years ago.

My dad and I are really close, kind of like my relationship with my mother. But my father and I have different ways of interactions. We share most of the same interests. One day my dad might be scrolling through the options and videos featured on the T.V. while I’m sitting there farther away doing my own thing( reading, writing, drawing, etc.) then suddenly I would hear: “Kanmani look, their showing the new Apple keynote!” or “Kanmani look at this! They are now showing the design for the new Mars rover!” or “Kanmani wanna watch this old space movie? It seems like something you would like…” or “Check out the movie trailer for Passengers! Incredible right?” Yup, I know it’s seems a little odd that a father and daughter bond over things like science, and technology but…. I learn so many things about my own father that I haven’t even known about my entire life.

Though sometimes there can be some conflicts: “Dad could we go to the library today? I haven’t been in two weeks and I’ve run out of books… Again.” These conversations always end up with me either rereading books or nagging my dad to take me for a few hours in the stretched period of time separating the date in which I run out of books, and the date in which I actually go. Huh, you know that phrase “like father like son?” Well, like father like daughter. I have finally figured out who I got my stubbornness from.

What I love about my dad is that he has such a catching yearning, and sense of wanderlust. Like nothing I have ever seen or heard. Remember a few posts back when i wrote that one of my dreams is to spend time in a forest or mountain region or any natural geographic area where the stars can be well seen? Well I told my dad that when I became older and had a career and everything, I wanted to live in a tiny house in a forest or near a beach, or even the mountains, a place where every single night I can look out and watch the stars, hundreds of them, the milky way right above me. I told one of my friends and she just laughed. I wrote it in my journal at school for homeroom and my teacher just giggled. But when I told my dad he didn’t laugh at all. He really does have faith. I just hope I don’t screw it up. Anyway, I always share my thoughts with my mom, but sometimes, when it’s not something super stupid, I tell my dad too. He told me that he wanted to live close or even actually in Yosemite. He loves nature and everything it upholds. He yearns for the feel of fresh air and the sound of the bubbling rivers. He like me, is a wander luster. He is like no other man I know. He is my father. And how lucky am I? I honestly don’t understand how I was able to get so so lucky.

We are so similar and yet so different. But I love how everyone just wants to be around him. I beam with pride every time he rants about me doing something not even voluntarily amazing. And yet he thinks my “achievements” are something worthwhile. He is so funny and though not the most sympathetic, he can be there when you need him. He wouldn’t care if you are a stranger or not.

I remember one time we went shopping. I was about five or six and we were driving out of the parking lot when suddenly we heard a noise and a screech. My mom, brother, my dad, and I, all looked back and saw a car, rammed against a stout, but strong looking tree. My dad told us to stay in the car, and he got out. He rushed over to where the passenger and their car was and tried to figure out what was going on. I was filled with worry and remorse, I was so tempted to jump out of the car and stand behind my dad and help, my hand was gripped against the door as I watched my dad come back to our car. He told us that the person inside was okay. I don’t know if my mom or dad remember that or not. But I do. And that honestly was incredible. Integrity. One thing I hope and wish I will soon grow to have.

My parents are both representing the person that I want to become. My dad is so influential to me. Without him I wouldn’t really be the person I am today.

My father is neither an anchor nor a sail, but he guides me with the glowing constellations in his eyes. The glinting stars in his soul guiding me through the direction and darkness of the sea we call life.

Love you dad. To Pluto and back.

Simplify

I hate being stereotyped. Now I’m not saying I’m a feminist or anything. Trust I am not the kinda girl that goes around telling the world that males have more rights than females. Just because of this, FEMALES are getting more and more advantages. Anyway the reason I’m talking about this is that my homeroom teacher at school said that we were going to be brainstorming about how we, as students, people. humans, get stereotyped. I mean really? Why is this done so often, you can’t just define a person by their race, looks, or interests. You can’t just simplify people. We are not math equations. We can’t be multiplied or divided.

