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We are the dreamers of tomorrow.

  • Okay just to get this out of my list of Things I Regret and am a Hypocrite for Doing, I once again apologize for not constantly posting. And I know I have some excuse every time but legitimately have had so many projects and assignments due and I try not to procrastinate and we’ve just been really busy I general. And I am sorry for being and idiotic, selfish person. But I have loads of ideas I want to share so don’t worry. Fear not readers. 

This generation, frankly, confuses me. I mean, first of all, half the people at school don’t even now what a VCR is. And don’t even try asking one of the sixth graders this year if they know what a floppy disk is because you will never get the answer you anticipate. Teachers have to actually explain to students what a typewriter is. They have to explain that there was no internet a few decades ago. I mean last year, you could expect at least every student to say that the worst possible situation that they can ever encounter in there life would be no internet. WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO SHALLOW FELLOW PEOPLES OF THE MIDDLE SCHOOL. I mean I have met new people and befriended plenty of students. But I’ve met a handful of other people my age who say they hate to read. And in my case that’s just, sad. But I can’t judge someones opinion.
Another problem with this generation is that people will take things you say the completely wrong way. Like they will turn an innocent conversation into a battle of the uncultivated.

The 216 words written above are my point of view. And mine only. Because I have witnessed this since the start of fifth grade.

Those who criticize this generation forget who raised it.

Today I’m not here to tell off this generation or any engenderment in particular. I’m here to sustain and fight against people who do excoriate it because of what they think we are like.

If you have read my blog since the first post, then you obviously understand that I have a huge thing against stereotypical statements directed towards topics that shouldn’t be stereotyped or have a mediocre definition. This is a similar situation.

About a week before, after school,  I was chatting with my friends Reñee, Carmen, Caleb, and Daniel. As we walked to the elementary school, I saw a group of sixth grade boys and girls jumping the fence dividing the elementary and middle school, scaring the little kindergartners in the garden. They started laughing hysterically when a little boy started crying. We all looked at them with disgust. The teacher was walking towards them and told them to never do that. When that was done they just walked along, acting like a bunch of jerks. They were beside my group of friends but didn’t acknowledge our presence. I saw one tall dude holding a flute case and banging it against the floor, scratching the case and damaging the latches. I was furious. He was treating an instrument like trash. He wasn’t respecting it’s value.

I broke away from my friends and walked up to the boy. They all stopped,  my friends and the sixth graders. “I’m sorry but your not treating that flute properly.” I said simply. “Who are you tell me what to do? I bet you don’t even now how to play this instrument Short Girl.” I rolled my eyes and walked to the spot I was originally in. My flute was placed there. I picked it up and showed it to him. I new he could visibly see the piece of tape on my flute indicating my grade, instrument, which band I was in, and that I was first chair in my band. “I’m sorry, but are you aware that looks aren’t everything?” I said. He looked shocked and clearly embarrassed. “Why don’t you just shut up ?” He said, weakly attempting to have a comeback. “Yeah, well it’s funny how the people who know me the least have the most to say.” I said.

I turned and walked back and picked up my stuff, walking with my(now shocked)friends. Then the sixth grade jerks came back.

They started looking at us and snickering, looking at Carmen, with her Harry Potter shirt, Reñee with her huge unicorn sweatshirt, and me, my black hoodie, and a Divergent book in my hand. “Oh my god, book worm much? Look at her, who reads books like that anyway? What a nerd, so dumb.” One of the sixth grade girl’s said in a snarky voice. I had my hood on my head, my hair tucked inside, so they probably didn’t think that I was listening. But, oh I was. My friends looked enraged and Carmen looked like she wanted to cry. But I just loudly said “Is that right? Then what have you accomplished in your life that makes you Einstein?” I said with the shrug of my shoulders. My friends glared at them and stood by me as the sixth graders just looked at me like I was a madwoman. We just walked away. 

I was able to tell that they thought of themselves as the “popular” kids of the grade from the way they walked and talked like they ran the world. They were the type that couldn’t live without their phones or even be caught with a book.  

This is the side of my generation that many people think is the whole. 

But no. Every generation brings a whole new set of doctors, writers, engineers, scientists, musicians, teachers, artists, marines, mothers, fathers, storytellers. 

Humans. 

My friends and I aren’t the normal bunch of people who talk about homework, what our mile times were, etc. (well actually we do but your missing the point.) instead we talk about life, our goals, and what we want to do as people.( Okay, and we occasionally emphasize about theories based on our favorite book series’s but that’s not the case either) The generation I have been born into surprises me everyday with everyone’s point of view and stories to tell. The 6th graders are curious of the new environment that is the homebase of there newly standardized education. The 7th graders growing their mindset and logistics towards life. The 8th graders are the superiors of the school. Having decided and found who they are and what there meant to be for the time being. Thus letting them grow or stay the same. 
Well at least that’s what I see. I mean it’s not like I have met every single student in the student body let alone this generation. But still.

I hear adults talk to each other and say things like, “This generation doesn’t even realize what life was like back then” or “they are so spoiled, the future is going to be catastrophic. No ones gonna even know what a flip phone is!” I personally get offended and hurt by these comments. We are humans to!( I don’t mean to offend anyone by the words I speak. I really don’t mean it towards anyone in particular.) Whatever happened to this generation will bring great things. 

I mean don’t get me wrong, I am still questioning what this civilization has come to. But it doesn’t mean you have to stereotype of what you see most of the time. I and my fellow students and peers refuse to be pushed into mediocrity! We all have hopes and dreams. We have goals that we try our best to successfully accomplish. We all want to make our parents and superiors proud to have us as their descendant or acquaintances. We really do. We all yearn for that. Our parents pride to shine towards us. We all want to help in our communities. I mean we aren’t just mindless teenagers who feed off of the LIKES we get on social media and Starbucks drinks. We are human. We have souls and minds. I mean what genius made up the theory that as “more generations come, the more stupid they get” thing. What the heck is up with that?!?! 

Anyway I just wanted to get this posted because honestly. It’s such a touchy subject! How long is it gonna take for someone to get the guts to speak out and tell everyone, “ HEY WE AREN’T THE BRAINWASHED IDIOTS YOU THINK WE ARE!” 

So I hope you guys reading learned something and even if you didn’t, I hope you enjoyed me ranting like an idiot. 

Signing off. 

~ Kanmani Harivenkatesh 

 And remember. 

 We are the dreamers of tomorrow.

A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies. The man who never reads only lives one. – George R.R. Martin

My love for reading and literature began when I was in first grade. I went to a reading intervention class to help me understand the concepts of reading and to encourage myself to read things that can challenge me. Really that class was probably what really set me off. It was like a flip switched, as soon as I mastered reading simple words I went on to harder texts that can challenge a reader my age. Soon I started taking an interest in reading books that had a page span of thirty to forty pages. I was(and still am)always drinking for knowledge. I hated being inhibited from such things that I needed answers from. By third grade, our teacher in school started reading us stories and letting us look up the authors who wrote the books. I scoured through articles and read more and more about the magical people who used a pen like a spellbinding wand to create magical pieces of text that I come to always love.

But then I started thinking to myself:

I wanna be like those people.

I wanna change peoples idea of the world,

I wanna make magic.

So there I was scrawling down furiously on the paper each day, a new idea developing in my head, a flower slowing starting to blossom.

That was probably one of the moments in my life that really created an indent in who I have become now. I mean the nine year old me was the most frail, meager, simple girl. I didn’t exactly know who I was going to become. I wanted to know. Art and music were one thing. But books are my true escape. Just like placing a brush on paper and letting it glide, or holding a deep, melodic note, and letting it flow. Sixth grade was my breaking point, I was nothing, and everything. I wrote, I painted, I drew, I played music. Everything I do has a purpose. I paint and draw because it calms me, because knowing that I can create things, it’s an amazing feeling. To make music, to play it with an actual instrument, to let my fingers do such movements and make such sounds with the help of a whole army of other players, and writing. The basis of what I think is what makes me who I am. I don’t think I can live without the arts, literature, let alone words.

I write because I want to spread messages. to change peoples perspectives of the world, to make magic.

There are so many books in the world. So many books, so little time. So many words waiting to be read by an eager peer.

Over the summer I had checked out a bunch of books to keep myself occupied when school wasn’t an option for the next two and a half months. Books are always my number one option for when I want to entertain myself, I can ignore the rest of the world, letting myself be absorbed by the music playing in my earbuds, and the words stamping themselves into my brain. By the end of the week, books sat dog-eared, book marked, or half open, scattered across my room like birds resting for the long flight to the southern regions for warmth. This process started continuing on. I found new books that I came to love with all the free time on my hands.

One day, my dad took me and my brother to the library, there was still a month and a half until school started again and I for one was reading so many books, so many thoughts were going on in my head, so as I roamed through the hundreds of books and breathed in the smell of magic and old and new pages, I didn’t seem to notice that I was about to ram into another boy in front of me. I being the stupid person I am continued reading the jacket of the book I was holding. But then I slipped and fell slamming into the boy, my knee length dress getting caught in one of the chairs. For the first time ever, I was happy that I had a small stature or I would’ve had a very painful fall. I was pinned to the floor, the books scattered along the floor. I was glad no one else was there in the room to see one of Kanmani’s Epic Fails in Action.

But then I saw the other boy rubbing his head as I just sat there like an idiot.

Shoot.

“Hey a-are you okay?” I asked, heat creeping up my neck. He looked up at me and met my eyes. He was really tall and skinny, I recognized him from somewhere but I couldn’t really place a finger on it. When he stood up straight I finally was able to make out the letters on his sweatshirt. It read: Sequoia Giants. As in representing Sequoia Middle School, the school I go to. I straightened myself and tried to look casual, I brushed of my dress and said “I’m so sorry, I didn’t see you there! Oh god I am so stupid.” I said, trying to pick up the books that fell out of my hands and to the floor. He bent down again and started picking up the books as well. As if he read my mind he said “Do I know you from somewhere?” He said as he handed me a book that fell out of the small stack in my hand. Luckily I only had three books so I didn’t drop any, so far. “Well, for starters, I go to Sequoia Middle School, I’m going into the seventh grade.” I said, starting to relax. He seemed a bit shocked at first, then relieved, then very happy. For what reason, I don’t know. “So we go to the same school, are going to be in the same grade, but we don’t hang out together at school?” He said wiggling his eyebrows. He then pointed to one of the books in my hand, a Heroes of Olympus book to be exact. It was actually the most heavy and had the widest width out of all the books I was holding so it was obviously recognizable.