I mainly get stereotyped for these things:

  • Just because I have glasses I am defined as nerdy and super geeky.
  • Just because I sometimes wear dresses I am defined as super girly.
  • Just because I love art and draw a lot at school I’m defined as the “dark,” “moody,” and the “shadowy,” type. And I carry a sketchbook with me at all times.
  • Just because I read books in basically all my free time I am called smart.
  • Just because I’m below average height for my age I can’t be athletic.
  • Just because I play an instrument I’m apparently really good at it and I ALWAYS practice.
  • Just because I write sort of deep things I am a really dark and the kind of person you should stay away from.
  • Since I answer a lot of hard questions in class I’m the person you should always look up to for a book report, or be partners with for an assignment.
  • Jut because I may look like a seventh, or eighth grader, or a freshmen in high school in your mind. I think like one.

Sure these actually sound like compliments and actually kind of frame me, I still can’t stand it.

Now a lot of people don’t actually understand the meaning of the word “stereotype.” It merely means. “a widely held but fixed and oversimplified image or idea of a particular type of person or thing.” Basically it just means that a place, a thing, or even a person can be underestimated and defined just because of their looks, interests, and/or race. I mean I honestly still don’t understand most of these I mean come one. MY GLASSES ARE PRESCRIPTIVE DEAL WITH IT. Sure I am in band but, I mean I don’t always practice, and I’m not that good. And I absolutely HATE  Unicorns, glitter, neon colors, perfume, dresses. heels, makeup, etc. And yes at school I can be found drawing and/or reading a book in a corner, or the library, or during lunch, or between every period, or when I walk to my next class, and then suddenly someone randomly just pops up and asks me “Oh hey, I was just gonna ask you if we could work on that assignment together, you’re like super smart and you like aced every question in class.” My answer is always this: “Oh I am so sorry, but I’m already working with somebody. Sorry.” Those people usually find another person to work with in under a half hour.

What I’m getting at here is that people get stereotyped for so many things, gender, looks, race, interests, etc. We may even use them ourselves without even knowing it. But don’t it can hurt someone one verbally and mentally. We are who we are. And no one can simplify that.

How lucky I am to have someone so hard to say goodbye to.

Singapore lies one degree(137 km) north from the equator, located at the southern tip of peninsular Malaysia. Singapore’s territorial geographic land forms consist of one main island along with sixty-two other islets.( Islets are small islands, and can mainly be found along with larger islands, or even found secluded or in a group of other islets.) Singapore is 277.6 mi² in size. And yet holds a human population of approximately six million. It is widely known for being the smallest known country in southeast Asia. The weather is EXTREMELY hot because it is so close to the equator. The Sun hits the Earth in an angle, therefore hitting directly at the Earth’s middle. Singapore has a rain forest like climate so even the rain is warm. So I suggest that if you ever come here, where shorts, thin shirts, sturdy shoes, and a hat would help.

It is my mother tongue and my It is well known for it’s multicultural population as well as being the most expensive city in the world. But I have to admit the food is delicous and the people there are super nice. I myself speak Tamil. It is my mother tongue and in Singapore, everyone I met who spoke Tamil said so cleanly without a single chunk of English. I mean even my parents speak with hints of English sprinkled here and there. Most of the people there have a really nice accent as well. The buildings and architectural structures constructed there are incredible and it’s hard not to behold over them all. But honestly, my favorite thing out of all of the things representing Singapore is the rain. It just comes so suddenly and then as soon as it starts, it stops. And in the end it doesn’t leave a single trace or piece of evidence showing that it rained j¨st moments before. It’s miraculous it tell you.

  • Part 10 Day 6

I rose to the sound of cars driving about as the sun rose from it’s deep slumbers. It’s rays punctured through the crevices of tree’s and reflected on the windows of vehicles and the glass of buildings and the towering skyscrapers. I dragged my half alert body from the bed and forced my feet to walk to the bathroom to brush my teeth. One foot forward, one foot back, one foot forward, one foot back. One foot stepping on a loose piece of paper, one foot slipping on Madhavan’s sock. One part of my face ramming into a closed door, the other half of my face gets a full face of my moms shoulder. Yeah I am TOTALLY the most perceptive person on the face of the Earth. I stared at my feet, or to be more specific my mix-matched socks. I scolded myself for being the stupid person I am, and mumbled offensive things to myself while I brushed my teeth. What a GREAT way to the start the morning in which we prepare to leave the current place we are in and fly to another one. Or to be more clear, we were basically leaving Singapore and flying to India. We were going to do all that in one single day.

I quickly did my usual routine and helped my mom and dad put stuff away in our bags. I checked each crack and corner of the room, seeing if we left anything behind. I probably did that five or six times before my mother and father told me that we had everything in our bags and that nothing was left. I helped my mom make the beds and clean up. We grabbed everything putting it in the car. Ganesan Mama, Deepak, and Sumathi Athai did the same. We then went to Anand Bhavan for one last meal there before we left for the airport. We said our goodbyes to the owner and told her that we would come there again the next time we came to Singapore for another visit. It felt as if the food was even better now that we were consuming it for the last time before we left.  After our brief goodbyes we climbed into the cars.

We arrive at the airport and walk around until we got to the luggage area to put everything away. We got into the point where we had to leave Jagan Mama and  Bala Thatha behind and venture one our own. I hugged both Jagan Mama and Bala Thatha. Thatha ruffled my hair and gripped his firm hand on mine and then let go. I appreciate him dearly, he was there with us ever since we stepped foot on Singapore soil. And he was here when we were going to leave it. I can never ever express my gratitude through such simple choice of words. Jagan Mama and I embraced and said our goodbyes. It went on until it came to the point where my mom and mama had to say bye to each other. It was so sad. And when they left, Sumathi Athai, my mom, and I all left to the bathroom while my dad, my brother, Deepak, and Ganesan Mama waited.

I had been dreading this day ever since we landed. I hate the sight of seeing my own mother cry. I despise seeing those tears trickle down her cheeks and chin like raindrops in a heavy storm. I become pained when I see her doe like eyes become filled with doldrums of agonizing tears. Her sobs ring in my ears like echos in a deep cave. My heart shatters to see her soft kind face break so sorrowfully and misspoken. All this because she has to leave family behind for more than seven hundred thirty days.

I rubbed my small hand against my mothers palm while athai and I said comforting words. As we walked inside a single tear ran down my callused cheeks like a morning dew drop on the petals of a flower. The salty liquid traveled down my chin and dangled there like a rain drop clinging on to a crumbling leaf. The single drop that secreted from my wet eyes reached the floor, dividing into smaller versions of itself. I wiped the tears away from my moms eyes, trying my best to hide my own. We washed our faces and our clammy, sweaty hands. When we walked back out my mom seemed to be a bit better, considering the fact that SHE LITERALLY JUST SAID GOODBYE TO HER OWN LITTLE BROTHER BECAUSE SHE WON’T BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN PERSON FOR LIKE TWO OR THREE MORE YEARS.

We sat at the gate until it was boarding time. We talked, and talked. And we explored the airport. My brother got a little box full of Angry Birds gummy candies, that came with a little key chain as well. We hung out at this beautiful fish pond where there were many different colored koi fish that swam along and under these wooden planks that we stood on. Deepak and I were in the middle of talking about the mechanism of a robot that can pump blood in a human’s heart when my brother walked up to us saying that he needed water. Just a few moments before he had been running around the perimeter of the little area we occupied. So we understood why he was so tired out. Deepak and I retrieved the water( while legitimately spilling twenty five percent of it). My dad had just gone to the Customs Department so we can receive the taxes for the jewelry we had gotten.

Soon enough, it was time to board the plane to India. I jumped up from my seat. My hand that was clutching Madhavan’s wrist jerked his little body up with a jolt. We walked to where we would board the plane. I always love walking through that wide tunnel connected to the plane and the building. It overlooked the other planes and showed the Singapore’s skyline. Half of me wanted to curl up into a ball and think. I absolutely dread goodbyes. I don’t care if it’s a person, or a city, or even a single house for all I care. Home is where family is. But what if family is in more than one place? I saw from the corner of my eye, a little slip of paper that fell out of my back pocket. I looked back at it, fluttering slowly to the ground. I remember writing on it and ripping it out of my notebook when we first landed. In the messiest cursive ever, I wrote, Hello Singapore. I smiled before I climbed into the plane. Maybe saying goodbye isn’t so bad as to saying a simple hello.

This time we all sat in the middle row while Ganesan Mama, Sumathi Athai, and Deepak sat in front of us. My mom to the left, my brother and me next to her, and then my father sitting next to me. We were taking off. We were slowing descending from the runway and into the welcoming sea of blue that awaited us above. I looked at the window that was to my right, the city soon become farther and farther from my straining eyes reach. I leaned my head back on the cushions of the seat, I loved the feeling of taking of in a plane. And the fact that this feeling was rare for me made it more worthwhile. My hands were pressed against the arm rests. Shaking from the plane’s movement. My eyes were trained on the window, then to the ceiling, then the window again. I sat there in complete bliss. After all, traveling can make anyone a storyteller.