“Y-you’ve read the books too?” I said, you could tell by the tone in my voice I was clearly shocked.

“Are you kidding? I’ve read every book by Rick Riordan!” He said. I grinned widely and so did he.

“You don’t happen to have read Harry Potter have you?” I asked hopefully.

“Are you serious!? I’ve read every book! Oh god which Hogwarts house are you?” He asked curiously.

“I’m half Ravenclaw half Gryffindor.” I said, becoming excited that I have met a person who shares my weird interests at the same crazy level as I.

“I’m a Gryffindor! Wait, who’s your Greek God genesis? I’m a son of Poseidon. I’m guessing your a daughter of Athena then?” He eyes the books in my hands and my glasses.(Poseidon is the Greek God of the sea). (Athena is the Greek god of wisdom and warfare)

“I’m in fact Athenian. I can’t believe we’ve never talked last year!” I said.

Ever since then, we looked for each other on the first day of school and instantly became the dynamic duo. At school we are always together. I was quite surprised that his other friends were my friends as well. So we all get along well.

So the point of that whole section in this post is that books bring people together in so many different ways, more ways than one.

So I honestly don’t exactly know what I was trying to accomplish in this post. I guess the first day of school really flipped a switch in me. I mean in the first two hours i managed to meet people that I barely talked to last year and then became close to them. All because we all shared something that not a lot of people can muster. We all poured our hearts out, telling each other our interests, sharing the books we’ve read. On that day, I brought along one of my books from home and passed it around to my friends. Each of them commented on what they liked about the book or if they are interest in reading it in the future. So yeah, books are everything, words, writing, just plain down to earth stuff. So if you’re a person that doesn’t read often or doesn’t have the time, well just try to make time for it, if you can(no pressure) it’s really healthy for you mentally and physically. It makes you whole, it brings people together, you can learn about life just by reading. I mean, I’m always just like Why can’t I read all day everyday?

So yeah anyway just let books into your life. Trust me, it can change you and your life.

Here comes the sun, here comes the rain, standing in the eye of the hurricane.

Many of you may be familiar with the the events currently happening in the eastern parts of the United States, but if you don’t know, I’ll give you a hint. The key word in this post is hurricane. And no, today I’m not going to rant idiotically about some philosophy that doesn’t even make sense to most people. Today I’m going to talk about what is really going on. This isn’t a subject that I should be ignoring just because of my age. I mean I would be a hypocrite if I was just frolicking about in sunny California and be completely oblivious of the fact that there are people all the way on the other side of the country, struggling to not drown, or get trapped, or injured, or, well, die. But then again it’s extremely hard for anyone to ignore this topic due to the fact that it’s all over the news, and online articles. Okay, enough of this. I’m just gonna get it over with.

Hurricane Harvey had came and went, leaving a trail of death and destruction as it departed Houston, Texas. But here’s a little of it’s brief history before I go into the aftermath:

Onset:

Hurricane Harvey was the first major hurricane to make landfall in American since Hurricane Wilma which had happened in 2005. Hurricane Harvey is now the most wettest tropical cyclone on record in the contiguous United States according to many online resources. Harvey managed to develop from a tropical wave to the east of the Lesser Antilles. According to Wikipedia, it reached tropical storm status on August 17. It weakened briefly but then regenerated. traveling and strengthening for an abrupt period of time.  On August 24th it rapidly intensified, becoming a hurricane later that day. Though intensification was slightly stalled from August 24-25. Harvey continued strengthening however, quickly attaining into a major hurricane and denominated as  a Category 4 stature later that day as well as hitting landfall in Rockport, Texas hours later at peak fervency.

The Aftermath:

Hurricane Harvey caused 70 confirmed deaths in the United States. Harvey being named the worst disaster in Texas History, people expecting the recovery of the area and state to take many years.

The floodwaters are told to be dangerous due to the many chemicals that may have been released from the damage mainly E. coli and coliform bacteria. The levels of it are so high that they can even cause a flesh eating disease to lurk in the waters. Creatures that dwell in water seem to bide in the floodwaters in neighborhoods, such as alligators, groups of fire ants and mosquitoes. The floodwaters contain a variety of lethal toxins and carcinogens. The water contains a number of hazards to the environment and human health.

Supplementary Information:

Formed on August 17. 2017.

Dissipated on September 2, 2017.

Fatalities: 70 confirmed in United States: One confirmed in Guyana.

Areas Affected: Windward Islands, Suriname, Guyana, Nicaragua, Honduras, Belize, Yucatán, Peninsula, United States( particularly Louisiana, Texas.)

  • Above is a picture of Harvey nearing peak intensity, prior to reaching landfall in southern Texas. On August 24-25.

Not long after the hurricane ended, my school started putting small little boxes labeled Harvey Donations around the campus. During lunch I spotted two girls standing all the way across the Multi Use Room one girl holding a box with a little slit, another girl holding a heart shaped sign saying: Please donate to those who have lost everything to Hurricane Harvey! Any amount is acceptable. I unzipped one pocket from my backpack and slipped out a five dollar bill from my wallet. “What are you doing?” One of my friends asked, he gave me a curious look as I nodded my head towards the direction of the girls with the donation. When he finally reached where my eyes led him, he just nodded.

“I can’t believe I was stupid enough to not bring at least some pocket cash!” He pouted at me as I ruffled his hair. “Hey it’s okay, you can probably donate tomorrow or something. Well at least you want to donate, it seems no one else has the guts to walk up to them and just give money to the people who need it.” I said. “I guess people want to save there dignity.” He said with an edge in his tone. I got out of my seat and stepped over the backpacks that littered the floor along the walkway between the two tables. I walked up to the two girls and simply said “Um, so I just want to donate, um, its not really, uh, that much. Sorry, I wish I could give more.” I said shyly. They both looked at me, one girl locked eyes with me and smiled. I tugged at my jacket pocket and pulled out the five dollar bill. The other girl holding the box said ‘Really? Are you sure?” I nodded my head and slipped the five dollars into the box. I gave them a warm smile before returning to my table.

But just as I sat down, my friend Arwen hopped out of her seat, twenty five dollars in hand. She walked up to the girls as well. I am so proud of her. She basically made my day. But i soon became distracted as we talked about the effects of the hurricane, and we all hoped nothing like this would happen anytime soon.

A few days later, I was standing around with my friends out on the black top under a huge tree. We were just talking because it was the fifteen minute break before second period started. Then one of my friends asked “Did you guys here about Hurricane Irma? You know the one in Florida?” We all whipped our heads around and towards our friend, our minds drinking for more knowledge of the knew topic that has now reached the surface. After school, he showed us a video on his phone. It looked big, and it looked deadly. And just as we thought it would be over and knew storm has arrived. (I’m not going to be adding the deaths this time because I just think it’s just gonna get more depressing)

Onset: Hurricane Irma is and extremely powerful tropical cyclone that has just recently made landfall at the United States as what it is now known as a major hurricane. As well as the most intense hurricane noted in over a decade for the Atlantic ocean. It is also the most intense hurricane to hit since Hurricane Katrina in 2005.

Irma developed on August 30, and like Hurricane Harvey, from a tropical wave. Rapidly intensifying after formation it was still on it’s trail, becoming a Category 2 hurricane within twenty four hours. Become a Category 3 hurricane (major hurricane) shortly afterwards. On the 5th of September it became a Category 5 hurricane reaching peak intensity at the mere start of day. It dropped back to Category 3 after reaching landfall in Florida. Weakening to a Category 2 later that day. Hurricane Irma is now the first major hurricane to hit Florida since Hurricane Wilma in 2005.

So Far: It has made catastrophic damage in Barbuda, Saint Martin, Anguilla, Virgin Islands, and Saint Barthelemy as a Category 5 hurricane. Warnings have been sent across different areas were the hurricane will hit in the state of Florida, so people can prepare, and/or flee from there homes and to shelters.

My Point of View: What I hate most about this whole situation is that I’m completely powerless against it. I can’t pick someone up who is run down. I mean what can I do? I live in freaking California. In the other side of the country. So far, the only thing I actually did was donate five crummy dollars. I feel so sad and scared for the people who are experiencing this. Every time I imagine myself in those places, I just get so scared just thinking of it. I give my best to those people out there who are there right now. Even though they can’t see this. Stay strong everyone. And as Albus Dumbledore said in Harry Potter:

“Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, when one only remembers to turn on the light.”

 

 

And into the forest I go, to lose my mind and find my soul. – Unknown

My eye’s fluttered open, quickly flicking towards the blinds that were slightly cracked open, giving me brief looks of the drowsy world outside. The sky was a bloodless blue, puffs of clouds stretched along the sky like cotton balls. The outside was still. Silent. Lifeless. But not in our apartment. My mom and dad were awake. My mom already in her clothing for our trip. I slowly got out of bed. Trying to push away the temptations of crawling back into bed and hiding from the world. But alas, I had to force that thought into the depths of my brain just out of my reach, before I succeeded in that factor. If you can’t tell already, I am not a morning person. See the thing with me is that I will either be drawing, reading, or just staring at the ceiling thinking about life for like two hours or so before going to bed. And then in the morning my sibling and my parents have found that i have slept until noon, or I find my little sister who is literally only 26 inches tall, crawling along my abdomen, crushing my gut with her feet, and managing to get her saliva on my face.

Anyway, with the speed of a very old sloth, I brushed my teeth, took a shower and got dressed( remember the last time I wrote about Yosemite, I wrote that my parents made me change my clothing? Well lets just say that happened multiple times this time. So just imagine what I wrote before but two or three times more.) Let’s just say that after THAT experience my parents and I were all really agitated. Soon we were all laced up into our shoes. I stood there in my extremely worn Levis. My heels clicking against the cement steps that led to the parking lot.

As soon as we all buckled our seat belts, the car was started.

“LeT’s Go EvErYbOdY!” My dad yelled. I covered my little sisters ears expecting what was soon to come. I made the right choice.

My little sister started crying because I was covering her ears so she got irritated. So my dad being the GENIUS he is started singing SO OFF KEY that I almost WENT DEAF. I cringed as I took my palms off of Thulasi’s ears.