 

Always question. Always wonder.

On August 5, of 2011 a spacecraft was launched to go on a five year expedition to Jupiter. It had reached Jupiter on July 4, of 2016, after a five year cruise expedition. That is five hundred fifty-eight million kilometers, which is equal to 0.000082 (43 light minutes). The spacecraft Juno successfully reached Jupiter’s orbit, and was only one minute late for it’s touchdown. The people behind this mission predicted it only one minute behind. What do you have to say to that? NASA(National Aeronautics and Space Administration) recently released photos that Juno took. I honestly can’t describe it. Just see for yourselves:

 Over the summer, I read endless amounts of articles. And my science teacher even let me read a section of it during class one day. The picture shown above is the first one that introduced me and gave me a picture of what I needed and wanted to see.

Above is  picture of Jupiter’s Southern poles and regions, the swirls can make it’s weather and climate readable. With an altitude of more than 30,000 kilometers( 52,000 kilometers).

Above is the pole’s horizon. And once again we are shown a different angular view of it’s polar regions and weather and climate patterns.
I don’t think the picture shown above needs a description. You can already see it’s beauty. Like a watercolor painting.
Or this one either. You can see why.
Here is another example that shows the stormy hurricane-like climate.
Here it shows similar weather patterns like in the “Big Red Spot.”
Thanks for reading and remember, question everything.

“Life is waiting.” – The Terminal ( the movie )

The United States of America. The country of free speech, choice, and action. If you put the name in syllables you get The/UNITED/STATES/of/America. Our states are united, representing the country of freedom. But what if I told you that a man had flown to the United States, only to find that his visa wasn’t valid because his home country can’t even be referred to as a place anymore, due to the civil war that took place in the location. And without the valid documentations he isn’t able to step on American soil, nor the grains of his homeland. That is until he is given a new passport that can help him depart. but alas. He is told that he is to live and roam through the airport in which he shuttled until further notice. Imagine, living in an airport, in an atmosphere you aren’t familiar with. The interests and daily living actions of the others roaming about are confusing and become more and more foreign to you.

On August 26, 1988 Mehran Karimi Nasseri was told that he couldn’t walk on American land unless he had is documents. But unfortunately, the luggage containing those specific papers was stolen. Thus leading him to live in Terminal 1 of the Charles de Gaulle Airport. He then became hospitalized due to an unspecified ailment. Therefore he had to leave the airport on July in 2006. He lived eighteen years in the airport, his life slowly crumbling away from him. He later on wrote the book “The Terminal Man,” and “Terminal.” His story then inspired the Steven Spielberg movie “The Terminal.”

He had lost all his freedom, along with his own dignity.

A few weeks ago I saw the movie “The Terminal.” If you can’t tell already, I have really strong feelings towards this story. Not only did it happen in real life, but it has been happening multiple times. The movie is partially based of the experiences of the man who lived eighteen years in an airport in France, but it was also an interpretation of what people imagine life that way is like.

Victor Navorski( played by Tom Hanks) traveled to the United States in hopes of finishing a goal that had sentimental value. But in his home country a civil war has started and has now defined the land as not even a place at all. Unfortunately for Mr. Navorski, he now had no land that he can refer to as his home land. Therefore he is forced to live in the JFK airport. But soon he befriends the employees and staff of the airport. Including Amelia Warren, a flight attendant who he befriends.

(Director)Steven Spielberg presented a warming, funny, drama film that movie lovers of all ages can enjoy.

It was the season of light, it was the season of darkness.

  • Part 9 Day 5

“Kaaaaaaanmani. Wake uuuuuuuuuup.” Sang my mother.

“No.” I said in a voice that sounded like a child’s.

“Kanmani.” My mom sighed.

“I’m sweepy.” I said.( I tried to say it in my normal tone but instead of saying “sleepy” I said “sweepy.”)

I then stuck my hand out in a signal to my mom so she could pull my body up. She successfully got me out of the bed, with me groaning and on my feet. I walked into the bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush with my hand that was sticky and clammy from the sweat that secreted under my clothing. I took a shower and threw on some clothes.  Once I was done I sat on the bed and pulled out my Kindle from my backpack. I started reading the A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens when suddenly I heard a howl so loud that I jumped, dropping the little tablet. It crashed to the floor, clattering against the varnished wooden floor boards.  I scrambled to the floor and grabbed it, checking it to see if there were any scratches. I then looked up and saw that my brother was standing there, a grin plastered across his face. I scowled at him as he ran away.

I was currently in a very odd position. The top half of my body on the floor, my hands caressing the Kindle. My legs were sprawled against the bed sheets in a V shape, my toes smushed against the wall. It seemed my dad needed something from the suitcase so he walked in on me. When he saw me he had the look of a man who just saw a Styracosaruas playing a fiddle while wearing a pink tutu, glittery pink lip gloss, and a leotard.

“Wha….?” He said in disbelief.

“Ehe.” I mustered with a smile plastered on my face.

“What in the-how did you…? Huh…?” He exclaimed not finishing his incomplete sentences.

“IwasjusttryingtogetmyKindlebecauseMadhavanscaredmebyscreechingreallyloudlyandIgotscaredandsothat’showIendedupinthispositi-onpleasedon’thurtme.” I said quickly catching my breath.

We then had a heated conversation by blinking.

*Blink blink: WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING.

*Blink Blinkity Blink Blink: Did I not just explain to you without breathing father?

*Blink Blink: The End

Anyway, I settled into the bed, my right shoulder leaning against the windowsill. But then the hurricane hit:

“Kanmani.”  My little brother asked.

“Hmm?”

“Kanmani.”

“Uh huh.”

“Kanmani!”

“Yes.” I said nodding towards the spot next to me so he could sit.

“KANMANI!”

 I leaped, rolling onto the floor and jumped up onto my feet. I did a battle cry. “MADHAVAN TELL ME WHERE THE TITAN IS AND I’LL BEAT HIM UP FOR YOU.” A sharp pencil was in my hand and I was in a fighting stance.

“Kanmani I just want a story, my god.” He said.

“Oh.” I said in shame, I was blushing furiously. I have a tendency to read a lot of books including things like titans, giants, monsters, hellhounds, beasts, manticores, revenants, venomous flying snakes with fangs as sharp as a knife and have poison oozing out of there eye sockets… You know the usual.

My little brother settled down beside me and he pointed to the text that I was currently reading in the Kindle. I didn’t think he would understand any of Charles Dickens’s work but I read it anyway. He seemed so eager and I couldn’t resist. So I read:

“It was the best of times;
It was the worst of times.
It was the age of wisdom;
It was the age of madness.”

“It was the era of belief;
It was the era of doubt.
We had everything to gain;
We had nothing to gain.”

“It was the season of Light;
It was the season of Darkness.
It was the Spring of hope;
It was the Winter of despair.”

“We had everything before us;
We had nothing before us.
We were all going direct to heaven;
We were all going direct to the opposite of heaven”( I altered it so it was appropriate.)

“Do you like it?
Yes we do
Are you happy?
We’re so happy now.
Recalled to life?
Yes it’s true!”

“You had time to change your mind, now there’s no turning back.”

“Red wine has stained,
the blood of men.
Hunger and pain,
and their time will come.
The grindstone turns,
once again.”

“Why should we be blamed for this, our forefathers’ bliss.”

“Footsteps echo on the path below.
As people watch their new cross put on its show.
And the Rings of Saturn roll along the street.”

I looked at my dumbstruck little brother. About four and one half of a minute later he simply muttered. “Wha…?” I totally understood though. I bet he was expecting something a little less…. Explicit.

Anyway, as my brother and I were just sitting around in the bed, my mom was moving a mile a minute like, I would see her in one place and then I would just turn away for like two seconds and then POOF. She’s gone. And then there was my father scrolling through his phone, not responding to physical contact or speech. “Okay ready.” My mom FINALLY said. We walked out the door and I strained myself when we opened it, expecting harsh heated weather hitting my skin like a comet hurtling towards it’s next victim. But instead I stepped out, all of our expressions changing. The sky was filled with dark hale navy clouds. The sky felt extremely dense( now here’s a short science lesson:

People tend to think that when the weather is legitimately “dense” we have a tendency to assume that, that specific identification for that claim of climate and weather defines it all. That claim is very much, false. Cold air is quite dense, unlike warm heated air where it is quite thin. People think the complete opposite though. The molecular structure binding this process has multiple molecules that are very close to each other, the bonds are absorbing much less energy and therefore lead for the climate to be this way.) Yes you heard me right. Singapore weather was actually manageable.  I THANK YOU O’ MIGHTY BALL OF LIGHT AND HEAT WHO HAS APOLOGIZED FOR BARBECUING US IN THE PAST 96 HOURS OF OUR LIVING HERE. YOU HAVE PLEASED ME AND MY FELLOW TRAVELERS ON OUR JOURNEY THROUGH THE TERRAINS OF THE EASTERN REGIONS OF THE WORLD.

We continued walking, we then halted to a stop in front of a beautifully built temple. I saw groups of students walking in different directions. Groups wore shirts that indicated what school they were from, name tags were sported around their necks. There were different schools with different types of students. Some seemed no younger than a first grader. Some seemed so tall that they couldn’t even see the small children below. I became self conscious about my physical appearance.  I mean my pediatrician told me before the trip that I wasn’t going to grow that much. He said that I would only increase a few inches before high school. He literally told me that I would have to expect to look up at people a lot.  Right then and there I stood squished between high school students that were taller than my own father. I felt like an ant in a colony of giants.

We walked inside and I instantly fell in love with the intricate designs carved into the stone ceiling. It reminded me so much of the temples in India. As if a crane lifted a solid structure and then dropped it into this specific spot in the eastern regions of the world. The architecture of the building was incredible. I’ve seen videos of how the configurations and formatting was done but I am always shocked by the finished product. We sat down on the cold( but quite soothing) stone floor. I was sitting smack on the center of a painted flower trifecta. The petals burst with a rosy pink, the leaves looked so ripe and lively. We soon walked out into the open, the sun peaking out from behind a cloud. The rays would soon start penetrating the floating glob made up of water droplets and dust( also known as a cloud;)

We then went to Komala Vilas, an Indian restaurant that seemed to be nearby. The food was pretty good, and I was stuffed were the rest of the day. We went to a jewelry shop, we walked in and looked at earrings and rings for my mom. We found this solid ring and these really pretty earrings for her. My mom then started looking for a pair of small earrings for me. I sat on an abnormally high stool that stood right in front of a huge glass case filled with a lot of different jewelry. My mom(FINALLY) found a pair of small gold earring with little spheres that dangled a millimeter underneath attached to a thick strand of gold.

We then went to a big shopping center, it seemed to be like the cornucopia for people obsessed with anything that glinted under the sun. I got blinded by shiny watches in glass cases displayed in the entrance. We went to the second floor where the clothing department was to get sari’s to give to our relatives in India. I touched all the different fabrics and silks. One was so soft that a baby could sleep soundly on it. One was so rough and covered in sequins and glitters that I was left with faint red marks on the tips of my fingers.

I noticed that every place we had gone to so far was in Little India, almost every place we had went to was either on the same street or really close by to the location we had been in. We soon left to go back to the hotel room, my dad, Ganesan Mama, and Deepak all went to this tech store, while my mom, Sumathi Athai, and I were all left in the hotel with nothing else to do. Basically all I did was read, and read some more. Once they came back from that technology store we wall went to Bala Thatha’s home for dinner.

I watched as the day came to a close and the night flooded in. Faint stars dotted the sky  like drops of white paint on an extremely dark navy blue canvas. We parked in front of rows and rows of small box like apartments, the windows glowing with light. We walked to one of the floors that seemed to overlook the parking lot, we knocked on the door. We were greeted with smiles, hugs, and pats on the back. I loved the interior design of the space. I met my two uncles and my aunt( my mom’s cousins) Divya Auntie, Naveen Uncle, and Dhivan Uncle. My parents ate the dinner that was prepared, while my brother ate pizza. I felt terrible afterward because Parvathi Aachi prepared an entire meal and yet I nibbled on a piece of cheese and bread, but I sucked it up and enjoyed the rest of the night. We all took one group picture with us all standing in the living room. We said our brief goodbyes and walked back into the car.