“RoCkAbYe BaBy On ThE TrEe ToOoOoOoP WheEeEeENnNn ThE WiNd BlOwS tHe CrAdLe WiLl RoOoOoOoOoCk. WhEn ThE bOw BrEa-”

“AaAaAaAaAaAahHhHhHhHhHhHhHhH! StOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoP! I screeched. Luckily my little sister squealed in agreement(or maybe that’s just me).

Anyway, we continued driving along. My parents were super peppy and my little sister and my little brother were both at the same level of non-drowsiness ness( is that even a word? ) I on the other hand, not so much. I’m not accustomed to waking up at six thirty in the morning over the summer. So I was just sitting there looking like I haven’t slept in a week. I was dying on the inside, and I looked like it on the outside. So in order to regain my composure I slept in ten to fifteen minute time periods and then woke, watched my surroundings for a bit, and then got back to sleep. Yosemite was 149.5 miles away, therefore it would take two hours and 56 minutes to actually get there.

We stopped at a Costco parking lot about one or two hour’s after we started driving from home to freshen up. I stepped out of the car, but my feet felt like mush. I stumbled as I walked to where my dad and my brother were seated, along with my little sister in my dads lap, fussing with his fingers, trying to stick them in her little mouth to bite them. I sat beside my dad, curled up into a little ball of lethargic energy(I was still quite worn down) I started playing with a little fire ant that was beside the toe of my shoes. I watched as it moved along, dodging weeds that were growing from the cracks in the dry road. It looked as if the little insect was dancing or something. Suddenly my dad plopped my little sister on my lap and walked back to the car and opened the trunk to put a bunch of snacks out in the front of the car for the road.

My mother plunked herself to my right as my little brother ran( okay I’m being honest here, when he runs it’s like he’s dodging or something, so it doesn’t even look like he’s running) to the car to torment my father. My dad came back with his phone out and started telling us to look up at him. But Apollo was not being kind to the world today( Apollo is the Greek God of the Sun and countless other things) As soon as we started complaining that the sun was destroying our eye sight my dad INSTANTLY said:

“Oh come on you guys, Vitamin D is good for you!”

“I know Vitamin D is good for me but the amount of UVB- rays reaching my exposed skin is gonna make me pass out.” I retorted.

“Just one more, alright?” He said.

“FINE. But just ONE. NUMERO UNO. NUMMER EINS. NUMERUS UNUS.” I said( Numero Uno is Spanish for one. Nummer Eins is German for one. And Numerus Unus is Latin for one)

“Okay okay, look at the camera!” He said. I instead glared at him as the sun shined directly into my poor unfortunate pupils.

Five or ten minutes later, we all walked back and sat down, buckling our seat belts. My dad started the car. I watched the windows on either side of me. We passed by houses, farms, and fields with cattle roaming about. I saw rows and rows of olive and grape tree’s, the tree’s giving of a tint in the crisp, fertile air. The leaves danced in the subtle air, the branches swaying along. The windows in the car were wide open, as we drove the speed of the wind coming in increased. I hadn’t tied my hair back so my hair was lapping against my face due to the force of the wind. I asked my mom repeatedly if she had an extra hair tie but each time she said she didn’t. So there I sat. A black hurricane sweeping my face. But I adore the feeling of wind in my hair and face. It makes me feel so free and alive, just like the rain does.

We stopped at a gas station near by for a break and to use the restroom. I unbuckled my seat belt and my little sister’s too. I stretched on my seat like a cat, cracking my knuckles( and legitimately scaring brother have to death just by doing that ). After informing my brother that I didn’t just break both sets of my fingers, I grabbed the tube of Pringles chips and opened it. I didn’t eat anything since I was asleep moments before so I was starving. My dad went into the gas station to get my brother something to eat because my brother honestly looked like he was on the verge of passing out from either motion sickness, or just being plain tired.

Anyway, my dad came back with three ice creams, one pistachio, one raisin(???) and one that was supposed to be lemon but tasted like rotting sugar on a stick. All of them tasted disgusting to us.

My dad took my brother to the portable restrooms that were standing a few feet from our car. I got my little sister out of her seat and handed her to my mother so she could be fed( my little sister, not my mom.) A few moments later I heard a THUMP from the distance. I turned to see my brother literally tumbling out of the door and landing face first onto the ground. I laughed( I know I’m heartless XD) because usually I’m the clumsiest one in our family. Once the boys came back my mom and I took our turns. I don’t think I want to describe it though.

Anyway, we were all back in the car just hanging out. Soon we were back on the road, I was up and alert, my sleepiness completely disintegrating to the back of my head. I watched the buildings change to little shacks, the concrete turning into grass and wheat, electricity lines turning into trees.

I played with my little sister and cooed when she smiled. I don’t know, but, something about little babies just hooks me. I mean with there huge eyes, little fingers and toes, there little smiles. Thulasi looked up at me with those glassy black eyes, laughing and giggling, her arms flailing. She is always fascinated by with fingers and my arms. What with the my watch and occasional bracelets. Her grubby little fingers were clinging onto my fingers in a motion saying “Don’t you dare let go!”

I won’t.

My dad continued to update us on how close we were to Mariposa. Mariposa is the area that you go to before entering Yosemite. We stopped there so my dad could pick up sandwhichs we could eat when we got to the hotel. The rest of us stayed in the car. The heat was starting to get to me and I couldn’t stand it, so I tried distracting myself. I looked at my surrounding. The place reminded me of a small town in a book that I read a few years ago. I saw a woman holding her phone, crooking her neck in a very dangerous angle(unfortunately for her neck) and then, surprise, surprise. She banged her head on a pole in front of her in the middle of walking and scrolling. And the fact that she had these clunky heels made it even worse for her.

Now lets clear something here, I was not staring, I just happened to see the woman as I was analyzing my surroundings. And honestly, I felt terrible for her as she walked away rubbing her forehead with the palm of her free hand.

Moments later I experienced a faint but painful tug on the left part of my hair. I turned and saw Thulasi clutching a fistful of hair( in my little sisters case, that is a small amount of hair). She started to go into a fit of giggles as I sang her nursery rhymes and clapped my hands to distract her from ripping out locks of my hair from the roots.

A little bit later, my dad came back with a bag and put it aside by my moms feet, along with the other contents at her feet( diaper bag, snack bag, purse, sandwich bag, etc.) My dad started the car and we were driving again, and with that we were all rewarded from a cheeky smile from my little sister. We have learned that she loves to ride in the car with the window wide open, the wind running in her hair and face.

I watched the small wooden shacks and buildings disappear and become replaced with dry fields and tree’s. It was just us, the road, and the occasional accompany of one or two other cars. I watched as the amount of tree’s started to increase. Dense tree’s were now everywhere I looked, incredible hues of green bursting with life.

Soon we heard the crash and fall of water, the sound increasing. We all turned to the side in the which the sounds were heard and there was the water. Little trickles turning into streams, streams turning into forceful mediocre surges, and then a full river. Huge boulders being drenched constantly with water. I couldn’t tear my hungry eyes away. We finally had come to the toll booth, and then went past. I looked at the hills and saw that they reminded me of the aged skin of an elephant. The dry patches were like the wounded skin of the creature. I zeroed into the distance. I saw the bridge that you crossed and I whooped. I love crossing that bridge because the sounds of the river get amplified. It can shake me to the core. We drove closer and then finally we we started crossing. The river almost looked like milk, creamy and white. But lethal and deadly. Even if one person falls…. They’re done. Dead. Ceased. Departed. Obliterated. Annihilated. Okay I just brought this into a really depressing turn. Ehe, sorry.

Occasionally, the view of the river would be blocked by the opaque groups of tree’s, or a massive boulder. The rock formations fascinated me. Especially since erosion happened a lot in areas like this.

We were driving to Cedar Lodge. We have stayed in the hotel in our previous trips so we were quite familiar with the area. We were going to be staying here for the night and then leave the next day. We drove and watched our surroundings, We planned on eating lunch when we reached the hotel area, maybe hang out and just take a break for a bit at the hotel, and then get back on the road to go straight to Glacier Peak and maybe go to Yosemite Falls before or after that. Seeing the waterfalls and going to see the rivers are always my most desired parts of our trips here. Feeling light sprinkles of water hitting my face and other exposed parts of my body. from the sky. I love the feel of the rivers rushing through, undergoing in my fingers and tickling my skin. Along the way, my parents talked and I played with my little sister and watched the landscape. My brother still looked like he was gonna pass out.

I guided Thulasi’s eyes to her window and showed her everything. I explained to her what everything was. Along with her constant babbling and giggles she wouldn’t point at the window. I would nod my head and talk to her like i understood every word she said.

“Etha.”

“Oh, wow what a great observation.”

“Ababababa”

“Wow so interesting!”

“AaAaAaAaAa, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!”

“Oh really? Is that right?

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!”

“Tha.”

“You are so right Thulasi.”

“Da.”

“No need to thank me little lady.”

“AaAaAaAaAaAaAaAaAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.”

“Kay.”

In the end of that conversation there I honestly thought she was trying to start a war. What with her and her babbles starting to sound like war cries. Or maybe she just wanted me to shut up and let her enjoy the view in peace. This kind of reminded me of a conversation I had with my dad a few weeks before:

“Kanmani what are you reading?”

“The Hunger Games.”

“I thought you already read that series, considering the fact that you lectured me about it for a straight fifteen to twenty minutes about it.”

“Well I am reading the books again because SOMEONE refuses to take me to the library, because that certain SOMEONE is to busy to spend a mere FIFTEEN MINUTES TO LET THEIR DAUGHTER GET BOOKS IN A LIBRARY.”

“And that certain SOMEONE is y-”

“LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA”

“Let me finish my sen-”

“LALALALALALALALALALA.” He walked away with his pointer fingers plugged in both ears. Still yelling obnoxiously.

“I have a father with the good nature of a spoiled child.”

Anyway as I was having a flashback, my little sister started fussing so I snapped out of my daze and handed her, a little baby teether. I learned that it comes in handy when driving. But at the moment…

Not so much.

When I handed it to her she just flung it at my face. One of the little bead thingys making me temporarily blind in my left eye for like two minutes. Once my vision cleared once again, I let her fiddle with my fingers for a bit. That experiment ended up with her biting my index finger. And let me tell you, a babies two little teeth may look like nothing at all but merely just little peaks of white in their gums but, oh no no no, you got it all wrong. Being bitten with those two little teeth can result to whatever part of you that was bitten into a red, throbbing pain in the neck(literally). With my finger still throbbing and the little teeth marks turning from red, to blue, to purple, I decided to just let her play with a little plush book toy thingy.