We then went to Amirtham Aachi’s house next, when we got there I was instantly brought into a bone crushing hug, I felt like I was being suffocated by a cloud shaped like a bear. We walked inside and were offered homemade jello, cake, and noodles. It was all really good and I had a fun time. It turned out that my other aunt, Jaya auntie made the cake and jello. And aachi and Jaya auntie made the noodles together. Before we left, my brother and I were given little goodie bags. The goodies were adorable, and I thanked them for everything before we had gone of to the car.

Bala Thatha pointed out these beautiful festival lights. We had decided to take one drive around Singapore, and the lighting’s were incredible. But my favorite was still though festival strobe lights. I became more and more drowsy, my head dropped on the edge of the glass of the window with a little Thump.

  • Pictured below is the temple from Little India. Veera Kaliammam

Screenplay

I am so so sorry that i haven’t posted anything in the past few weeks. It’s just that in my school we had to take a bunch of these state tests, and I had a bunch of other quizzes and tests, and a lot of projects and assignments that I had to do that were worth like 80% of my grade for the semester. Again I’m rally sorry but from now on, I will post frequently.

Right now I am posting a script that I wrote for E.A.R.T.H. Club. We are going to be filming a mini-movie for the whole entire school to see( we will most likely film it next year though but still use my script.) I had written a story for my homeroom class about the Earth, moon, sun, and the stars that was part of a small assignment. My friends all read it and showed it to each other when it fell out of my backpack when we had a meeting for Earth club. So that was how I was voted as the screenwriter for this project. Please enjoy!

E.A.R.T.H Club Video Screenplay

Written by Kanmani Harivenkatesh

Characters:

Earth Club Member(ECM), Student( will often be referred to as he/she in screenplay.)

Fade In:

Student is finishing up lunch and slowly getting up.

He/she walks up to the bins lined up close to the entrance/exit, and dumps the rubbish in a random bin without giving it a second thought.

ECM: Hey wait a minute!

Starts blocking the entrance, both arms outstretched on either side of the entry/exit.

Student: Um, can you like, let me go?

Attempts to slip away from the exasperated club member.

ECM: I don’t think so.

They say as they gently grab the runaway student by the arm.

Student: What’s the big deal here?

ECM: Do you even know what you just did?

He/she looks confused and tries to come up with a legible answer.

ECM points to the bin in which he/she dumped in all of the garbage.

Student: So?

ECM: This is terrible for the planet. In fact let me show you.

Rummages through the piles of trash and retrieves the items the student threw away moments before

ECM holds up each one. There is one soda can, one napkin, a styrofoam bowl half filled with fruit, and plastic fork, spoon, and a straw all wrapped in plastic wrap.

ECM: If you put this, a aluminum can in the landfill bin, it will take 200-500 years for it to decompose and break down… But, if you put it in the recycling it would be, well, recycled.

Student: Okay, can I please just go now?

ECM: What’s the rush anyway, class doesn’t start until 11:35, it’s only( looks at the clock mounted high on the wall) 11:15. Besides, you need a lesson on-

He/she cuts the ECM of by saying:

Student: How I’m affecting the planet, yeah yeah. I got it, come on continue.

ECM: I thought so. Anyway, you have to organize your items in the proper bins, not just toss them in a miscellaneous one without even thinking.

ECM holds up each item, indicating the student to analyze each one. ECM then puts them in the proper bins. The fruit and the napkin in the compost, the soda can, plastic fork, plastic spoon, and the straw and plastic wrap in the recycling. And the Styrofoam in the landfill. ECM then hands the items to the student who looks nervous and unknowing.

Student: Um, I’ll try.

He/she tries again multiple times until they finally had gotten it. ECM grins.

ECM: Do you understand how our actions can affect or home?

He/she nods.

Student: Yeah, sorry I didn’t pay attention before.

ECM: You just didn’t know, but know you do, and remember to tell others to do the same.

  • End Scene

 

Defects or Deception

Disclaimer: I will be continuing my Singapore chronicality next week. Today I am doing something a little different.

Today I am posting an essay that I started today during my homeroom class. It is an argumentative essay and I have tweaked it to my best. Please, share your opinion and stir up an argument of your own.