We inched nearer to the parking lot of Cedar Lodge. We were supposed to check in a few hours later so we had plenty of time for lunch.

My brother looked a little green at the edges so I shoved a plastic baggy that smelled like baby powder under his mouth and he heaved. While that happened my mom handed me a big brown bag with the Subway sandwiches and the plastic water bottles, and I followed my dad into this area with picnic tables and a bunch of chairs sprawled about. My mom cut and passed out the sand whiches and we ate. I felt kind of odd because directly in front of that little area is the parking lot and apparently they were doing construction or something because the sounds of them working always broke the air. My dad got up from his place in the chair and walked away to look at the view of the river.

“OH MY GOD!” A screech pierced the silence, apparently the sound slipped from my dad.

“What?” I said in sync to my mother.

“OHMYGOD!”

“WhAt?!”

“OHMYGOD!”

“WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU EVEN OHMYGODDING ABOUT DAD?!?!” I yelled in annoyance.

“DON’T WASTE YOUR TIME TALKING COME UP HERE AND LOOK DOWN!” He said to me and my mom.

I walked up and then my mind and mouth imitated my fathers actions briefly before:

“Oh. My. God.” My jaw dropped.

“I know.”

“Oh my god.’

“I know.”

“OH.MY.GOD”

“I.KNOW.”

“OHMYGOD!!”

“IKNOW!!”

Down below there was the river and near the shallow end where there was the shore was a large, broad strip of sand. It was the perfect place to settle down and eat and put our feet and hands in the water. My dad seemed to have the same idea.

“Gather everything up and help your mom bring the stuff down there.”

I helped my mom and she and I walked down and saw my dad seated in one of the two chairs already there.

I lost total regulation over myself and instantly kicked off my shoes, the pebbles and small rocks and sand crunching under my feet as I marched my way towards the shallow water. I rolled up my pants and waded my feet in the water. It was freezing but I didn’t care. After being in a car for long periods of time really made my body much less stabilized. The river water was fresh and cleansed and refreshed my body. Each wave of bitter cold that hit me made me feel alive and raw( does that make sense?) I loved how soft the sand was underneath my feet. This sand was the patch that was being hit by water, only sand stood. Other small rocks and pebbles were pushed away to either end. The sand soft and frictionless. I took my glasses and my watch of and stuck them in my shoes before I severely damaged them with my childlike ways around water and sand.

(I found the watch months before when I was looking at my dad’s old watches in his watch box. I came across one watch that had a pristine face, the numbers written in Roman Numerals. The band was a deep burnt umber, almost black leather. I put it on my wrist and for some reason it looked like it belonged there. I recognized the watch from old photos of my dad. I showed it to my mom and she scrunched up her face when she saw that I was wearing a man’s watch. I ran down the steps and found my dad seated on the couch. I asked him if it was his watch. He obviously knew that i knew it was his. But he knew that I didn’t know it’s story. The watch used to belong to my grandfather but he had died a year before I was born. Then my dad wore this watch. My dad told me that the leather strap had been replaced once but then never again. I stared at the watch resting on my wrist like a long lost memory waiting to be found. My dad asked me that if I promised to keep it safe, I could have it. I grinned with glee. I finally had a piece of my grandfather with me. Passed from a grandfather to a father, to me. Ever since then a day never passed without me wearing our watch. I didn’t want the watch to receive water damage so I took it off. I didn’t want to destroy something so precious to me and others.)

The amount of time that we decided to spend in the little secret beach area accumulated as the time passed.

I stood in the water until my feet went numb. I sat in one of the chairs beside my mom. My little sister was unbuckled from her car seat and seated beside my mom as if she was in a little throne. I stood up and sat in the seat closer to Thulasi. Since she was free from the seat belt, she was squirming around touching the sand. But then she picked up sand that was equivalent to the mass of the contents of a teaspoon, most of the sand falling back to the ground but she attempted to put the rest of the contents into her mouth.

“THULASI NO!” Shrieked my mother as she put the bits of sand back onto the ground. We all laughed as my mom picked up my little sister and put her in her lap.

I had abandoned my appetite and spent my time there putting my feet and hands in the water. Moments before consisted of my dad and I talking about how the parasites and other things in river water can potentially kill you and make you have a slow and painful death.

I really don’t think I should get into that.

I sat down beside my dad in a chair, my feet dipped in the water, and I staring at the landscape around me. Tree’s were everywhere, on the hills, behind and beside us, and some fallen tree trunks drowned in the shallow end of the small shore.

My feet rested in the soft sand accompanied by the free flowing water. My calves were completely soaked, along with a quarter of my jeans. In between my toes were bits of sand. And my brother thought it was a great idea to dump a pile of sand on my head when I wasn’t looking. I managed to get the majority of the particles out, but there were still small amounts left that I couldn’t get at in between the weak tangles in my hair.

Honestly none of us expected to find such an amazing spot to spend time in. As I just sat there in the peace of it all, I thought a short poem that accommodated my perspicacity:

The glow of the scattered stars at night, the moon illuminating the river’s shine. The sweet hush in the gentle good night, the slow, alluring dying of the light.

I love a long winding, waiting road, taking me to a place that I cannot foresee, until the hills reveal a landscaped mystery.

The morning rise of the sun breaks the shadow of night. The coming and going of a saturated sunrise. The clouds praise the sun, the sun praises the sky. The sky praises the tree’s who praise the souls who pass by.

The rolling hills beam as we pass. The water waves and breaks our trance. The bears lurk in the obscurity of the forest, the mountains set fire to the there shadows before we take notice.

There is another sun and sky, unrecognizable in the land of metal and gilt. The sky is bare expect for it’s bloodless puffs of clouds, the sun a ball of air and light.

The wind whispers to the waiting tree’s, a simple yet stirring type of a gesture. The mass conjuring a body of wind and frond.

I have stepped in a word of yellow and gold, the water a swirling sea of silver and green.

The steadfast feel of sand in my toes, the bewitching glow of the maneuvering shore. The wind blowing constantly, the sweet taste of the ocean hanging in the air. The water, it calls me, telling me to defy the space between me and them.

I broke out of my trance when my dad said ” Soooooooooo, shall we pack it up? We gotta check in to the hotel soon.” I pouted as I walked barefoot on the path, my shoes hanging from my fingers by the laces. I put on my watch and stuck the rocks and pebbles I found in my pocket so I can put them in my satchel when I can access it. The ground was so hot. And we were all walking around barefoot. I hopped about until we reached this small patch of grass and put on our shoes. I put my glasses on the bridge of my nose and strapped on my watch onto my wrist. We reached the car and dropped our stuff in there. I stuffed the rocks I collected into my satchel and ran to the shady area in which my dad was seated in a wooden bench. I scrambled to find where my brother went.

I was stupid enough to mistake him for a tree.

We walked into the large lobby area. There were glass cases with these vintage looking dolls and a bunch of teddy bears. Apparently they were for sale. There was this cute little doll that looked like a younger version of Sacagawea. But the clothing was all wrong. I pointed it out to my mom and she smiled. I walked around.

The dolls kinda creeped me out after a while so I walked away and looked at the other side of the room that extended to be a gift shop.

No one seemed to be there so I just roamed along. I saw a bunch of trinkets and shirts, hats and coasters with the words Yosemite stamped or pressed on them. I saw in a small crack in the corner of the room a small little green sprout. It looked exorbitantly close to deteriorating. I poured water into the cap of the plastic bottle that I was holding and poured it slowly over the young bud. I capped the bottle and I walked to this little box that was displaying these pens that had the heads of deer on the top of the cap. I was beaming at this incredible painting of the Half Dome that was splayed along the wall, but due to my very short stature my head went all the way back and actually touched the small of my neck.

Though that didn’t stop me from staring at it incessantly. I touched the strokes that almost seemed invisible to the naked eye. I hesitated as the tips of my fingers reached the familiar texture of a painted canvas. I instantly pulled my hand back when from the corner of my eye I saw a couple admiring the painting as well. They smiled at me and I sheepishly returned the gesture.

I bet in their heads they were like: “Why is that petite girl touching that painting? She looks ridiculous trying to reach up to that height.”

They probably didn’t actually think that but still.

I shuffled back to where my mom and my brother were seated on a big black couch. I sat, but the instant I did my dad came back and opened the door so we could grab our stuff and go to the hotel. I sluggishly slid of the couch and walked through the door, the blistering heat hit me like a punch to the face.

If I were able, I would’ve punched it right back.

My dad told my mom, brother, and I to find the room, while he drove the car to parking spot that would be close. Luckily we found the room and we grabbed our stuff from the car. I grabbed my satchel, and a smallish medium sized-ish duffel bag that had my clothes and my mom’s.

My mom told me to give them to her so I can help my dad grab a few more things. I also handed my mom the key card that gave us access to the room. I grabbed the snack bag and Thulasi’s diaper bag and climbed up the cement steps. I smiled at one of the staff who was stacking fresh towels onto his cart.

It’s funny how when you smile, that person smile’s back. And even after you have walked away, they sometimes even still remain smiling.

My mom left the door open halfway for my dad and I so I walked right in.

The room was really nice, two beds, an armoire, a bathroom, a couch, ceiling fan, and the air conditioning was already running. I put the stuff I was holding next to the other bags. My little sister was sitting on one of the beds. My brother was sitting on the small couch, above it hung this really cool metal leaf art that really made the room cool. I flopped onto the bed that was adjacent to the one Thulasi was on. My dad walked in a told my mom how great he thought the room was.

“Move over.” My brother said. I retorted back:

“No way.”

“Geek.”

“Dweeb.”

“Dork.”

“Dimwit.”

“Doofus.”

I soon took extreme measures:

“I refuse to move over mortal!”

“Nerd!”

“I refuse to move muggle!”

I could tell he was running out of ideas.

“Fine! You.. you…. Butt….Nerd. Butt Nerd.”

Okay, my brother went a little off now.

“What the heck is a Butt Nerd?!”

“Why are you calling each other names?” My mom dove into the conversation.

“And what in the world is a Butt Nerd?” She questioned.

“Ask the genius who said it mother.” I jested.

While my little sister played, my dad napped, my mom did who knows what, and my brother was drawing on a little pad of paper that he had in his backpack.

I hopped down softly my feet my creating a faint thud. My dad stirred, I walked slowly towards my satchel and reached to open the pocket. I grabbed my Kindle and walked back to the bed, in the process of retrieving my device, I snatched the bag of veggie chips. I sat there, quietly munching and reading. It was two o’clock, and we planned on getting back on the road to Glacier Peak at three.

But we definitely needed a break from driving around non-stop.

It felt lovely to just relax, and stretch, without the sun burning us to a crisp. It was nice to have some sense of pe-

“WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!”

And… My sister started to bawl her eyes out.

I hoisted her up and let her cling to my hip. I put her on my shoulder, patting her back, hushing her. Eventually she fell asleep, so I gently put her down beside my dad, I pulled up a chair and put it beside the bed, I sat down and continued my decent through the extent’s of my book.

Eventually my father and sister woke up and my mom decided that we should split the rest of the sandwiches before we leave.

In a lot of scenarios throughout my life,( trips, walks, drives, etc, )my mother can be EXCEEDINGLY fabricated. For example I would ask her for fun if she had an avocado in the hotel we stayed in at Yosemite. Then she would literally hand me a FREAKING AVOCADO and then ask if i need her to dice tomatoes, cut a lemon, and slice some onions so we can make guacamole. Another exemplification of this stereotypical situation with my mother is when we went to Mount Diablo and we were having a picnic. She literally brought at least five courses, plus a bunch of old plates and cups( that we never use at home) as well as, various types of fruit, and a bunch of other things.

Another time, we went for a walk and we started walking towards downtown, the sidewalk we were walking on seemed to quite dim and we didn’t want to step on an unfortunately stationed arthropod. So my mom decided to pull out a HEAVY DUTY FLASHLIGHT OUT OF HER FLIPPIN PURSE.

So it was no surprise when I saw that my mom brought the rice cooker, a kettle, and the toaster on this trip.

After about thirty minutes we all hauled into the car and started driving to Glacier Peak. The drive was quite long though there was no traffic. At one point we found a route to Bridal Veil Falls. But this wasn’t the path where all you did was look at it from a distance. “Come on it will be fun!” My dad said. I was actually thoroughly excited about walking to the path and up to where we could really see up it close. Especially since we were actually only going to see Yosemite Falls tomorrow. I always adore seeing Yosemite Falls up close, so seeing another waterfall would be awesome.I ran/military hopped, out of the car, my brother an obstacle in my path. I jumped out of the car, my brother on my trail. We all grabbed water bottles and I plucked my little brother’s fedora and put it on my head. My mom put on her baby carrier and my dad slipped Thulasi in. She looked adorable with her arms and legs just sticking out, and her head resting on my moms chest.

We hiked up the path, my dad and I looking ahead. My mom, my brother, and Thulasi close behind. As we creeped closer the sound of water slamming against rock elevated, water hitting my face in small doses. Finally the( well anticipated ) cataract came to view. The falling water kind of reminded me of locks of hair. Cascading down each hair either taking on a new texture or remaining it’s way. The water almost looked like cream with it’s depth and proliferation. We stood there, breathing in the crisp perfume of wet leaves My eyelashes were dotted with orbs of water, my skin freckled by the spray from the crashing water and wind. I couldn’t tear my eyes away, really it is not as simple a pantomime for me.

We stood there for a while that way, then my dad told me:

“Close your eyes and just don’t do anything, really feel it, it’s presence. Okay?”

“Okay.”

I close my eyes, the water that rested on my eyelashes trickling down my cheeks. This was a whole other way to experience something so, so.. Uh, I can’t even describe it! It’s just. I give up. Nothing can describe it unless you’re the waterfall itself. My dad and I continued standing there. There was this one girl standing on one of the rocks distanced away from the waterfall a little, she had this cloth sign that said TRAVEL MORE, apparently she was trying to get someone to take the picture of her holding it to be one of those “trendy” pictures you always find in social media. But with the wind blowing she almost fell backwards and the cloth kept blowing so it looked like it said: AVEL ORE. I rolled my eyes as she screeched for help when she dropped her high heeled shoes while her feet dangled impatiently for someone to retrieve it for her. Girl, it’s your problem that you’re wearing heels. We stood there for a bit longer, my mom decided to go back to the car with Thulasi. My dad and I decided to go back, my brother just waddling in front of us. (Don’t ask me why.)

We continued driving to Glacier Peak, stopping sometimes at some of the points that overlooked the majority of the landscape,( Half Dome, El Capitan, etc.) I started to get really agitated from being stuck in a car. I mean REALLY REALLY REALLY FLUSTERED. I started to let my complaints escape from my head and out my mouth.

“Ma ma ma, mummy, mama, mama, ma ma ma ma ma maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.” I dragged out.

“Yes Kanmani.” My mom sighed.

“Hi.”

When I’m bored I have a way of annoying people, and by people I mean my parents.

A LONG while later:

“WHERE HERE FINALLY. OH MY GOD.” I scrambled out of the car.

We walked towards the lookout area, but my dad decided to let my brother and I get ice cream at the General Store that was close by. I grabbed a strawberry cheesecake ice cream on a stick, my brother went off getting something else. Once my mom payed, we met my dad at one of the look out areas, waterfalls at almost every direction I turned. I bent down and looked at the cars driving below, like beetles scouring dirt roads. On one of the rocks that was jutting out of the infrastructure of the path we stood on, two men seemed to be standing on it, doing ridiculous things like pretending to jump of the edge. I rolled my eyes, my mom looked away, and my dad whispered the word “stupid” into my ear. A tall man standing beside my dad said “Idiots.” and then my dad replied with an “I know right!” We decided to go to our usual spot for looking at the view. It was this massive boulder, and underneath a thick bed of rock that we sat on, leaning our backs against the slab of rock behind us.

I took a few pictures with my dad’s phone, my dad geared with his DSLR camera. We both rested our devices and just looked, but then my dad’s phone rang. His ringtone was the James Bond theme, a man turned around and said “Whoever has that James Bond ringtone, I want it.” He chuckled. I smiled as my dad cheekily said “Hehe, that was mine.” He raised his hand like a student would in school when answering a question. Then the man walked away and started talking to another man about how his phone only made a DING DING DING sound that can really pick at your last nerve.

“This is how a REAL professional takes a picture.” My dad said with the familiar click of the camera and intimate look in his eyes. I made a sound that was a cross between of a snort, a goat’s bleat, and a laugh. But I have to admit, when my dad says he is gonna take a good picture, he takes a good picture. Anyway, the sun was hitting the Half Dome perfectly, making the body glow gold and aurelian. We had sat there for more than thirty minutes. Spending our time wisely staring, people came and went, mainly trying to catch a glimpse of the sunset hitting the outlook landscape. A lot of people were stupid enough to think it was a good idea to stand on the railing that was protecting people from falling 3,200 feet above Half Dome Village. A while later, we slowly walked back to the car, my mom huffing along the way. We all got in the car my dad started the car and we started driving, the tree’s passing by, some tree’s had sage, some were oak. My parents informed us to guess what my mom was making for dinner.

“Rice?”

“No.”

“Sandwiches?”

“No.”

“Pasta?”

“Close.”

“Noodles?!”

“Yes.”

“Wooohooo!”

“Wait, ma, how are you going to make noodles? In a toaster?!”

“No Kanmani, I’m going to use the cooker.”

I mentally gave myself a slap to the face. I mean obviously she can make noodles in a cooker, this is my mom we are talking about. Plus a cooker is a cooker, so yeah.

My brother fell asleep, then I felt a soft head of hair gently hit my hand, my little sister’s head to be exact. She had managed to fall asleep on the front of my hand. The soothing feel of her pulse made me sleepy.

A while later:

I blinked, we were still driving, tree’s on either side of the road. But then we saw a small group of people at the edge of the road. “OH MY GOD!” A woman had wailed. A scream that shook me to the core. I then saw a car that was laying sideways in the forest. It had fallen, possibly with passengers in it. My dad shook his had in sorrow, my mom bowed her head in despair. I silently hoped that , no one was hurt and that all will be well.

I went back to sleep, but the funny thing with this action is that once you go on and then wake up it feels like you had just rested your head. So when I dosed of and my mom woke me up when we got back to the hotel, it felt like I had only slept for a mere five minutes. We all went back to the hotel, grabbing whatever we may need in the hotel. As soon as I walked in I grabbed my pajamas and went straight to the bathroom to change. I sat on the bed my sister was seated on and played with her, she managed to get her hands on my Kindle. I mean I don’t even remember leaving it there.

My mom started up the noodles, my dad was watching something on the T.V., my brother was playing with Legos we brought from home and I was reading on my Kindle.

My mom had everything laid out, tomatoes and onions, salt, spices, noodles, tools to mix the noodles the vegetables in it, paper plates, etc. I watched as she cooked, my mouth watering from the steam.

Nightfall hit the sky hard. I sat there eating my plate of noodles, a bottle of cold water next to me. I read the book I was reading while eating. My dad stepped out with my little sister just outside the door. After my brother and I ate, my mom told us to eat a few apple slices before going to bed for digestion. I forced some down before my head hit the pillow. I thought about the day and was taken back to a quote I had read that was written by an anonymous:

Wanderlust consumed her;

foreign hearts and exotic minds compelled her.

She had a gypsy soul and a vibrant hope for the unknown.

Huh, I wonder who that could be…

 

 

The growling engine changing humanity itself: Technology.

Yesterday my parents told us that they had a surprise for us and that we should try to guess what it was until after lunch. My brother asked random questions from his excitement( he loves surprises) like:

“A hamster?”

“No.” My mom said.

“A dog?”

“No.”

“A bunny?”

“No.”

“Is it food?”

“Nope.”

“I give up.”

Through the time period of our question and answer trial, my assumptions were a bit more… Vivid in my own way:

“Sooooooo amma, is this so called surprise my binder dividers?” I have been torturing my parents to get me binder dividers because I need them for my math binder in seventh grade and school starts more or less in forty eight to seventy two hours. (The twenty second of August to be exact) I am quite desperate at the moment. Okay enough about my mind’s current torment. Back to the post.

“No Kanmani, appa said he will get them before schools starts. And the surprise is for everyone and you and Madhavan have to share it.”

“Okay…. So is this a material that will need my undivided attention?”

“Well, when your using it you have to just be a little careful.”

“Is this object of sorts biotic or abiotic?”

“Uh……”

“Living or non-living?” I defined the previous words.