Kanmani Harivenkatesh

 

April 28,  2017

 

English 6B

 

Defects or Deception

 

Imagine that you are sitting in your classroom. Your teacher is giving an important lesson that will help with future tests and projects. From the distance you see that one of your fellow classmates is just sitting there, head laying on the desk, the hands that are supposed to be taking notes are just laying there, lifelessly. You see his eyes, usually there full of life and jubilance. Now there abnormally droopy, and dreary. His face far-off and secluded from his surroundings. You whisper, “Hey, you okay?” He replies with “I was up all night doing homework assignments.” He looked as if he hadn’t had enough sleep. You noted in your head that students needed to have at least eight to nine hours of sleep. It seemed that your fellow classmate and friend has been spending the time where he needed to sleep, doing homework. You explain to him that he needed to get more sleep and that he shouldn’t procrastinate as much. You then ask him, “When was this all assigned?” As you stare at the binder in his backpack that seems to undulate with papers and packets. A notebook is faced upward, you see notes, words seem to be jumbled, squeezing into the margins. The lettering looks rushed. “These were all assigned yesterday.” You look at the sheets of paper again. “These are all for science, math, English, and history.” You then reply with “You mean to tell me that you were assigned this much homework in one whole school day, and you are expected to finish it all by the next day?” Your friend sighs and then nods.

When I was in elementary school, I would eagerly wait for my friends that were a grade above me beside their classrooms when it was recess time. But I noticed that every time they came, they always seemed to have bags under their eyes, or their movements didn’t seem to match up with their natural age. I always asked them why they were so tired and weary. They always replied by grumbling, “Homework.” They told me that each night they spent their time doing homework instead of getting the eight to nine hours of sleep they needed. Over the years, I started merging into the person that seemed to spend the night either doing homework, or drooling all over the textbook that is supposed to help me with my homework. But instead I lay there, my head using the book as a pillow. Now I know what you’re thinking. “Why not they just do their homework super early?”

Well, the thing with middle school homework is simple. In the start of the year, you are assigned eight classes. Each day you have four of those classes to go to. The next day you have the other 4/8 of the assigned classes. In each class you are probably given an assignment or project that is based of the curriculum, the project would probably take a week or two to finish, This all includes rough drafts, revisions, final drafts, evidence to support claims, reasoning in your text, citing the sources you used, (maybe using a specific website to cite those sources). As well as designing it to look refined and unique. Each day you are told to do a specific part of the assignment, your peers and predecessors are usually the ones who help you. But alas, even with the multiple resources students are given for an otherwise wonderful education doesn’t seem to satisfy the people who actually need to be actually satisfied. They are teenagers, tweens, and, well, kids. They are the middle school students themselves.

A weight on their shoulders that will last for the longest of times. The boulders that seem to make their eyelids sag. Though homework is quite beneficial, most students seem to be more informed through interactive lessons, group activities, or any physical work done in a classroom environment. Doing independent work at home with a pencil and paper in hand seems to be very distracting, considering the fact that home is also considered the place where students, of all ages, seem to let loose and don’t seem to have a care in the world. But the reminder that they still have to do a 5 paragraph assignment for reading class, a graph for science, a set of ratios to figure out for math class, and a geography essay based off of ancient lands for history is like a little river leech nagging on your skin after you spend half of your free time swimming freely in the waters of your home. You end up by cramming all of your homework into the time in which you have to sleep. Instead of having the eight to nine hours of sleep your body assigns you, you end up with six to seven, or sometimes even five to six hours of sleep. This is the usual cause of students barely keeping their eyes open in class. Leading them to miss important information based off of future tests and large projects.

To most students, homework is like a dirty word on their tongues. When a teacher announces a new homework assignment, all the teacher receives is at least one or two thirds of a class groaning. To any parent or to any person in general it can be a shock to learn that a student’s undesirable attitude towards homework can affect a student’s grade. Though this is a small defect, it can still affect a student’s optimism towards any social activity in class that is housing the current lesson.

Though parents( according to Time) are “worried their kids are losing a potential academic advantage.” They really are wrong.. But the loads of homework that are given to student can be very stressful. Sure a few projects or two for a lesson are good, but homework that is given four or five times  a day can stress a student. Stress is very dangerous for a grown woman or man’s health. Just imagine what it could do to a teenager, or even a child. This can affect physical and mental health in dangerous ways. And medical procedures can have many defects. About one hundred years ago, doctors “were testifying if book bags with books inside are bending a child’s spine.” Now we are debating whether or not we should let children have physical and mental health defects. I personally think that students should live a healthy, educated life.