“Non-living.”

“Will this be a crucial tool to my existence?”

“Erm……. Depends on how you use it and what you use it for, so I guess not that crucial but I guess crucial to your soul? I honestly don’t even know the answer to that question..”

“Oh here’s a follow up question, related to the previous question.”

“Okay.”

“Is this as important as oxygen, water, vitamins and minerals, and sleep?”

“I…. Uh… Um…. I…. Don’t…. Know.”

“I admit, I am having some trouble piecing this together.” I conceded with a shrug of my shoulders. Then my mom told my brother and i to go on upstairs for the surprise. She followed suite with my little sister clinging onto her hip. I clambered up the stairs, my attention fully on the book in my hand. My brother hopped on each step, two at a time and scrambled into the main bedroom where my dad was seated, he looked as excited as me when I found out when we were going to have a little baby sister months before Thulasi’s birth. And trust me, I was a whole other level of charged.

I flopped onto the bed as my father went into his computer storage closet. My mom sat beside me “Hey, maybe it’s the IPad Pro anf the Apple pencil that I’ve been wanting since Apple Camp started.” I snorted at my own joke. But my mom just grinned like she was insane. My dad came in with a huge Ebay box.

“Okay ready for the surprise?”

“YUP!” My brother said.

“Whatever.” I said with a wave of my hand, From past experiences, I wouldn’t have been surprised if his gift was another cardboard box with a paper inside saying “SIKE!”

“Okay, get ready.” He said before pulling out…… A used roll of clear tape.

I laughed hysterically along with my mom and sister with my brothers look of shock as my dad kept a poker face.

“Okay, okay, for real this time.” And then lo and behold….. a pack of paperclips.

“Okay, for real this time.” He said with a crazy grin that was equivalent to my mothers.

“I’m out. Peace.” I said about to crawl out of the bed. But my mother grabbed my wrist and pulled me back down. Man, that woman is strong…..

“Okay, here it is.” My dad said. And he pulled out two white boxes, one with the IPad Pro. The other smaller, thinner box with a picture of the Apple Pencil.

“OH MY GODS!” I screamed. (I bet you people heard me in Berlin. ) I nearly kicked my brother in the face. My brother wasn’t nearly as happy as I. His face was literally. Eh, another iPad with another fancy stylus, been there done that. These were tools that professional artists and writers used for their work. I felt like a hypocrite just touching and opening the boxes. I don’t deserve to have my hands on such competent technology that’s let alone, designed for competent people, who have competent jobs and hobbies, and are competent people who live competent lives! I’m ranting aren’t I. Yeah, sorry. Anyway, my parents let us touch it and my dad put on the protect glass covering, and a new black, rubber case on the IPad with a little loop that you could put the pencil in. My dad explained that the IPad Pro had something called “True Tone” that was first introduced through the IPad Pro. True tone adapts to the light in the area or room that you are in. Unlike previous pieces of technology where it would stay a bright titanium white. I was bewildered with this new thought brought to life by an incredible company. I asked my dad if this had split screen like in the Mac books and Apple desktop computers. When he said yes I got really riled up. I mean look how advanced technology has become! My dad demonstrated the iPad split screen to me this morning. So basically I can( draw or doodle)and write at the same time!

With all this, I thought back to when my dad and I were in the Apple store. Apple Camp session had ended for that day and my dad and I were just playing with the IPad Pro’s and using the Apple Pencils. I was coloring in a coloring app, my dad doing the same. As I shaded in a peacock with teal, with a watercolor medium on the pencil, I told my dad in a hushed tone. “I kinda wish we could get these, I mean they are such awesome tools. Well, I guess maybe if I had my own career and own bank account or something, I can buy one. But that’ll be in what ten years? Eh, a soul can dream. My dad had a thoughtful look on his face as we walked out of the pristine store. And now, nearly a month later, I was holding it in my own hands sketching and drawing. Moments before my dad let my brother use one of the coloring apps for a little bit after he set the IPad up and got a a drawing and coloring app. I was happy he got Pro Create because I heard that it was an incredible app for artists with digital art. I sat there on my bed, the IPad in my lap.

I was mindlessly twirling the Apple Pencil in my fingers like I would a normal pencil while I thought of what to draw. I started just playing around with the options in the Pro Create app. Playing with the color wheel, looking through the endless amount of colors, playing with each medium, using each pencil surface. I loved the different types of sketching tools you could use, like and HB pencil, a typical number two pencil, a gel pen, a marker, a water brush, an air brush, oil paintbrush, watercolor brush. So many things to use! There are so many options and even now as I’m still playing with it, I find at least sixteen other options and mediums I didn’t know was even on. I tapped on the HB pencil option in the little dashboard and started sketching out a cartoony, not very good, deformed looking eye. I realized that even as my palm rested on the screen, every time I lifted it or fidgeted, it didn’t leave a mark on the canvas like it would usually do in another drawing/painting app. I mindlessly drew random parts of the body, scribbles, hair, excetera. But then as I continued the eye, ideas started crowding my head like birds in a cage waiting to be freed. I drew for three or four hours before stopping. After i finished my dad showed me this amazing feature where the app basically just films every, single, freaking, thing that you draw on the canvas. I love that feature and it’s just awesome to see everything come together on the screen.

Since it was my first time doing a full on sketch on a screen with a stylus. pencil like tool. The drawing looks terrible( well to me at least) and doesn’t look nearly as good as what I would’ve done regularly in a sketch book. But like I said, don’t judge me, it’s my first time using a digital surface for drawing and I’m still pretty stupid with these mediums and drawings. i mean the first sketches I did looked like something a child would’ve done. In there sleep! But I’m starting to get a bit better.

  • Below I have added the drawing( sorry it’s kinda blurry looking cause I zoomed it up to fit the post) and I have also added the video the app filmed with what I had drawn.

 

 

The Escape Room

I cracked my eyes open a bit, the clock on my desk read 9:30 in Roman Numerals. I wanted to force myself out of bed an shower and get dressed. But my eyes felt like they were made of lead and it was hard not to let them droop. Maybe just five more minutes, it’s not gonna hurt anyone… I thought. But then just as I was about fall face first back to my comfy pillow and sleep for another eternity my mom decided to barge into the room, and tell me to get ready to go to Arwen’s house.

Arwen is one of my best friends, I met her at the start of sixth grade in band one day. She played the flute as well and we loved playing our sheet music together in band when we had the time. We grew closer with books, art, and music.

Arwen invited me and  a few of our other close friends to hang out with her on her birthday. Her parents were going to take us to a place called “Livermore Limitless Escape Games”  A few weeks before I looked it up once I was given the invitation. The website explained that we would be going to and escape room. We are given sixty minutes to figure out our way out of the room we were currently in with small but intricate puzzles. Then with all the clues you either escape or are taken to another and final room. You have a staff member help you and you are given limitless amounts of clues to help you.  Arwen told us we were doing the “ Escape the Kracken” themed escape room. Basically we were a band of pirates who unleashed a massive curse therefore letting the “Kracken”( a mutant octopus/squid ) wreak havoc amongst us. We( the stupid pirates who idiotically decided to steal treasure that wasn’t ours) have lugged ourselves mindlessly into a cave, but we must escape the island before the savage mutant sea creature decided to come back and have our pirate booty for dinner. Therefore we must flee the island in sixty minutes or we are completely killed by an unnaturally large sea creature that looks like an octopus and a squid mushed together.  Okay, that just sounds really weird. Just forget I said that.

I slipped out of bed, gods why are my calves so sore? I glared at my legs before heading to the bathroom. I brushed, showered, and headed to my room to change. I put on my black jeans, a long, comfortable grey, half cotton, half sheath shirt, a dark blue and purple flannel, and these really thick black socks. I strapped on my watch and put on perfume and put my glasses on. I went to the huge bathroom mirror a braided leather headband in hand. I ( sort of) brushed my hair and put the headband on, tucking some strands of hair away with a pin that didn’t hurt my scalp.  My mom told me to put her phone in my jeans pocket. I tucked it in and when downstairs to grab an apple. My dad was seated on the dining table. He tossed me an apple and I legitimately dropped it. I washed it and to a huge bite. Okay, to be honest, in my case, a “big bite” in something will probably actually be the size of two pennies. But my dad. Oh ho, he is the total opposite. So as I peacefully ate my apple tiny bite after tiny bite. But then he plucked it out of my hand and he took a behemothic bite out of my apple. Arwen’s parents texted my dad saying that it would be best to arrive at there house at eleven forty five so we can all drive at twelve o’clock to go to Livermore Escape Room. I slipped on sturdy black Puma shoes and my dad followed. Before we opened the door my dad was like:

“Okay you remember when you have to call me right? Okay tell me.”

“I call you once we leave her house and start driving, I call you when we arrive, when we finish the Escape Room, when we leave to the restaurant, leave the restaurant, and when we arrive at Arwen’s house again so you can pick me up.” I said nonchalantly and without hesitation.

“And remember EVERY TIME I CALL YOU, YOU HAVE TO ANSWER ME. YOU HEAR?” Okay he actually didn’t say the last part but he definitely almost did.

I grabbed the huge envelope with the drawing and gift card for Arwen and I stepped out the door. I was really excited to see a few of my friends because we’re still on summer vacation but school is gonna start really soon. It was a fifteen to twenty drive and we arrived at the same time as my other friend Kate. Arwen’s parents were outside talking to Kate’s mom about the schedule and they filled in my dad about it too. My dad soon said goodbye and reminded me to call him. Kate’s mom did the same. Arwen’s parents greeted us. They are really nice and sweet and have these awesome polite accents. Kate and I walked into the house and I took in the art work hanging on the walls, the house was definitely cozy and roomy. Arwen, Ava, and a girl I didn’t recognize walked out. “Kanmani! Ava and Arwen said as they squeezed me into a long warm hug. All of us doing the same for Kate. Turns out the girl I didn’t recognize was one of Arwen’s close friends. Her name is Loreline and she’s really into theater and super nice. We became fast friends, I was a bit sad that she didn’t go to our school. We all decided to go into Arwen’s room and wait for our other friend from school, Aiden.

Arwen started laughing hysterically. The rest of us just looked at each other in confusion until she finally said “Aiden’s gonna be the only guy with us!” We all grinned like we were crazy, before bursting into laughter of course. But the problem with when I laughed was that I just snort. It happens naturally and it’s just super embarrassing. So I wasn’t surprised when the other girls laughed even harder as I blushed. “Aww look at you a wittle and small, and adorable. OH MY GOD ARE YOU BLUSHING?! YOU LOOK EVEN CUTER!!!” Ava cooed. I met Ava on the first day of school because we had homeroom together, and the first thing she said to me was “Oh my god you are so short and cute and pretty, and adorable and just eeeeeeeeh.” She had squealed. So it was no surprise that everyday I saw her she would call me cute or something similar. I noticed that Ava had cut her normally neck length hair really short, only up the the bottom of her earlobes and she has rainbow braces. I also noticed that everyone else was wearing dresses, while I was standing there in pants and a flannel. I felt under dressed with my friends dressed in, well, dresses! Kate and Ava must have read my mind because they both placed there hands on either of my shoulders and said

“You look great, I mean I regret not wearing pants and a shirt.” Said Kate “Yeah! I mean look at me, I don’t even have on leggings!” Ava chimed in. I smiled as we continued our conversation. Suddenly Arwen’s dad popped in and said it was time to go to our impending doom. Aka, the Escape Room. I was really excited to go, it was my first time doing this so you can only imagine my reaction to the website. Aiden had finally arrived and met us in the car. As we drove I talked more with Loraline and got to know her, I goofed of with Aiden and Ava, and the other girls and I all sang an acappella version of Hedwig’s theme from Harry Potter. As Aiden recorded us and Arwen’s parents listened. We were in the middle of pretending to accept a Grammy award when Arwen’s mom pulled into a parking lot and opened the doors. We all clambered out and walked to the Limitless Escape building. While Arwen’s dad checked in, we were all told to put our phones in a little locker so they were safe.

First we are taken inside( an extremely air conditioned ) room that looked incredibly like a cave, with a treasure chest, ropes, vines,
and other pirate thingies. The staffer was really nice and smelled like raspberry cheesecake. The TV screen mounted on the corner of the wall counted down our time. We searched every corner and looked through small places. In under four minutes we managed to find multiple things that could help us. I managed to find a key that unlocked a small window on the wood plank door on the other end of the room. I screeched for the others to come and peak through the small opening. Inside we saw a room lit by black lights and I noticed something. On the pirate flag draped along the wall in the other room there were numbers scrawled onto it. My eyes widened and I told someone to write it down. I put the numbers on the number lock that locked us from the other room. I heard a click and we all whooped so loud that we heard people outside the room gasp. We still had about thirty minutes. We scrambled inside and it was a treasure trove of clues. We all split up into pairs. Ava linked her arm with mine and we searched and looked. I then saw a sketch of a traced hand on black ink I pressed my hand against it, aligning my small hand against the gargantuan one.

“Awwwwwwww your hand is so cute and tiny and small and adorable, and your fingers are so short and itty bitty just like you!!” Ava squealed. She knows that I hate being called cute, especially for my physical features.

“Shut up Avacado and focus.”

“Kay Pretzel Princess.”

I hate being called princess and I hate pretzels so at school my friends gave me the nickname.

“Ava be quiet or by the end of this hour your going to be just like him.” I pointed at the fake pirate skeleton on the wall.

“Awwww you go Wise Girl, you put the cute in execute.”

I rolled my eyes and stuck my tongue out at her. I needed to focus on the clues and see if there was anything that would help us escape in time.

Suddenly I felt a sudden shift. I looked and saw that the plank of would slipped and revealed a clue. The number eight in big bold yellow. Everyone high fived me as I uncovered a bunch of other numbers hidden under the sliding planks.

We asked for a clue to help us. As soon as we were given the clues I wondered how staffers memorized all of them. We uncovered a ton of other things keys, puzzle pieces, word puzzles, illusion answers. I was really impressed by how well all of us( a rag tag group of twelve year old barely normal human beings) uncovered the puzzles and solved them. But time was running out. We were struggling with one key part of our escape. The wheel. It had metal inscriptions and we managed to decode it all, but we were struggling with the instructions. But then Aiden said: “ I think we should read the directions more carefully, oh and we also only have seven minutes left.” I decided to try doing it and suddenly we heard a sound, like a door opening. We all lifted our heads and saw that there in all its non air conditioned glory: The door was open. We just stood there not believing that we a bunch of insane twelve year olds, managed to escape a room most adults don’t escape in time. We looked at the door then at each other. We all screamed like banshees in joy and scrambled out of that amazing yet freezing room.  Then the staff gave us signs to hold up for a victory photo.

The staffer who helped us showed us the picture on the TV and said it would be sent to Arwen’s dad who would send it to our parents. And surprise, surprise, I was the shortest out of everyone. It was like being an apple tree in a forest of redwoods. We all headed outside, Arwen’s dad told us our reservation for the restaurant was in an hours so we would just hang out in downtown until we can go. We went to this grassy spot and all of us except Arwen’s parents who were watching us a few feet away sat down on the grass. We all talked about how fun it was. And we were all really impressed at how detailed and well thought out the rooms were. But we all still wondered what would’ve happened if we didn’t make it in time then being the comedian Ava is she said “Maybe a dude wearing this really cheesy octopus costume that shows his face jumps out and says: YOUR DEAD KIDS!” In a really stupid pirate voice.” We all laughed until our sides hurt, and we managed to attract the attention of a bunch of teenagers who were in other corners of the area. We all lay in the grass in a circle, our heads meeting in the middle, all of us laying on our backs. We all played truth or dare until the adults came back and told us it was time for lunch. We walked to the restaurant, it was called Simply Fondue and apparently it had really good fondues and salads, and awesome dessert fondue.

I have to admit the place was REALLY FANCY. And by fancy I mean SNAZZY. Like,  i did not expect that. I could tell my friends thought the same as well.  We went to a private room with a huge window, and a curtain to seclude ourselves. This was my first time eating fondue but it was surprising fun to eat and really good. We ate this really good pizza fondue where we dipped this really good squares of basil bread into the fondue and it tasted EXACTLY like pizza. We ate and talked and goofed of. I took videos and pictures of my friends as we laughed our heads of. Then for dessert we ordered a campfire fondue where it would actually be lit on fire, and a snicker doodle one that had crushed up snicker doodle cookies mixed with white chocolate and cinnamon and brown sugar. We dipped fruits and bits of cake into it, and we dared each other that if we dropped something in it, we would have to dip a vegetable in the sweet fondue. Soon our stomachs felt like they were going to explode so we all left and walked to the car. Arwen’s dad took a group picture of us, and I brought out my mom’s phone and took a selfie with Ava, Kate and Loreline photo bombing us. We climbed into the car, Kate fell asleep, Loreline, Arwen, and Aiden chatted, and Ava and I talked and goofed off just as we do in school. Soon I started getting kinda tired and my head dropped to Ava’s shoulder, I was to tired to lift me head back up again. Ava must have been tired too because I felt the light weight of her head resting on mine.

We both soon woke up and Arwen told us that we arrived at her house. We pulled into the curb and Loreline’s mom and Ava’s mom picked them up after we said our goodbyes. Arwen, Aiden, Kate and I were left. I called my dad and told him that we arrived and he told me he would arrive in ten minutes. We all walked into her house, and we were greeted by her two little dogs. They were so cute and playful and I couldn’t resist cuddling with them. For the rest of the time we all just hung out for a while, talked about school and our summer. Then my dad arrived. It  was such a long day and it was awesome and I had so much fun. I said my goodbyes to my friends, wished Arwen happy birthday once again and thanked them before stepping into my dads car.

(Disclaimer: So sorry for the delay in content, I was quite busy as you can tell and I feel like a hypocrite for not writing.)

 

Veni. Vedi. Amavi. – We came, we saw, we loved( A Latin saying)

If you can’t tell already, I have written a Latin saying as my title for this post. Veni, vidi, amavi translates into We came. We saw. We loved.

I know  that its quite odd to write a Latin proverb for a title that is representing a poem, but I have recently written a poem based on the elements of my trip to Yosemite recently. I thought that Veni, vedi, amavi truly represented my experiences. For we really did come, we saw, and we loved.

The glow of the scattered stars at night, the moon illuminating the river’s shine. The sweet hush in the gentle good night, the slow, alluring dying of the light.

I love a long winding, waiting road, taking me to a place that I cannot foresee, until the hills reveal a landscaped mystery.

The morning rise of the sun breaks the shadow of night. The coming and going of a saturated sunrise. The clouds praise the sun, the sun praises the sky. The sky praises the tree’s who praise the souls who pass by.

The rolling hills beam as we pass. The water waves and breaks our trance. The bears lurk in the obscurity of the forest, the mountains set fire to the rain of their shadows before we take notice.  

There is another sun and sky, unrecognizable in the land of metal and gilt. The sky is bare except for its bloodless puffs of clouds, the sun a ball of gold and light.

The wind whispers to the waiting tree’s, a simple yet stirring type of a gesture. The mass conjuring a body of wind and frond.

I have stepped in a word of yellow and gold, the water a swirling sea of silver and green.

The steadfast feel of sand in my toes, the bewitching glow of the maneuvering shore.

The wind blowing constantly, the sweet taste of the ocean hanging in the air. The water, it calls me, telling me to defy the space between me and them.

  • Kanmani Harivenkatesh

 

What the health.

A few days before, we all sat down to watch this documentary called “What the Health?” and honestly I was so shocked about the information being poured out like a waterfall. So today I will be explaining to you about a quite different topic. Health. Food. And lies. Now, let us begin.

Meat. The majority of people in America and countless other areas around the globe consume meat. The percentages are massive and though many think that this is quite normal for a everyday diet. But this topic now leads me to talk about diet and disease.

Processed meat is modified to taste better and/or last longer for consument. Numerous studies show that it shows a link with cancer and other defects such as high blood pressure, heart disease, bowel and stomach cancer, and Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease(COPD), and possibly dozens of other terrible effects. Sodium Nitrite is also the cancer causing substance, responsible for those other adverse effects of processed meat consumption. Here are the reasons for why it is an additive for processed meat.

  • To improve flavor by extending the fat oxidation(rancidification)
  • To keep the red.pink color.
  • To prevent the growth of bacteria, cutting the risk of food poisoning.

Nitrite in meat is especially dangerous because it can form into an N-nitroso compound.

But it’s not only processed meat that can affect people. Regular meat itself can be very harmful considering the fact that the majority of facilities holding animals that are being raised to succeed in death are usually in terrible hospitality and are in horrible. conditions. Often near other dearly departed animals.

And another reason that I find quite incredible and can dumbfound many people is that large strong animals such as elephants, hippopotamus’s, bison, buffalo’s, horses, Tamaraw, Elks, rhinoceros’s, Kouprey,  etc. They are all herbivores. And if you look at an herbivore’s teeth, they have strong, flat molars that help them grind  leaves. But carnivores are another story. They are named for their extremely defined canine teeth that help them to tear and rip meat. Homo Sapiens were meant to be herbivores. To eat only plants or plant based meals.

That is a whole different way to tell someone that you’re vegan. Em’ I right? Okay that was really cringy, sorry.

MOVING ON!

Has anyone ever told you that “milk was good for you” or ” your bones will grow strong if you drink lots of milk and eat cheese” or ” you’ll need the calcium when you grow older” or some kind of stereotypical alteration of an otherwise predictable statement. People tend to believe that dairy products help our bones( cheese, milk, etc.) If you believed all that, then be glad you’re still healthy right now…

Though cheese is apparently a staple food for the majority of the world’s population. Cheese is very atrocious for the human body. Cheese is packed with sodium, fat, cholesterol, and is a high calorie product. Typical cheeses are seventy percent fat. The kind of fat they actually contain is mainly saturated fat(bad fat).

There is no evidence supporting the fact that milk is good for your bones and increases stability in physical performance. There are no facts stating that milk can prevent osteoporosis. These myths are merely opinions and no facts. And there is a large difference between fact and opinion. Milk simply is not necessary in a diet.  All the vitamins it may/may not contain can be found in whole plant foods. Nutrients needed for healthy bones such as Vitamin K and manganese is and can’t be found in milk but can also be found in whole plant foods.

Ever since we watched the documentary we have all bailed on eating any dairy products for the rest of our lives.

Now here is a part that will probably shock the dairy out of you. Hehe, get it? Kay, I’ll stop.

ONWARD!

The American Heart Association, Susan G. Komen, American Diabetes Association, and the American Heart Association all are societies that research, and help with these specific health types.

But the American Diabetes Association has a specific page that victims of diabetes can read through about what they can eat. Here’s what I have found:

“A healthy diet is a way of eating  that reduces risk for complications such as heart disease and stroke.

Healthy eating includes eating a wide variety of foods including:

  • vegetables
  • whole grains
  • fruits
  • non-fat dairy products
  • beans
  • lean meats
  • poultry
  • fish

There is no one perfect food so including a variety of different foods and watching portion sizes is key to a healthy diet. Also, make sure your choices from each food group provide the highest quality nutrients you can find. In other words, pick foods rich in vitamins, minerals and fiber over those that are processed.

People with diabetes can eat the same foods the family enjoys. Everyone benefits from healthy eating so the whole family can take part in healthy eating. It takes some planning but you can fit your favorite foods into your meal plan and still manage your blood glucose, blood pressure and cholesterol.”

DAIRY PRODUCTS. POULTRY. MEATS. FISH. WHAT THE HECK IS UP WITH THIS WORLD. FISH HAVE MERCURY IN THEM. DO YOU KNOW HOW DEADLY THAT IS?

The association helping people with diabetes is luring people to EAT THINGS THAT CAN CAUSE DIABETES. WHAT THE HECK.

This situation happens in the websites of the societies I have listed.

Then in the documentary there came the scene the broke my beliefs towards these associations. And it all came down to just one simple word: Sponsors.

These associations were being sponsored by companies that manufactured products that can be well known as THE MAIN CAUSE OF LIKE MOST OF THESE DISEASES.

This information shocked me. How are people this way. Why. Is money the only thing that matters? So many people believe in these associations but no. It’s just slowly killing these victims. Like a silent poison.

This documentary really changed my perspective on my health, and how I can protect myself with just simple actions.

Kip Anderson and Keegan Kuhn, produced, directed, edited, and filmed this movie. I believe that many people should what it because it has key information and scientific reasoning to support there claims. Thanks for reading and i hope you learned something that can change your lifestyle. Because it certainly did for me.

 

Whats your favorite thing about Earth?

On the day before the last day of school I had my final science class. My teacher was a lover of nature. She would tell us stories of her travels in Yosemite, or Yellowstone National Park, or some incredible land form she was able to see. But on that last day she asked us a to write a very simple question and our answers towards it. But it was a question filled with such depth that the only sound heard in the classroom was the tapping and clicking  sounds coming from of our pens and pencils. The guy next to me had is brows furrowed and his eyes looking down at the question that we were assigned to write on the paper:

Whats your favorite thing about Earth?

Please, think about this for just a brief moment. I feel like this is a question that the majority of the planet’s population should answer. It just tugs at the strings dangling in your heart. It’s one of those questions that make me bite my nails for a bit of time. I had actually thought about this question for quite a while actually, though I was never asked this question by anyone other then my own conscience.

The sheet of paper I was given to write on wasn’t enough, a stack of pages wouldn’t be enough, an empty book wouldn’t be enough for me to describe the things that I keep so dear in my heart. Here is what I wrote( well at least what I remember writing ): I love rain, the feeling of small portions of water sliding down my face, my hair, my hands. I love clouds, it’s as if they show as much emotion as any other living thing.  I love wind. It makes me feel like I’m flying even when my feet are on the ground. I love seeing the stars every night, I like to think of them as each person’s soul. The glow of them all comes from the fire of each heart. I love that we can dream, dream about the most amazing things, and that really makes me feel like the luckiest person alive. Or to be fair it makes us all very very lucky. I know that we were supposed to write just one. But I just can’t do that.

I didn’t have enough time to write more because class was going to end in about fifteen minutes and our teacher wanted to read a few before the bell rang for the end of the period. I signed my paper and handed it in. I noticed that the others sheets showcased only one or two sentences, and yet my classmates looked as if they had just written their thesis for college. What I also noticed was the the majority of the essays( or should I say extremely short paragraph) were about internet, sports, celebrities, architecture, or some innovation that has helped( but I think harmed) the human race. But there was one person who wrote something quite similar to mine. I recognized the name as one of my friends. And he was also a person of science. I remember the first conversation I had ever had with him was related to our dreams, science, and what we thought about the depths of space. In fact he was the one who told me to see the trailer for the movie “The Space Between Us.”( this movie will be mentioned soon in this post) He basically wrote what I wrote at the end of my summary, but he wrote a bit more. To my terror my teacher read my paragraph aloud to the whole class. I was able to feel heat creeping up from my neck and into my cheeks. My friend whispered,

“You look like a little tomato.”

“Yeah thanks a lot.” I hissed.As I have grown, I continuously try to look at the world like I’m seeing it for the first time. I think I have succeeded. I am looking at Earth more closely.I want to really open my eyes to the world. I try my hardest to give my soul, mind, and heart to the world as I watch it. And as it watches me. Because Earth has music for those who will listen.
But I have seen a movie just recently( actually only 24 hours ago) that really reached out to me in this situation.
The Space Between Us is about Gardner Elliot(played by Asa Butterfield), the first human to ever be born on Mars. His mother Sarah Elliot died giving birth to him on the red planet thus because she was on a voyage to Mars so her and a group of five other astronauts can settle there as citizens of the planet of red soil. But Gardner is left with some of her belonging on Mars. Those small items decreasing his knowledge of Earth and his family, but increasing his yearning to thrive in Earth. He has an online friendship with Tulsa( played by Britt Robertson), a teenage girl in Colorado. He soon is able to convince the scientist(s) that raised him to let him go on a maiden voyage to Earth. He is finally able to experience everything on the Earth, and find out what is real and not real. But soon enough scientists realize that his organs won’t be able to withstand the atmosphere of Earth. He and Tulsa are in a race against time as they travel to to unravel the mysteries of his past, how he came to be, and where he belongs in the universe. Director Peter Chelsom, and Screenwriter Allan Loeb crafted an incredible story that really tugged at my heartstrings and as well featured the question that I have written aimlessly in this post. This was a drama/scifi film that had so much meaning and moral to it. And it really did get me thinking about how i lived my life and what I continue to think: What is my favorite thing about Earth?I want you to try to answer this as well. Think very deeply about this. And not just right now, but throughout your life. Trust me, it can change you. So, what’s your favorite thing about Earth?

Our sun may have been born with a(non identical)evil twin.

From the title you could probably already tell what I will be talking about today( considering the fact that I didn’t head this post with my usual cliche quote based on the topic). But I will say it again. Our sun may have been born with a non identical evil twin dubbed “Nemesis”. Astrophysicists and scientists have stated that sun like stars are born in pairs or trios, often wondering why that is. Are these pairs and three’s stars that orbit the same point or do they meet up with the gravity of one star capturing another? An analysis done by Harvard and UC-Berkeley suggests that ALL stars are born in twos and threes. This hypothesis was mainly accepted due to the newborn stars born in a large cloud in the constellation Perseus. An article done by Popular Science states that:

“Stars are born inside egg-shaped clouds called dense cores. These dusty gas clouds block the light from the stars inside and behind them. But fortunately for us, radio waves can penetrate through the darkness. The Very Large Array recently used radio waves to map all the young stars in the Perseus nursery, and the researchers drew on this data to understand the relationships between stars of different ages.”

The two universities have found that binary stars are separated by distances of 5,000 AU or even more. That is approximately 500 times the distance between the Earth and the sun. Two stars tend to be aligned with egg-shaped clouds as an axis. BUT, slightly older stars, say between 500,000 and a million years old are usually closer together. If results can(or will) be replicated they will provide new evidence that the sun was born with a non identical twin located seventeen times farther than the distance of Neptune. Scientists, astrophysicists, and researchers have dubbed the long hypothesized star “Nemesis” due to the suspection casing the fact that this “evil twin” WIPED OUT THE DINOSAURS. Man, after all this time we have been thinking that a ballistic asteroid basically destroyed a whole species. But instead it may actually be the twin brother of our sun. They weren’t kidding when they said it was evil.

“We are saying, yes, there probably was a Nemesis, a long time ago,” co-author Steven Stahler of UC Berkeley said in a statement.” In an interview by Popular Science.

But alas, Nemesis have never been found. If it ever even existed in the first place it might have escaped the gravitational pull of our friendly sun and run of, away from the Milky Way Galaxy. Never to be seen ever again. Wow, such an amazingly close family……. NOT.